Chapter 18: Guo Huiying leaves

The sound of the water glass hitting the ground gave the two of them a heavy blow in their hearts, and it was also a buffer for emotions.

Guo Huiying clenched her trembling hands and said with difficulty: "Divorce? Gu Xiangnan, are you sure you know what you're talking about? ”

She looked at the man's side face in disbelief, never expecting to hear this from his mouth.

Maybe she subconsciously decided that Gu Xiangnan would not take the initiative to leave her, so she would be so unscrupulous to squander his favor and trust, and willfully live the life she wants according to her own ideas.

"Let's get a divorce, Xu Ming's background must be clearer than me, he will definitely be able to give you the life you want." Gu Xiangnan said calmly, and gradually collected his emotions, this was the best ending he could think of. "As for Beibei, I'll take care of it, you don't have to worry about it."

Absent-mindedness is just to drive the shell, since you let go, then let it go completely.

Guo Huiying's face was like ashes, she knew that once Gu Xiangnan made a decision, it would be difficult to change it, and the two finally broke up, but this scene came too quickly.

She got up and sat back in her chair calmly, and slowly talked about her past: "He is my father's disciple, we can be regarded as childhood sweethearts, before there was no change, the two elders acquiesced to our relationship, as long as I was old enough to do things." But people are not as good as heaven, and no one thought what kind of turmoil would happen later. ”

Guo Huiying told the sad past without any details, not to seek understanding, but to tell this man about his own experience. She sighed: "I remember very well that year, I just celebrated my 16th birthday, and I was a guest at my grandmother's house in Shanghai, and my world collapsed when I heard the news. ”

Holding her shoulders, she fell into the memory: "My uncles immediately sent me to the house of an old servant and repeatedly told me not to reveal my identity. It happened that Uncle Guo's granddaughter died of illness, and I knew her very little since I was a child, so I replaced her as his granddaughter, and I stayed in the countryside for 6 years. When I finally had the opportunity to go out to find out the news, I learned that neither of my parents survived the second winter, and the rest of my grandmother's family had already escaped from the country. I was left alone, alone. ”

Gu Xiangnan stretched out her hand, but her refusal was so obvious that she could only hold it tightly.

"The Xu Ming I know is a man who values love and righteousness, and I was isolated and helpless, and I found out about his unit, but what greeted me was a devastating blow." She cried, her brows furrowed and her eyes red, but for the sake of other men. "He was engaged to a woman who didn't look down on him before, because they had the right family background."

She turned to look at him: "You always said that the way I sat alone by the river and meditated attracted you, but in fact I was thinking about jumping down for a hundred years, so that I could end all suffering." Actually, I should thank you. ”

Gu Xiangnan never thought that there would be such an inside story when the two met, maybe it was his own wishful thinking from the beginning. He smiled wryly: "What I want is never your thanks. ”

"I know." She smiled a little lonely: "I don't marry you completely because of gratitude." Sometimes I feel that fate is really ironic, and when I was ready to live with you, he showed up again. At first, we just reminisced about the green years together, and we felt that creation made people. ”

Guo Huiying looked at the man like a man, and knew that the next words would hurt him, since he said it, then let's hurt it all at once.

"But man is a greedy animal after all, at that time you had just recovered and were busy with work and life, and my work relationship had just been transferred to the regiment, and we were coming and going more frequently. Once in the middle of the night, Beibei had a high fever, and I couldn't contact you, so he accompanied me to take care of it all night. Half a year later, I felt that Bei Bei was not well-behaved and abnormal, and her reaction was slower than that of other children, so I secretly took her to J City. After being diagnosed that she was not a normal child, I got drunk, Xu Ming kept comforting me, and then I"

Gu Xiangnan took a hard puff of the cigarette that he didn't know when he lit it, with a gloomy expression.

Guo Huiying looked at the silent man: "I don't say this to ask for your forgiveness, I just want you to know that I have also suffered and struggled in my heart." There are some things I don't want to do. To the south, for the sake of Beibei, can we start anew? ”

Guo Huiying carefully put his hand on the back of his hand, trembling a little, but did not wave it away immediately.

The sound of a door lock opening. Gu Beibei walked out a little embarrassed, in fact, she didn't want to listen to it so much, but in the quiet night, a little sound would be infinitely amplified, not to mention a wood-paneled room with poor sound insulation.

The two overlapping hands, swarthy and fair, were so conflicting. I have to admit that women are sometimes smarter than men, and although most of them are rational, they can still be soft-hearted, especially when facing the woman they love.

Weakness has always been a woman's weapon, and when used properly, it can sometimes have the effect of small nuclear weapons. Obviously, Gu Xiangnan hesitated.

is such a familiar method, was Jiang Yunzhong attacked by the weak Li Xinrui step by step? It turned out that in her previous life, she may have been too strong.

Gu Xiangnan looked at Gu Beibei's big eyes, pulled out his hand with some embarrassment, walked up to her and asked softly, "Why did you wake up, is it too noisy?" ”

Gu Beibei shook his head: "Well, it's a little noisy, come out to drink water by the way." ”

"Dad pour it for you, be careful of the burn." Gu Xiangnan adjusted his mentality by leaving the living room, otherwise he might agree to Guo Huiying's request.

She took the water cup and walked out of the kitchen first, she whispered, "Dad go to bed early and smoke less." ”

Guo Huiying looked at Bei Bei who walked in front of her eyes, and suddenly grabbed her hand: "Bei Bei, Mom"

The girl glanced at the woman who grabbed her wrist and coldly refused: "I'm sorry, I can't help you." Moreover, motherly love is a bit foreign to me. ”

This picture is so familiar, she was only four years old at the time, and she also waved Cai Shiman's hand so ruthlessly, but the woman didn't cry or leave without any souvenirs. Sure enough, even if she was reborn, her blood was still cold.

Guo Huiying began to tear up: "Beibei, Beibei, my daughter." Why is this happening? Am I completely losing her? ”

Gu Xiangnan looked at the closed door, and his voice was cold: "We have never known Beibei, she is very special and her IQ may be very high, but we don't know." Hye-young, forget it, we can't go back to the way things were. You can also see that Bei Bei doesn't like you, and even repels you a little. I don't want her to grow up in such an environment, she is my life. ”

Look at the door, open and close, cut off from everything. It turned out that she had cared about the child who came out of her belly, but it was too late. She cried, lying on the table and crying hard. Get up, go into the bedroom, and simply pack your clothes.

Carrying her bag, Guo Huiying stood in front of the study, silent, and the hand that knocked on the door was raised and lowered. I opened the door, turned back and took one last look at everything familiar, turned around, and melted into the darkness of the night.

Gu Xiangnan watched her gradually disappearing figure from the window, his heart was like a knife, and he was reluctant to let go and tangled into a group.

Suddenly, two lights went from far to near, and the car slowly stopped beside her. Watching her throw herself into the arms of another man, he watched as the man pitifully carried her into the car, and watched the two of them disappear into the night.

I don't know how long it has been, but he still maintains the same behavior. From now on, he doesn't need to deceive himself anymore, and he doesn't need to bear so much pressure anymore, he should be happy, but he is silent.