Chapter 279: Obsession
Tuoba Luohou's study Feng Luoli had been there, but this time was enough to make Feng Luoli hate himself for a long time afterward. In the huge study, there are portraits of all sizes, standing, sitting, riding, happy, sad, all the demeanors and movements, all of which are Feng Luoli. The delicate and exquisite brushstrokes, the smooth and lifelike outlines, each one is so ingenious.
"It's... These ......" Feng Luoli looked at the portraits in the room, speechless in astonishment.
Murong Baiyao and Tuoba Zitui, who walked in later, also looked at the portraits in this room and were speechless in surprise.
Tuoba Dao Fu turned to look at Feng Luoli, "These are all painted by the fourth brother in the past few years, and each one has almost exhausted his efforts for dozens of days. He keeps drawing you so that he feels like you're around him, even if he doesn't see you. ”
"Why? Why did you ask him to draw? Why not stop him? ”
"Stop?!" Tuoba Dao Fu's eyes were cold, and he looked at Feng Luoli with hatred, "If I could have stopped it, I should have killed you before the fourth brother saw you." For your fourth brother, you can endure and swallow everything! But what about you? What did you give to the fourth brother?! Because the fourth brother loves you, he does not hesitate to fight against the emperor to save you; Because the fourth brother loves you, the emperor repeatedly cut off his prince and forbade him to step into the capital for half a step. It is also because the fourth brother loves you, he is willing to stay in this room and spend his energy day and night to paint you over and over again. "The more Tuoba Daofu talked, the more excited he became, remembering that Tuoba Luohou couldn't listen to his advice when he was dying, and insisted on painting Feng Luoli, Tuoba Daofu hated the woman in front of him who the fourth brother loved to the core." And you? The high-ranking queen mother, what have you done for the fourth brother? Did he lose his life step by step? ”
"Nope! No! Feng Luoli shook his head in surprise and denied, "Luo Hou said that he has regarded me as an old confidant all his life, and he promised me that I would not do stupid things, and that I would live a good life and pay tribute to Yuxiu Liufang every year......
"Yuxiu Liufang?!" Tuoba Dao Fu yelled, "You still dare to say Yuxiu Liufang?!" If you hadn't mentioned Yuxiu Liufang, how could the fourth brother be grounded in the palace? How could you be so depressed that you die?! ”
"Dao Fu!" Tuoba Zi pushed forward and stopped in front of Tuoba Dao Fu, "You calm down, the imperial sister-in-law doesn't know." She didn't want Luo Hou to have an accident the most. ”
Tuoba Dao Fu sneered. "The person who doesn't want the fourth brother to have an accident kills the fourth brother? It's funny! After that, he glanced at Feng Luoli coldly, "The fourth brother almost never stepped out of the study for a few months before his death, if you have the heart, stay here and repent!" Then he lifted his feet and left.
"Imperial sister-in-law! Dao Fu He was reckless in his words. But there was no malice. Please don't blame it! Tuoba Zitui was worried that Feng Luoli would sink his heart. looked at Feng Luoli, "Brother Chen is here to compensate the imperial sister-in-law for him!" ”
Feng Luoli looked at Tuoba Zitui, who was still extremely deferential to herself, and originally read the letter and didn't believe that Luo Hou would suffer so much because of her. And now the portrait of this room, and the Tuoba Luohou who lies in the coffin and never wakes up......
"Zitui, does this palace still have a reason to blame others?"
"Falling glass!" Murong Baiyao hurriedly stepped forward, the person who knew Feng Luoli best was Murong Baiyao, he knew Feng Luoli's heart better than anyone else, the more people he cared about, the more she would make her messy, "It's none of your business!" Luo Hou said that meeting you is a blessing in his life, and he will never want you to let go of himself because of him. Murong Baiyao looked at Feng Luoli, hoping that he could give her some comfort.
Feng Luoli looked at Murong Baiyao, the corners of his pale lips tugged slightly, and then looked at Tuoba Zitui, "You are worried about this palace, this palace understands in your heart!" It's just that the old friend has passed away, and this palace wants to be alone and quiet, and stay here for a while. Luckily? ”
Tuoba Zi pushed to see what Murong Baiyao wanted to say, but in the end he held back, and the two of them retreated.
Feng Luoli bent down to pick up the portraits scattered on the ground one by one, and looked at each one carefully, thinking about the condition of Tuoba Luohou at the time of the portrait. When he was forbidden to enter Beijing and stripped of the prince's title, was he sketched here like this? Feng Luoli on this portrait held chopsticks in his hand and held Yuxiu Liufang on the stone table in front of him, eating with a satisfied face. Because of Yuxiu Liufang, when Tuoba Luohou was imprisoned in the mansion and could no longer prepare the tribute in person, he hated it in his heart, right?
Looking at Feng Luoli's tears, Tuoba Luohou had never said anything about his own suffering, and under that quiet face was a heart that could be most forbearant and stubborn......
Half a day later, Feng Luoli walked out of Tuoba Luohou's study, holding a large stack of portraits in his hand. Feng Luoli walked straight back to the mourning hall with the portrait in his arms, glanced at Tuoba Luohou's spiritual position, and threw all the portraits into the brazier.
"Luo Hou, this palace is tired of your life in this life, don't meet this palace again in the next life!" Then he turned and left.
"Falling glass! Where are you going? ”
Murong Baiyao chased after him from behind, looking at Feng Luoli, who had a quiet face and didn't have much grief, a little uneasy.
Feng Luoli looked at Murong Baiyao, "Baiyao! I want to go to Jinglin Mountain, can you accompany me? ”
Murong Baiyao nodded, "Okay!" ”
In early autumn, the Jinglin Mountain Road is still green, and it is slightly cool during the horseback ride. Feng Luoli didn't speak, but just walked forward without hurrying or slowing. Murong Baiyao didn't say much, she only accompanied quietly, and she was silent without speaking.
The door of Jinglin Temple was open, and as soon as the two of them arrived at the temple gate, a novice stepped forward to tie the reins of the horse, "Two donors, Jinglin Zen Master told me to wait here and take two of them to meet him." ”
Feng Luoli and Murong Baiyao saluted Xiao Shami and followed him into Jinglin Temple.
"The two donors are here after all!"
Zen Master Jinglin was not surprised at all when he saw Murong Baiyao and Feng Luoli, and after the little novice poured tea separately, he closed the door of the meditation room and withdrew.
"The Zen master is polite! I wait for the laity to bother, I hope you will forgive me! Feng Luoli folded his hands and bowed, and then looked at Jinglin Zen Master, compared to the first time I saw it a few years ago, the Jinglin Zen Master who had not changed was still so free of all things to fluctuate and fluctuate, and I got the appearance of a monk from Zen meditation.
Zen Master Jinglin nodded slightly, "I haven't seen you for a few years, how are the two donors?" ”
"It's fine! There is a Lao Zen master to hang up! Murong Baiyao replied with his hands folded.
"Hmm!" Jinglin Zen Master looked at Feng Luoli, who didn't speak, "Being in a high position but not being able to know the suffering of your best friend is indeed the great suffering of life." However, you and I are both worldly people, and it is inevitable that there will be negligence in our thoughts, so why are you so obsessed? (To be continued.) )