Kang Zhichan did something that he didn't know if it was right or wrong, and this night, he slept with Ahn Hee-yeon.

At first, he turned on the wall lamp, and here he had a careful thought, hoping that when the time set by the wall lamp was exhausted, An Xiyan could go to sleep honestly, but when the wall lamp went out suddenly and the darkness fell instantly, it was like a passing signal, and the two people who hugged began to grope and explore each other in the dark. They undressed each other.

He hugged An Xiyan and lay down on the bed, then lowered his head, gently kissed An Xiyan's warm and dry lips, and gently touched her Ru room with the palm of his hand, feeling the softness and plumpness in it. After a while, he reached out and touched An Xiyan's lower body, which was warm and wet, waiting for him to enter.

He stopped his movements and stared at An Xiyan's eyes, which were desperate and decisive in the bright eyes of the night. He straightened up and began to try to probe in, An Xiyan suddenly let out a painful groan, he frowned and stopped to ask if it was the first time, An Xiyan nodded. A hint of surprise flashed in his eyes, it was the first time that An Xiyan was so beautiful at this age, which really surprised him. But this was obviously not the time to think about this problem, he leaned in more and more slowly, until he reached the bottom, and then hugged An Xiyan's body, and remained still for a long time.

It wasn't until An Xiyan finally got used to his presence that he began to pull slowly. He bowed down to An Xiyan's ear, and her slightly painfully suppressed moans kept coming from her ears, like the playing of a harp pipe to the bottom of his heart. It was because of the day, and it took him a long time to release it, and Ahn Hee-yeon followed his rhythm, clutching his back tightly, and let out a mournful moan at the moment when she reached her most exuberant moment. The voice was bitter, and he couldn't hear half of the pleasure, and he hugged An Xiyan hard, and they didn't move each other.

The night passed slowly, the sky gradually brightened, and Jiang Zhican's eyes were open, and there were bloodshot in his eyes. He didn't sleep all night.

An Xiyan fell asleep with her back to him, the contours of her shoulders showed a cold stiffness in the shadows, he shouted softly, but she didn't respond, maybe she really fell asleep, maybe she just didn't want to pay attention to it and fell asleep. He got up and sat down for a while, then picked up the clothes that were messed around on the floor, dressed them, went to the kitchen to drink two glasses of water, rubbed his face in the cold of the early morning, and walked back into the house.

Ahn Hee-yeon lay on the bed, the futon covering her body, as light and fragile as a feather in the shadows. Strands of hair spread out at the head of the bed, and her face was shrouded in it, looming in the face. Jiang Zhichan walked up to her and looked at her face, which still had traces of misery after the end of last night.

He watched silently for a moment, then turned and walked over to the table, pulled out a note, wrote a few lines, and then opened the door and left. It was almost nine o'clock in the morning when he returned to his residence, and then, with the help of his mother-in-law, he found Ahn Hee-yeon crying in a narrow corner of the sea tower. She sat on the ground with her knees folded, her head buried between her arms, her shoulders trembling slightly, choked and weeping as she had done last night. After hearing the nearby noise, she raised her head, looked at Jiang Zhican who was approaching with red eyes, and suddenly her mouth was deflated, and she cried more and more fiercely.

"Sister Xiyan, why are you crying again?" Jiang Zhican walked up to her, squatted down and hugged her and asked.

"I—I thought I scared you away... Ahn Hee-yeon said intermittently.

"I left you a note, on the table." Kang explained, sitting down beside her.

"Really?" Ahn Hee-yeon was stunned for a moment.

"Well, you can find out when you go back, if it's on the table."

"Don't look for it, just tell me what you just went to do now!" An Xiyan said a little coquettishly, slightly recovering her usual demeanor, not all like a crying and crying delicate girl.

Jiang Zhican hesitated when he heard this, and took out a box of medicine from his pocket. Without looking at the text on the shell, a simple sketch on it explains the efficacy of the drug. An Xiyan raised her hand and slapped him, and said bitterly: "You are so positive, you just went to buy medicine after finishing your errands, do you think you are very powerful!" Hole-in-one? ”

Jiang Zhican scratched his head, he didn't know how to respond to An Xiyan's straightforward questioning, and said after a while: "I bought it after a long journey, it's too remote here." ”

"Really!" An Xiyan rolled her eyes and said speechlessly, "No, yesterday was the safe period, and there will be no problem." Besides, just one time, if you really win, then I will accept my fate to give you a baby! ”

Jiang Zhican didn't dare to reply at all, and looked down at the medicine in his hand in silence.

"Don't worry, don't be responsible for you, even if I don't do anything, the money my parents saved for me is enough for my mother and mother to spend a lifetime. En~ At most, I will be scolded a few words, who is afraid of whom..."

"No, Sister Xiyan, no matter what, I'll be responsible!" Jiang Zhican interrupted her words, and said with some annoyance and seriousness.

"Really?" Ahn Hee-yeon looked at him with a smile.

"Yes." Jiang Zhichan nodded vigorously.

An Xiyan still looked at him, her black and white eyes showed vague and complicated emotions, stared at him for a while, and suddenly a bright smile bloomed on her face: "I know, thank you Zhican, Nuna is very happy!" ”

Jiang Zhican didn't quite understand An Xiyan's emotional change, but now there was always a happy expression on her face, so he breathed a sigh of relief and felt a little relieved, looking at the seagulls flying freely under the blue sky, with a calm expression.

An Xiyan leaned her head on his shoulder, also looked at the distant scenery, and began to whisper the reason why she came here to relax, which was also the answer to Jiang Zhican's unsuccessful inquiry yesterday afternoon:

"Our group debuted in February 2012, and it has been more than two years until today. However, apart from releasing a mini album and two singles, one of which is still a debut song, we have nothing, no variety show MV shooting, no song show, no music ceremony awards, and even music software charts, we have never been on the charts!

Last year, I formed a team with one of my members and released two singles, hoping to gain some popularity, but in the end, we failed without any results. Zhican, you know how short the lifespan of a girl group is, right? You should have heard about how fierce the competition is in Korean girl groups, how many girl groups debut and how many girl groups disband every year, right?

I first failed to make my debut at JYP, went to China to study abroad for a while, and when I came back, I was already twenty-one years old, twenty-one years old, and many female idols have been debuting at this age for three or five years. My time is shorter than others, and it is two years of waste, I am twenty-three years old this year, if it is another two years, I will be completely old, and there is no possibility of becoming a popular idol, so I am really anxious, I am very worried that I will be like a gust of wind through the alley, gently coming and going, unable to set off a little wave from debut to retirement, so many years of persistence, it has become a bubble in the sun, broken. ”

As she spoke, An Xiyan's mood became a little unstable again, and her reddish eyes made people feel distressed. Jiang Zhican hugged her, pressed his chin against her head, and gently comforted her.

"I'm sorry, Naochan, I'm useless... I usually say I'm good, but now I cry at every turn."

"No, if it were me, I would just cry harder." Jiang Zhican said softly, thinking of what Ke's mother said to him at the beginning, he could roughly imagine how much pressure An Xiyan would have in addition to her own inner pressure, the surrounding environment and the pressure from her parents. It hasn't collapsed for more than two years, and it's already strong.

"Liar, I don't believe it."

"Do you want me to cry now?" Jiang Zhican cried a few times, An Xiyan was amused, slapped him a few times and then cleaned up her mood and continued to preach:

"After such a long two years, it is more than enough for a man to serve until retirement, in fact, I am already a little desperate in my heart, but I still hold a little unrealistic hope, looking forward to the day when I can suddenly attract attention and become popular. It's just that I didn't expect that before this day, our combination would have to be resold at a low price like second-hand goods.

None of us girls have given up yet, but our company, the company that we have worked so hard to cultivate, has given up. Naochan, you say, isn't that ironic? In their eyes, we are worthless things with no profit margins, perhaps because of the upfront investment, so they gritted their teeth and supported it for two years, and then found that it has not improved, so they ruthlessly sold us to other companies. As for what could be called a dream at the beginning, in their eyes, it was a little girl's innocent daydreaming, right?

They didn't even think about our feelings, and by doing so, they were sticking a knife in our hearts and shattering all our hopes! What hope can a girl group that has been resold cheaply, no, not at all! Even if you say something ugly, we can't even catch up with the third-tier girl group!

The members were sad, and some were scared, and the squalor at the bottom of the circle seemed to have reached our ankles. I told them that I would protect them, whether it was their parents' backgrounds as college professors or the trust that came with being black belts in taekwondo, and they agreed that I would have to hold out for another year, and then they would go home and tell their families the news, either crying or being comforted.

But I, the guy who claimed to protect them, didn't even dare to enter my own house, and now I dare to say these words even in your arms! I'm really, really useless, I hate my current self, no matter how smart I am, how beautiful I am, in front of what I really want to do, I have no way at all, weak, powerless, just a crybaby! ”

She buried her face in Jiang Zhican's arms, almost hoarsely cried, and then the tears that fell and the hot breath she exhaled wet Jiang Zhican's chest again, the difference is that this time, he didn't comfort An Xiyan, just hugged her silently, silently silent, as An Xiyan said, in front of what she really wanted to do, weak, powerless - only silence.

PS: If you don't explode in silence, you die in silence. Write a little touch: For a long time, when everyone mentioned his youth, he would feel that the reason why he was so popular in Korean entertainment was that he was so popular and had good strength, as well as the legendary soaring sky after falling behind together. Undoubtedly, Shaoshi is indeed a legend among the girl groups over the years, the most representative girl group, with irreproducible particularity.

But it's embarrassing that the timing in this book, or rather the time when I wrote it, is already late. But luckily, there's an EXID to write to me. After a two-and-a-half-year quiet period that began as soon as they debuted, it is really incredible that a girl group that can stick to the fire of the song "Up and Down" and thus become famous. If you are a solo singer, maybe you don't have to be so surprised, I have the impression that IU has a long period of silence.

But EXID is a multi-person girl group, during which many members have withdrawn from the group and new members have joined, as well as the company changes mentioned in this chapter - changing companies after two years of debut, and knowing with your feet that it is not a good thing to think about it - EXID's five girls can still persevere, and even their fire is very dramatic, and people have to be amazed by it, and they have to admire and be in awe of these five girls.

To tell you the truth, I know a Xiyan about EXID, after all, EXID is not a young time, and I am a face blind, when I was a little old, or because a few friends around me gave me Amway every day, and then watched the MV, I saw a girl who thought she was beautiful and asked what the girl's name was, and then turned her head and forgot to ask again, if it was repeated for most of the month, I put the surname and first name completely on most of the young members.

However, what happened last year, as everyone must know, broke some things, such as the friendship between members. After all, people will become, and it is God who does not change. As for EXID, I personally think that the relationship between the five members of them will not be lost to the relationship between the young members in the first three years of their debut, so I think I am very touched that the five girls can support each other in such a loving way - it is said that the top and bottom of their fire are still produced by one of the members, which is really self-reliant and tenacious!

In the end, I said sorry for stopping for two days, courtesy, after all, I didn't want to make money with this book, so those people, love to look at it and don't watch it, don't bother me.

At the time of writing these words, I was in the library at half past twelve o'clock in the afternoon, and it took me three hours to finish it, and I didn't plan to have lunch and go straight to dinner in the afternoon. So, don't stand and talk nonsense without backache, please respect the fruits of other people's labor with quality, ok?

Damn, the most excessive thing is that a pair of shameless men and women are actually sitting opposite me, you and me, who sends me a blade, I want to cut the pulse!