Chapter 110: Struggle

The smile on Jiang Miao's face froze, looking at Li Muzi's immature face, he only felt that this child was very pitiful, such a young child, without a father, living with his mother, it was indeed not easy for orphans and widows.

She looked at Li Muzi sympathetically, couldn't help but reach out and touch his head, and just rubbed it lightly twice, she listened to him say: "Moreover, Dad belongs to my mother, don't you snatch my dad away, okay?" ”

Jiang Miao's hand froze, staring at Li Muzi in disbelief, and when he saw his clear and simple gaze, he couldn't help but look up at Guan Zhong, and saw that he also had a surprised expression.

Jiang Miao felt as if her heart was being grabbed by an invisible big hand, clenched and released, and before she could breathe, she was clenched again.

She opened her mouth, only to feel that something was pressed heavily in her throat, she looked at Guan Zhong who was shocked and a little at a loss without blinking, she looked directly at something in his deep eyes that was faintly struggling, and a burst of fear slowly surged in her heart, as if something extremely precious was about to pass in front of her.

She listened to her somewhat low and hoarse, but faintly self-deprecating voice sounded: "But, he is just your godfather, not his own, he can love you, spoil you, and love you, but it doesn't mean that he belongs to you!" He ......"

"Jiang Miao!" Guan Zhong suddenly snorted, the urgency and severity in his tone was too eager, and even with a hint of anger.

Jiang Miao was startled, closed her mouth almost reflexively, and swallowed the second half of the sentence to her mouth, she wanted to say: But he is my boyfriend, my man, belongs to me.

Guan Zhong looked down at Li Muzi, trying to restrain his light tone: "Adults' affairs, children don't get involved, hurry up and finish the meal, go to the living room to watch TV, don't you still want to watch cartoons?" ”

No matter how smart Li Muzi is, he is only a half-old child after all, he sensitively sensed that the atmosphere between Guan Zhong and Jiang Miao was not quite right, so he nodded obediently and agreed, and after eating, he followed Guan Zhong to the living room.

Jiang Miao soaked the used tableware in the pool, looking at the foam floating on the surface of the water after the dish soap dissolved, her nose was sore, and her eyes were a little watery.

She took a deep breath, forcibly suppressed the surging anger and grievances, skillfully cleaned up the kitchen, then went to the bathroom to put water in the shower, cleaned herself up, unfolded the quilt in the bedroom, and turned around and walked to the guest room.

As soon as she walked to the living room, she heard Guan Zhong call her: "Jiang Miao, come and watch TV together?" ”

Jiang Miao stood up, turned her head to look at Guan Zhong and Li Muzi who were sitting on the sofa and snuggled together, she shook her head: "I'm tired and want to rest early." After speaking, he walked directly to the door of the guest room without looking back, opened and closed the door, and cut off the noisy cartoon sound on the TV in one go.

Standing in the door, she turned her head, looked at the closed door behind her, thought for a moment, dropped the lock, and then pulled out the brand new bedding from the wall cabinet, laid it herself, and got in.

The brand-new quilt exudes a faint smell of fabric, and there is a strange atmosphere in the house that has not been lived in for a long time.

She curled up in the quilt, no sleep, her mind flashed a lot of thoughts, but in the end, she just sighed helplessly, she silently comforted herself, childlike words, children's words.

In the middle of the night, in the haze, she heard the sound of the key unlocking, her eyelids jumped twice, and then closed again.

The familiar footsteps walked to the bed step by step from the door, the mattress beside her collapsed slightly, the quilt was lifted, and the originally warm air suddenly poured into a coolness, she subconsciously shrank back, and before she could return to her original posture, she was stretched out and hugged tightly into her arms.

She listened to the voice close to her ear, and murmured, "Jiang Miao, I knew you didn't sleep." ”

She froze and didn't move.

"Don't think much about the things at night."

Jiang Miao didn't say anything, she gritted her teeth, closed her eyes, maintained a sleeping position, and used this semi-forced action to mentally suggest to herself.

Guan Zhong sighed helplessly behind him, and there was a warm touch on his neck, moving slowly, slowly climbing down the veins, and stopping at his shoulder.

The slight tingling sensation made her can't help but move forward, and almost as soon as she moved, she was tightly strangled by the arm wrapped around her waist.

She didn't pretend to be in the end, turned around, put her face to face, and looked at Guan Zhong face to face.

Under the white moonlight illuminated outside the window, the contour of Guan Zhong's side face was prominent, she looked at the angular arc like a knife, and asked softly, "Is it me who is the person you have in your heart?" ”

In the dark night, Guan Zhong's eyes were shining brightly, and she looked at the bright light, and listened to Guan Zhong's heavy sigh.

Guan Zhong's silence made her heart feel cold, she slowly closed her eyes, and clearly heard the crisp cracking sound in the depths of her heart, a little painful, but more bitter and helpless.

After a while, Guan Zhong's somewhat low and hoarse voice sounded: "I don't know." ”

Jiang Miao opened his eyes, looked at his tangled and struggling gaze, turned around in silence, and turned his back to Guan Zhong.

Guan Zhong looked at her back curled into a ball, slowly stretched out his hand, and put it on her waist, but the figure that fit together again, but it seemed to be mixed with some insurmountable obstacle, and the people who were originally within reach seemed to be far away from the sky.

After that day, Li Muzi would come over to stay for one night every now and then, and Jiang Miao knew that whenever Li Qing's public relations department had a social, Guan Zhong took the time to go to the kindergarten to pick up Li Muzi home, but at that time, Li Qing's family had a nanny to help take care of the children, and recently, the nanny that Li Qing's family had been hiring was unwell and took a long vacation.

Jiang Miao likes Li Muzi, a clever and cute child, as long as he has time, he will cook delicious meals for him, accompany him to play games, watch cartoons, buy snacks and toys for him, and take him to the playground to play when he is resting.

In front of Li Muzi, Jiang Miao was always in high spirits and happy, but whenever Li Muzi was taken home by Li Qing, Jiang Miao would begin to be silent for a long time, and there was no joy or anger on her calm face.

After a long time, Guan Zhong sensitively noticed that Jiang Miao had changed a little, she no longer cared about his diet and daily life, and when she was working in the company, she gradually began to develop in the direction of workaholism, taking the initiative to work overtime to increase the workload, and while her performance was steadily improving, she began to suffer from insomnia for a long time, even if she was asleep, she would suddenly wake up.

Guan Zhong more than once saw Jiang Miao staring blankly at a corner of the roof with his eyes blankly when he got up at night, dazed and unfocused.