538. Chapter 537 Fear to face
It's like a year, although the car is running fast, but I still feel so slow, when the car finally arrived at the bar, I haven't been to this nightclub, hurriedly entered the door, at the moment of entering, as if there was telepathy, the sofa on the left side of the door leaned on a red figure, it looked like Zihan was dressed up this night, but all because of drunkenness completely ruined the beautiful makeup on his face, his hair was scattered, and some of his face was covered, a listless look, There seemed to be traces of crying on his face, just looking at it made me feel very distressed, and Qin Sheng looked helpless next to him, and when he saw me coming, he showed me a helpless smile, so he quickly left Zihan's side and pointed to the little girl who made me feel distressed on the sofa.
I rushed to Zi Han in front of me regardless of it, my heart was full of great remorse, the reason why Zi Han is like this, I have to pay a lot of responsibility! Why does this usually so strong, so happy little girl treat herself like this, and why does she show so indifference in front of me, is everything she does on purpose? Could it be that by using wine and other people's men to anesthetize myself, you can make me forget your qiē, you can make me not worry about you, can you make me not care about you? You stupid girl!!
The slightest chill on my body is strongly inversely proportional to the lively atmosphere of the whole bar, but the suffocating silence in this corner is the biggest incompatibility of this bar, and the people in the company saw my end, and they all picked up and gave way to the side, leaving me a way to get close to Zihan, as if there were only me and Zihan left at this time!
Seeing Zi Han, I held back my tears, and gently called Zi Han, Zi Han, Zi Han, I shook Zi Han gently, touched Han's forehead, I felt a little hot, and even I didn't notice that the tears were quietly left, in this noisy bar, I seemed to only have Zi Han's red skin in front of me, and the color of the clothes on his body, all of them were so red, red to my heart!
My shout finally made Zihan react, she moved her head weakly, it was me, and called Xiao Luo??? Seeing her calling my name so hard, my heart suddenly ached, I stretched out my hand and stroked Zihan's face, saying that her messy hair got behind her ears, revealing her red face again.
"Don't talk if you're uncomfortable, I'm coming, I'm coming!" I don't know what to say
"Woo woo woo ......" Zihan looked at me blankly for three seconds, and suddenly cried loudly, and the music was so loud that it drowned out her voice.
"Don't cry, don't cry, I'm here, brother is here!"
Zihan grabbed my right hand and bit it down hard!
I was so hard at this that I couldn't help but gasp, but I still endured it and didn't pull my arm away, not to mention that I felt that the pain on the outside was far less than the pain on the outside, so turbulent???
Zihan bit deeper and deeper, almost using all her strength to bite me, not only her eyes were soaked with tears, but my eyes were also soaked with tears, tears were left in our unconsciously, left on our cheeks, fell to our mouths, and mixed with Zihan's tears, slowly flowing through my wounds, and slowly seeping into the wounds, slowly seeping into my psychological wounds.
Looking at Zi Han's sad appearance, I was reluctant to pull my right hand away, but gently stroked Zi Han's face, and said softly, you bite hard, as long as you can feel good, as long as you don't feel uncomfortable, even if you bite me to death, I won't say a word, when don't bite, we're going back!
I saw Zi Han's lips move, but because the music was too loud, I didn't hear what Zi Han was saying.
I leaned into her ear and said to her, "If there is anything, let your mouth be free, and then talk about it!" ”
She burst into tears and smiled, and finally let go of my hand, and I looked over, and two rows of neat teeth marks were clearly visible. Much lighter than when the witch bit me......
"Yin Ran, Xiao Luo! I hate you! ”
"Hey, there are many people who hate me, how old are you?" I looked at her confused and somewhat no longer confused eyes, and said jokingly.
"I'm going to be the first, I'm going to be your ...... ...... who hates you the most" Zihan was a little slurred, it seems that four bottles of Chivas Regal are indeed not something that ordinary people can resist.
"Okay, don't say it's uncomfortable, I'm here, aren't you looking for me? I'm coming, I'm coming! Yes! Obediently follow me to the hospital...... "I began to reassure her, after all, if this continues, there may be some moths."
I saw Zihan playing with a child's temper and making trouble with me, I ??? I just want to??? Look at the way you worry about me. Seeing that you are worried about me, my heart is very warm, and before I finish speaking, Zihan was a little irresistible, and the upper and lower eyelids began to fight, and my head began to shake from side to side.
I patiently persuaded Zihan and said, be obedient, I'm sad that you're like this, why do you drink so much, why?
But as soon as he finished speaking, Zihan seemed to be energetic again, his glasses widened, his eyes were full of resentment, and the feelings that had just calmed down became excited again, and he shouted loudly, why don't you want me????? What's wrong with me, why did you leave me to others, why did you introduce me to others, why were you so good to other women, why were you so good to He Ke, why ...... To Saori...... He can be so good, so good to Bai Jie, so good to all girls, just ...... me So it's not good......"
Just after saying these words, Zihan seemed to be really unable to hold on, tilted his head, and fell on the sofa on his back!
I saw that I was lying on the sofa, and somehow I got it, Zi Han's breathing was short again, and years of experience told me that Zi Han was about to vomit, I hurriedly said to Qin Sheng who was hiding aside, hurry up and find a container, Zi Han is going to vomit!
I saw that Qin Sheng was in a hurry and didn't find the container, Chen Zihan was already straightened, and with a whoop, he spit between my legs.
Her head was on my abdomen, and she was coughing violently, filth spraying my crotch with a foul smell.
I secretly screamed bad luck, I only kept patting Zihan's back in my hand, and let her vomit non-stop, hey, it's better to spit it out, I don't care about myself.
Anyway, there are not many people in this corner, so I will get into the car immediately after a while, and it will be too late to wash up when I get to the hospital, and no one will pay attention to it in the middle of the night.
Qin Sheng covered her mouth and laughed wildly not far away, I glared at him, the beauty in my hand stopped moving, Zihan vomited for half a minute, the filth slid down my crotch to the foot of the sofa, she let out a sigh, and after coughing, she didn't get up anymore, so she put her head on my lap and fell asleep again.
I smiled wryly, what is going on? I hurriedly beckoned Qin Sheng to come over, so that we could go out and get into the car with Zihan, He Ke was the first to reach me, held Zihan's waist, and straightened her up,
But as if she had been stripped of her heart, she collapsed heavily on my lap, and said some illogical words in her mouth: hate...... Shameless...... Vile!
He Ke shook his head helplessly, indicating that he was powerless to help, Qin Sheng walked over slowly, and said with a smile: "Look at the little beauty you introduced to me, my mind is full of you, you are really a buddy!" ”
"Fuck you, hurry up and help!"
I quickly helped Zihan up, and she leaned on my shoulder, still so confused.
I didn't expect this thin-looking Zihan, to make my legs weak when I carried it, and I don't know if it was caused by some weakness or not having dinner at night, but after I carried her to the road at the door, I was really out of breath!
Qin Sheng answered his brother's phone, he didn't know who the caller was, he just looked at me with a strange color, and made a gesture to me to leave, damn this is really interesting JB, grass, just roll the handle, it's a big deal that there will be no such brother in the future.
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It's not far from the hospital, I passed this overpass, and I didn't walk far to arrive, I took a deep breath with Zihan on my back, regardless of the people behind, and began to run all the way, only to see He Ke follow up and help Zihan for fear that she would slip off my back, and sure enough, it was still a hardship to see the truth, the three of us were like fleeing, rushing quickly, and unconsciously walked to the center of the overpass, I breathed a sigh of relief, I hadn't done such a strenuous exercise for a long time, and I felt my calves trembling, I lifted Zihan up again, I want to insist, I will be at the hospital in a few hundred meters, and the hospital is in front of me.
I took a deep breath and looked back at the people who were still behind, but the moment I turned around, a familiar figure caught my eye, it was so familiar, but when I saw it clearly, I was nailed to the spot. The witch just walked out of a restaurant, walked to the side of a black Toyota car, and the moment the door opened, I saw the extremely obscene second ancestor again, I looked at this qiē blankly, why, why do all the unpleasantness have to let me meet it tonight, unconsciously my footsteps stopped moving, at this time he found my abnormality, and also looked at me, feeling what I was looking at, she also looked back, but she didn't know who I was looking at, But her mouth urged me to hurry up, but how did she know how I felt now, my heart was now like being cut open little by little by someone else, it hurt, it hurts, it hurts to the bone marrow. It turned out that the witch was dating the second ancestor again, I thought that the witch had changed, and there was no other idea, but on such a night I saw the witch and the second ancestor together, and I didn't stay in the company, but ran into the car of the obscene second ancestor, what does this make me think?? How can I calm down?
I felt the world spinning, I felt that I couldn't breathe all of a sudden, my breathing suddenly became rapid, my chest was so heavy, I couldn't breathe, I scared He Ke, you are fine, you haven't drunk? What's wrong? Is it tired?
No??? I regained my senses and watched as the car slowly disappeared from my eyes and slowly drove into Huping Avenue and headed towards Jinghu Lake......
He Ke pushed me: "Hey, what's the daze, Zihan is very uncomfortable, do you know?" ”
Only then did I realize that there was still a big problem on my back, so I had to raise my heavy steps and trot towards the hospital.
I'm not too worried about Zihan now, especially after she was cleaned up by the doctor and fell asleep quietly in the hospital bed; The witch's departure hit me hard, and I was the one I was most worried about and the most afraid of!
After Zihan was settled, I went out to smoke a cigarette, and by the way I sent a text message to the witch, asking about the specific situation, I waited for a long time, the witch didn't reply, and returned to the bed again, I also felt tired after being busy for so long, crawled next to Zihan and fell asleep, and a phone call woke me up.
"Xiao Luo." It's Zihan! I hurriedly asked her where she was.
"I just talked to ...... Customer, after eating, is now in the company. What about you? ”
My heart ached for a while, and I didn't want to talk more, but when I saw her go back to the company, the big stone in my heart fell to the ground, and the witch then said to me, "Where are you?" "It's okay, I'm working overtime too." I hung up.
It really hurts in my heart, looking at Zihan on the hospital bed, He Ke was napping next to him, I felt that I was really heartbroken, I helped Zihan look at the hanging bottle, until Zihan's 3 bottles of glucose were all finished, I couldn't hold on anymore, and I fell asleep on the hospital bed.
When the first rays of sunlight came in the morning, I woke up, I woke He Ke up and asked her to go to work first, I accompanied Zihan here, to see Zihan's situation before deciding whether to go to work in the afternoon. Looking at the sun shining on Zihan's pale face, I realized that this girl also liked me so much...... I looked at this stubborn girl carefully, her face was no longer as red as when she was in the bar, and now it was so pale, so I couldn't help but caress Zihan's face again, this is a girl who loves me deeply, her long eyelashes are shaking with the halo in the sun, and a pair of big glasses are dotted on such a flawless face, I have to admit that Zihan is indeed a cute and beautiful girl, but I can't have any emotions for her, I hurt her all over my body, even if it's because of the witch, or who, It's all extraordinarily cruel!
At this time, a nurse walked in, and at this time Zihan also woke up, I was talking to the nurse, Zihan looked at me so stupidly, I felt her gaze, and said to Zihan, wake up, how do you feel? Zihan struggled to lift his upper body, leaned on the bed, pulled my sleeve, I turned back to Zihan and smiled at her, looked at her gentle glasses, looked at her glasses full of content.
The nurse said, how do you say that you are a boyfriend, how can you let your own girl drink so much, why don't you take care of your girlfriend, a man like you is really useless.
Then he said to Zihan, how can you drink so much, it hurts your body a lot, is it your boyfriend who quarreled with you, we don't want such a boyfriend, we are looking for one!
Zihan didn't say anything, just laughed there, when I wanted to explain that Zihan was not my girlfriend, I saw Zihan's gaze, I didn't know how to get it, I didn't explain, think about it, let Zihan put it, I looked at Zihan with a smile, and Zihan also looked at me with a smile.
"Xiao Luo!" Zihan watched the nurse leave, and suddenly said to me.
"Huh?" I helped her hold the quilt and waited for her questioning.
"You stink!"
"It's not all you're responsible for."
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When I came out of the toilet, the crotch of my pants was black and wet, and the patients on both sides were not surprised, as if I often saw patients in the hospital who had lost their bowel and bowel movements.
I returned to the chair, looked at Zi Han who was smiling so much, and scratched her nose, it's not a good thing that your brother and little fool did, you are drunk, but you want my brother and me to suffer, now it's okay, your brother and I are ashamed, and I am ashamed, and I am ashamed, you are happy, I am ashamed to be thrown to Baghdad, Afghanistan.
Is Baghdad in Afghanistan? She chuckled, and the room was filled with spring! I'm a little dizzy.
"It's all your fault!" Chen Zihan put away his smile and looked at me melancholy.
I couldn't resist such a lethal force, so I hurriedly looked away, humming and diverting her attention.
"Brother!" She whispered with some difficulty. "I'm hungry!"
I lifted her arm and said with a smile, "You're still hungry, you're about to eat me all!" ”
She glanced at my tooth marks and smiled, "You deserve it!" I'm just going to teach you a lesson! And, let you remember me, too! ”
I sighed and asked, "What do you want to eat, Bitter Tooth Cold!" ”
Finally found an opportunity to take a nickname, I hurriedly used it, she heard it and smiled: "Nicknames are as bad as you!" I think...... Craving egg fried rice! ”
Egg fried rice?!
I also said to stir-fry a fried rice for the witch without tomato and eggs! At that moment, I fell into boundless guilt and stinging, and Zihan saw me in a daze, pulled a pillow and hit my arm.
Zihan beat me and said, brother, why don't you go, you have to starve me to death, you can feel at ease!! Then I heard the laughter of the patients in the room, and I ran away.
I ran out of the hospital in one breath, and ran nearly 100 meters along the shade of the trees on the side of the road before leaning against a big tree, sitting down, and gasping for breath.
Judging from her recent behavior, she really wants to live well with me, in this great love, there is more dependence than love, but after all, it is love; Even though she rarely said that she loved me, the emotion that moistened my silence was the least stressful love for me, a hesitant character; Now Chen Zihan, who originally didn't have a lot of weight in my heart, really played a good deck of cards, she successfully adjusted my overflowing love, her love, I really don't know what kind of love it is.
And myself, for the witch is a kind of almost perfect expectation and love, she is stronger than me in all aspects, although she is not strong in front of me, even a little weak, but I am a person for too perfect things, there are too many concerns, just like holding a bottle of the best Tang Sancai that has never appeared in the world, afraid that if you are not careful, you will knock it to the ground, not to mention that this bottle of Tang Sancai is just a collector to lend me to appreciate and appreciate, he wants to take it back, I can't refuse
I thought about it for a long time under the tree, and I felt that I didn't know how to go downstairs to the ward, and then I remembered that I still had to buy egg fried rice for Zihan, this time it was more than 10 o'clock, I don't know if there was no egg fried rice, extremely depressed, I thought about it for so long, and finally sorted out a little thought, and walked a long way to find a restaurant that sells egg fried rice, extremely depressed, I don't know if I will blame me for starving her when I go back now!
Egg fried rice, egg fried rice, Yin Ran, it's a bastard!
Zihan vaguely ate a large bowl of egg fried rice that I found in several restaurants, while continuing to weave limericks that gave me a headache.
Because she was dehydrated and accompanied by the loss of potassium ions, the doctor advised her to continue to inject a few bottles of potassium-added potion and observe them before she could be discharged from the hospital. It seems that I don't want to go in the afternoon, as soon as I heard the news, I scratched my head and scratched my ears, Zihan seemed more excited than normal people, and when the doctor went out, patted my head and said: "Good boy, Mr. Yin, serve me well today, don't think about going anywhere!" ”
"Did Mr. Lin let you look at me?" I asked curiously.
"Yes, yes, yes. Both. She said.
I said, "Alas, it's all the same! Nothing ......"
The phone in my trouser pocket finally rang, and before I could look at it, I had a hunch that it must be a witch.
Sure enough, the caller ID on the screen was this woman I had been thinking about for a long time and was afraid to face.
I looked at the phone screen in a daze, I didn't know whether to answer this call, but Zihan was reluctant next to me, and said loudly Why don't you answer, Mr. Lin called, you dare not answer, be careful that Mr. Lin fired you, saying that I am not so stingy, I am the least fond of eavesdropping on other people's love words, if you want to listen to me, I want you to tell me in person, I want to listen to it for three days and three nights!
I hurried out, still thinking about whether to answer the call outside the door, I felt my hands trembling, wrong, not only my hands were shaking, I felt my heart trembling, but I didn't dare to answer
I was scared of a lot of things, afraid that she would ask me what I had done, and that she would tell me that she was going to meet a client or something.
Finally, my thoughts overcame my fear, and I still wanted to hear the crisp and steady voice of the witch! I was heartbroken and answered the phone.
"Hello? Witch ......"
The other party was silent, as if there was endless resentment.
"No girl, speak!"
There was a thin sobbing sound over there, and I immediately panicked: "Witch, speak, what's wrong with you?" "Actually, I know best what happened to her, but at this time, I still hold on, hoping to prolong that heartbreak moment a little longer.
"Xiao Luo......" finally spoke, a weak voice.
"Huh?"
"You ...... last night Where did it go? "Unsurprisingly questioned.
"You've really changed a lot." My heart twitched, yes, it has changed, it has become a demon, it has become a devil who stabs you deeply.
"Witch, I'...... I, Zihan was drunk last night, and I sent her to the hospital. ”
"You're lying!" I stopped, in fact, I really wasn't lying.
"After I talked to you on the phone last night, and then I called again, turned off the phone, and I called Saori's phone, and it didn't work. Are you ......?" said the witch weakly.
"What do you want? I...... Zihan was really drunk, and I sent her to the hospital! "My mind was in a mess, and I actually lied to her last night that I was in the company.
"Yin Ran, if you tell me the truth, I will believe you, okay?" The helplessness and forbearance in the witch's tone were obvious.
"I ...... I lied to you last night that I was in the company, but ...... But...... At that time, I sent Zihan to the hospital. I'm sorry for the witch...... But she's drunk, and I can't, ......I can't, I can't."
"Why do you like to lie to me so much now?" She couldn't ask.
I was silent all of a sudden, I felt that my heart was dripping blood, there seemed to be a knife in my heart, sliding through my heart one by one, and the tears had to be left without fighting, I told myself that I couldn't cry, I had to endure it, I was a man!
At this time, a voice suddenly interrupted all my thoughts: "Yin Ran? Why are you here? ”
Lin Xi's mother?
Why is Lin Xi's mother here?