In the end, Zhen Yunrong found that what she wanted in her previous life, Zhang Baihua didn't necessarily want in her life.

Is she ...... I won't like him in this life, and I don't want to marry him?

Two years ago, he and his brothers escaped from the Ten Thousand Beast Forest, and on the day they reunited with her, they had made an appointment to say one thing to each other when the beast tide passed.

Maybe that intention was not very clear at that time, after all, he had always put his position on her at the level of a brother, and he had never crossed it for a moment. He wants to be a good brother and confidant, and hopes that the two of them can go back to the past, but it is not the kind of past that makes both of them painful.

When he finally found out that he liked her, he found that he couldn't see Zhang Baihua's mind clearly, and he didn't know anything about her thoughts.

But in the past two years, they have separated several times and met again and again. With each goodbye, his thoughts about her deepened, and once the tense and exhausting battle came to a halt, she would occupy his mind all the time.

He used to love Li Lingxi deeply, so he knew very well the origin of this longing.

When you like someone, that's how it is.

I can't wait to see her in front of me all the time, and I can't wait to stuff her into a bag and carry it with me.

When the matter came to an end, he suddenly found that his heart was so frightened.

He was afraid, he really didn't know what his expression would be if she refused.

Will it hurt her like he hurt Li Lingxi in his previous life?

"Senior brother, will you come into the house and sit down?" Zhang Baihua more or less guessed something. At the beginning, both of them had something to say to each other, and they also said that they would wait for the beast tide to end, but they didn't expect him to be in such a hurry. She glanced at the small building in the clouds that was half in ruins. Although more than half of it was destroyed, the remaining room happened to be the practice room downstairs, perhaps because it was connected to the spiritual veins underneath, it was actually quite well preserved, and it was no problem to go in and stand for a while and say a few words.

Zhen Yunrong followed her into the house without saying a word.

In broad daylight, the light was bright, and the door was open. The two men sat facing each other on the futon on the ground, silent for a moment.

"Why don't you speak?" Zhang Baihua frowned, confessing that she had no experience in this kind of thing. Although there are various film and television dramas and novels that I have watched in my previous life that I can learn from, I also know that those lines with the same head caught in the door are impossible to apply to reality. Although the nuns of this world are much freer than the women of the world, they are still restricted. It is still far less privileged than women in modern society.

So I can't understand why some girls in modern society have a good life. Thinking about going back to the feudal dynasty all day long, doing this and that...... Let's not mention whether their ideas can succeed, but only one, in that era of blind marriage and dumb marriage, what is the good of becoming a woman who has been oppressed by male power all her life and does not marry is equivalent to a crime?

There may always be people who think they are special, but when you really travel through the past, you will find that they are indeed special...... miserable!

Zhang Baihua had to be glad that this was a monk's world, and she was lucky to have a spiritual root, even if it was only a three-spirit root. After all, the monks basically don't pay attention to the moral standards of male and female differences, and the difference between seven years old. Although there are still limitations, there is a sense of happiness when there is a comparison......

"Say what?" Zhen Yunrong listened to her question. subconsciously asked a rhetorical question, and then wanted to smack himself in the mouth!

Zhang Baihua didn't miss the chagrin on his face, and saw that he was a little nervous, and couldn't help but be amused.

"Senior brother, you specially found all the senior brothers and asked him to get my senior sister away, you don't want to be in a daze here with me, right?" It was quite funny to explain the purpose of his leading people over today, looking at the red glow on the other party's face for a while, Zhang Baihua couldn't help but laugh, but deliberately sighed and said: "It seems that I think too much......"

"No, you didn't think much about it, I do have something to say to you," Zhen Yunrong was embarrassed to stare at the little girl's face, otherwise she would have noticed the narrow look on her face, hesitated for a moment, and then said, "It's just that I haven't figured out what to say yet......"

"Then do you want Senior Brother to go back and think about it?" Silent music, she teased.

Zhen Yunrong looked up in some shock, and saw the happy smile on the girl's face at a glance.

This girl...... Could it be that he was teasing him?

Her eyes are still clear and calm, very similar to her previous life, as if there are no superfluous emotions in them. In his previous life, he never thought that she would have special feelings for him because of this...... Because she looked at almost everyone with the same expression, how could she tell the difference? Occasionally, she could detect some subtle emotions, and Zhen Yunrong felt that she was very powerful.

Who let the little girl in her previous life suffer when she was a child, and she fell into a facial paralysis problem, and she had an expression on everyone?

Besides, he always felt that she didn't like him very much.

Shouldn't loving someone be like him, and it would be better to destroy it if you can't get it?

So even if he later heard the news from Li Lingxi's mouth that she was interested in him, he only thought that she was unscrupulous at first to deceive himself. can't blame him for thinking like this, after all, if Zhang Baihua likes him, why did he do everything possible to marry Gu Jicheng?

At that time, he didn't believe her, and he, like the rest of the world, chose to listen to the rumors.

It wasn't until later that I happened to see her outside who went to the Ten Thousand Beasts Forest alone to fight for her life, and she was emaciated like a gust of wind that would blow away, and the cold in her eyes was even far greater than back then.

He heard her say to the nundo with the face that she had never loved Gu Jicheng and that she was always welcome to snatch it back.

At that time, the female cultivator was Zhang Xinwei.

At that time, he began to slowly believe Li Lingxi's words, slowly, to explore Zhang Baixi's clues, and then slowly pulled himself out of Li Lingxi's abyss because of this woman.

After getting the news of her death, he was silent for many years, and even wanted to kill Gu Jicheng to avenge her.

But he also knew very well in his heart that Gu Jicheng did not kill her, she died to save him.

Because I felt indebted to him.

And after her death, Gu Jicheng did not reunite with Zhang Xinwei, at least before he was reborn, Gu Jicheng did not remarry.

At that time, he suddenly woke up and found that his love for Li Lingxi was mixed with too much paranoia and madness.

But the damage has been done, Li Lingxi is not completely wrong, the person who betrayed the marriage contract is her after all, but he refuses to let go, and the grudge is cast, she and he actually have a lot of responsibility.

Could it be that if he let go earlier, Zhang Baihua would not have to marry Gu Jicheng and would be able to live for another two hundred years? (To be continued.) )