208 Heart-to-heart talks
Li Lingxi left Ji Luoshan in a hurry as if she were burning her eyebrows, and it was the fifth senior brother Mu Feng who was in charge of sending her.
When Zhang Baihua knew about this, it was already half a year later.
She was bent on retreat and opened the isolation array, and Zhang Xinwei's communication paper crane fell in front of her as soon as she left the customs and closed the formation. Only then did she realize that her senior sister actually thought that she was in retreat to avoid Li Lingxi...... It's a funny idea, but it's not something she would do.
As a lawyer, she only knows how to charge, not dodge. Tao Guang Yanghui is not retreating, she has never been indomitable.
Knowing that she was out of the customs, Zhang Xinwei pulled her to accompany her as soon as possible, feeling that she probably had a disease that would die if no one accompanied her, referred to as loneliness, and said a lot of nonsense without nutrition, and finally turned into a sigh.
"I've been gone for so long and haven't come back, and I haven't even heard a word."
After all, the communication crane is not a wireless phone, and if it is too far away, it will lose its effectiveness.
Zhang Baihua smiled, although she had never been married, she could understand the sweetness between the newlyweds...... Hawkers, the sequelae of watching too many Korean dramas? Speaking of which, her previous life was actually not so lackluster, in addition to her own work, she did the same for some other things that everyone would do, and she always followed the pace of the large army.
"Senior sister, do you miss senior brother very much?" She smiled and teased.
"Call brother-in-law!" Zhang Xinwei glanced at her and put her hands on her cheeks. Her face is slightly red, like a girl in love...... Perhaps a person's personality really has nothing to do with age, or maybe the monk's mental age is directly proportional to her appearance, and in short, she really does not look like a woman who has reached the age of 100. She came back to her senses and glanced at her own junior sister with a helpless face: "Don't pretend to be with me here, I don't believe you don't want to be a junior brother!" ”
Why should she miss him?
This rhetorical question, which was too empty-hearted, had already reached her lips, and she suddenly smacked her lips, feeling that something was not right.
According to her habit, she should not ask rhetorical questions, but refute them directly.
Don't want to.
I wouldn't miss him.
Something like this. Decisive decision.
"Senior sister, I've said it many times, I'm really in retreat, not ......."
"It's not to avoid that person—" Zhang Xinwei rolled her eyes. Luo Yiming was not at home, and she didn't bother to pay attention to her image. Maybe in a few years, she will get used to being ugly in front of him and will never hide it again, but for the time being, she will still care a little bit.
Not at all.
But even if Zhang Xinwei said this kind of thing, she would not believe it, she could only listen to what she believed, and automatically blocked or pretended not to hear all the explanations that contradicted her.
"You're in your twenties. Haven't liked anyone else? Those ordinary people became fathers and mothers at your age, do you think I will believe it? ”
"......" She was moved, but she soon found out that the person didn't like her, so she gave up.
Because I gave up too simply, even the heartache process was omitted.
Zhang Baihua lowered her head and didn't speak, she rarely treated her brothers and sisters with such a gesture, maybe because she was the youngest, although she was not favored, everyone had always been very tolerant of her.
When she showed her appearance. It means that she doesn't want to continue talking about it.
So Zhang Xinwei rubbed her hair and said a little seriously: "Miss him, are you sure you won't regret it?" ”
She still knows Zhang Baihua, in fact, she also knows that she is a little suspicious of being a match, because whether it is her or her junior brother, she has never expressed obvious affection. But she felt that there was something between the two people.
To some extent, Zhang Baihua thinks. Maybe she's right.
has always been the only person who has been infinitely good to her, in fact, only Zhen Yunrong. But maybe it's because he doesn't ask for anything in return and gets it too easily. So it's a bit cheap.
Humans are strange creatures who cherish what they won't get easily, but they ignore what is inherent around them.
From this point of view, Zhang Baihua is a very tacky person.
She, like everyone else, thinks that expensive is good, just like everyone else. I feel that the more I can't get it, the more I want it.
There was only one thing, and she never wanted to be too demanding.
Human emotions.
Maybe not every orphan craves the warmth of family, but at least she is not a maverick. She also longs for warmth, longs to be loved, family, love, friendship, she lacks and longs for it. It's just that she feels that no matter what kind of relationship is fragile, as long as there is a breaking node, it will be broken, so she will not trust it subconsciously.
As soon as she touches that node, she flinching.
Zhang Baihua thought that Li Lingxi would be the node between her and Zhen Yunrong.
Whether it's a TV series or a novel, it's all played like this, isn't it? No matter how strong the relationship between the female partner and the male protagonist is, even if the fiancée, even if the boyfriend and girlfriend have been in love for many years, when the female protagonist appears, everything will be wiped out.
What's more, it was a woman he had loved all his life.
But things seem to have gone wrong.
When she came out of the customs, she thought she was in a good mood, but because of Zhang Xinwei's few words, she was messed up.
"No matter, you stay here with me for a few days, I'm so empty, lonely and cold alone." Zhang Xinwei abandoned her previous steady appearance in an instant, and rolled in front of Zhang Baihua, who had been younger than her for decades, and begged to be touched.
It's a good mentality.
Zhang Baihua really envied her, she has been in her life for fifty years, but she is only half of her age, but her heart has long been old and exhausted. You have to think a lot about everything, no matter where you go, you have to plan in advance, and your cultivation is also step-by-step, and you never take a step beyond the thunder pool. Unlike Zhang Xinwei, she loves to laugh and make trouble, and sometimes she will cry when she loses her temper, which looks much more real than her.
She suddenly remembered that after nearly twenty years, she had never shed a single tear except for the one in front of Liu's grave.
And the only time that time was to mourn the mother's love that I didn't cherish well.
"Well, have you prepared a room for me?"
"Take your pick," Zhang Xinwei laughed, reached out and pinched her sister's tender face, it really felt very good! "But I think you'll take the practice room directly......"
You know me well...... Zhang Baihua glanced at her speechlessly: "Senior sister, I am Sanlinggen, of course I have to work harder!" ”
"Proper relaxation is also a way of cultivation," Zhang Xinwei nodded the tip of her nose and said with a smile: "You, you just stretched yourself too tight...... Do you know the truth of overreach? (To be continued.) )