Chapter 202: The Unloved Child

The room was quiet, and the mother and son, who had been reunited for a long time, looked at each other quietly, but there was no warmth.

Chu Lingfeng wanted to get some warmth from Liqiu, but obviously, this identity was her mother's person, and he couldn't give her warmth. So, she wanted to get some benefits.

After Chu Lingfeng finished what he was going to say, he said, "Lord Sacrifice, I don't know how long he will be famous, but the poison in his body is getting worse day by day, so I don't have much patience." I'll give you three days to get rid of the famous poison and find a practical way to detoxify, I'm not an unreasonable person, and I'm not a difficult person to talk to. We don't have much affection to talk about, but I can't embarrass you. ”

"We don't have any affection for each other?" Li Qiu said coldly: "Even if I don't want to recognize you, even if I haven't taken care of you all these years, but your life is given by me, in a place like Chu Mansion, I have endured taking care of you for ten years." Isn't that enough to make you grateful? ”

What Li Qiu said is very reasonable, no matter what, being pregnant in October, this kindness is very high, and Chu Lingfeng can't deny it no matter what. But at this time, her heart was as cold as water, and many questions that she had never thought of appeared in her heart one by one, and she didn't even know why, she had such a dark corner in her heart, thinking that this period should be the truest and thickest relationship between heaven and earth, thinking so badly.

"If you have a reason to leave me, as long as you say it, I won't blame you." Chu Lingfeng said lightly: "But what if, you only have one reason to give birth to me?" I don't remember much about what happened before I was ten years old, but in my heart, I felt that I had a good mother who I loved. But in fact......"

Chu Lingfeng closed her eyes, she didn't remember the things before the age of ten very clearly, but after the age of ten, she was clear. She remembers after her mother's death. It's not that no one has said anything like that, that kind of mother is gone, but she was sad at the time, and she just took it all as ridicule and slander. I didn't think about it at all, but it might have been something else.

If he was just a child born as a last resort, he could imagine how he was in the Chu Mansion during the ten years in Chu Mansion. And after leaving, he even used some means to lose his memory. I don't know if I'm afraid that I'll remember something when I grow up, or if it's because I know something that can't be revealed.

In short, no matter what the situation is, Chu Lingfeng's heart is sinking little by little, and the more she thinks about it, the colder her heart becomes.

But the colder the heart, the more thoroughly you think.

didn't care what kind of reaction Li Qiu had, Chu Lingfeng said to himself: "Let me guess, when I said that I was going to kill Yan Changfeng just now, you were very nervous and scared." This shows that you feel very sorry for this son, and you are not an indifferent and emotionless person. And for me, there is no family affection at all, this is obviously not because of the difference between men and women, but the biggest possibility is that the long face is the crystallization of love with the man you love. And I'm just a sad past, and you've never liked my father. Of course, that man really doesn't deserve to be liked. ”

It may be that Chu Lingfeng's guess was too accurate, so Li Qiu's face was a little ugly. But when she mentioned Chu Hongliang, the disgust in her eyes was difficult to hide. Obviously, this man is indeed a difficult past for her.

"Let me think about it again." Chu Lingfeng stared at Li Qiu's face and didn't let go of any of her expressions: "The reason why you want to marry your father must have a compelling reason, although I don't know what it is, but it can be imagined." It must have something to do with the man you love, or with the long wind. ”

Li Qiu was obviously taken aback: "What are you talking nonsense?" ”

Although Li Qiu knew that Chu Lingfeng could still be so calm after learning his true identity, he must be a not simple character, even if this calmness and calmness were just pretending, this is not something that everyone can do. But now when she heard her words, her heart was even more uplifted, although she knew that Chu Lingfeng couldn't know anything, she was really afraid that she would be so little by little, getting closer and closer to the truth.

In her heart, Chu Lingfeng is an undeserved existence, a past that she is unwilling to look back. If possible, she would never want to see her for the rest of her life, let alone have anything to do with her. But she couldn't imagine how she would react if Chu Lingfeng knew the truth back then.

It's not just that it's no longer possible to have a little mother-son affection, but it's about hating yourself.

Liqiu didn't care about Chu Lingfeng's love, but from the bottom of her heart, she didn't want her to hate herself.

Blood is thicker than water, looking at Chu Lingfeng's eyebrows and eyes similar to his own, it is impossible to say that Li Qiu doesn't feel anything at all. And, in this exploitation and being exploited, she is truly innocent and truly pitiful.

Liqiu has always felt that she is not afraid of heaven and earth, but at this moment, she is a little timid in front of her daughter. If she gave Chu Lingfeng life, it was the greatest kindness at this time. But the person she owes the most in her life is also her.

Chu Lingfeng seemed to have grasped something, he didn't know whether to tell it to Li Qiu or to himself, and said slowly: "You are a sacrifice, but judging from the situation in the past two days, your medical skills are not bad, and you have studied poison and medicine, I believe that even if you have to marry your father, if you don't want to have children, you can definitely avoid it yourself." And a man he doesn't love is humiliating enough, how can he want to give birth to this person's child, even if he accidentally gets pregnant, he will definitely try his best to get rid of it, what reasons such as reluctance, I won't believe it. This can be seen from the character of the previous sacrifice, you are not an indecisive person, not now, and not before. ”

Liqiu's eyebrows jumped, and he didn't speak.

"Marrying someone you don't like can be said to be forced by the situation. To avoid the enemy or to have a desire? Chu Lingfeng frowned: "But why did you give birth to an unwanted child?" ”

Li Qiu lowered her eyes and didn't look at Chu Lingfeng, she had never regretted it, but today, she couldn't restrain her guilt.

Chu Lingfeng felt that he was stuck, everything in front of him could be said to be reasonable, but in the back, there was one less convincing reason.

Li Qiu raised his face, there were no waves on his face, and he said calmly: "Maybe I wasn't as ruthless as I am now, or maybe a woman was pregnant." There will always be a little sentimentality. Whether you believe it or not, you are standing here as the best evidence, you can not call me a mother, you can not recognize me. It's good for all of us. However, you can't deny that. ”

And as long as Chu Lingfeng admits this, that is, she admits this mother, and she can't do anything that forces Liqiu to a dead end. Heaven does not allow it.

But Chu Lingfeng shook his head: "I don't believe it. Although I can't explain it, I don't believe ......"

Her love and hate is actually very simple. When you love someone, when you have a good impression of someone, you will think about everything in a good place. No matter what the other party did, she felt that she was suffering, her original intention was good, and she was forced to do so.

To hate a person is the opposite, because everything that person does is premeditated and purposeful. Bad things are naturally bad things, good things. There is also another hidden secret.

Chu Lingfeng was like this at this time, she absolutely didn't believe that Li Qiu was forced to marry a man she didn't love for some reason, and she would give birth to a child for him. This child is not the crystallization of love, but a testimony of humiliation.

Chu Lingfeng felt that he was a little confused, all these years in the Chu family and all parties, in the Xue family inserted into so many complicated forces, there was not so much chaos.

Stretching out his hand to support his forehead, and enduring the sudden headache, Chu Lingfeng took a breath and said, "In short, whether it's love or not." Hate it or not, my request is still the same. Three days to detoxify my father-in-law, otherwise. Just let your son be buried with you. Sacrifice lord, don't try to attack us or trap us here, what kind of wolf castle is blessed by the god of the desert and is not disturbed by outsiders, you can deceive others, here I am. It doesn't work well at all. ”

Chu Hongliang is a person with a big personality, although he is not stupid, he is not calm, he is a little irritable, and he is not suitable for intrigue. At this time, Chu Lingfeng suddenly felt a little lucky, estimating that he not only looked like Liqiu, but also had a temper like Liqiu. Otherwise, I don't know how many times I would have died.

At this time, she was also able to fully understand Chu Hongliang's attitude towards herself. Liqiu's character is completely unfriendly to Chu Hongliang, even if she is committed to marrying as a last resort, what kind of face can she give, not to mention, she also has a brother who is five or six years older than herself, that is to say, before marrying Chu Hongliang, she was already married.

Marrying a woman who is not perfect is even more of a thorn in the coffin for Chu Hongliang. Even if you lose your mind for a while, after a long time, it will naturally fade. What's more, Liqiu is like this, no matter how forced he is, he doesn't look like a person who can bend his mind to meet him.

Under such circumstances, Chu Lingfeng suddenly felt that Chu Hongliang was still a very qualified father in comparison. Although he didn't pay attention to himself, at least he didn't treat himself too badly, there was still food and drink, and there were maids, compared with other ladies in the house, it was no different at first glance.

After Chu Lingfeng finished speaking, he didn't care what Liqiu's expression was, and got up and went out.

The door creaked open, and the three people at the door all looked at each other, with different expressions.

Aunt Li was stunned, and hurriedly walked into the room, from beginning to end, she was worried that Li Qiu was alone.

And Xue Mingyang hesitated, and also said in a low voice: "How is it?" ”

Chu Lingfeng shook his head: "Go back and say." ”

What she guessed and didn't guess naturally wouldn't hide it from Xue Mingyang and Rong Ruo. And the three days given to Liqiu, at the same time, are also for themselves.

After all, it was nearly ten years later, and she didn't have any other evidence except speculation, and no one had ever been to the scene in person, so it was normal for her to not think about it for a while. But she believes that as long as there is a beginning, you will definitely be able to sort things out along this line, just a little bit, just a little bit, you can connect the whole thing, and explain it clearly and reasonably.

Although she knew that when the truth was solved, she would face a blur of flesh and blood, but she would rather be clean and complete than be kept in the dark.

What Xue Mingyang and Rong Ruo were most worried about now was Chu Lingfeng's mood, so she said whatever she wanted, no one dared to say much, and then went back to the room together.

In order to make it easier to speak, he went to the room where Rong Ruo was, closed the door, and several of his subordinates stood scattered in the corridor. At this time, it can be regarded as tearing his face anyway, Rong Ruo didn't even bother to pretend, let them guard it, and no one was allowed to come in.

After entering the room and closing the door, Chu Lingfeng sat down dejectedly and stretched out his hand to cover his head.

Both of them were frightened at this moment, Xue Mingyang hurriedly leaned over and said in a low voice: "What's the matter, it's uncomfortable or ......"

Discomfort is definitely uncomfortable, but it is necessary to distinguish whether it is mental discomfort or physical discomfort.

"Headache." Chu Lingfeng closed his eyes tightly as if he was enduring something: "Sudden headache, I don't know why, I've never had a ...... before"

Needless to say than Xue Mingyang, Rong Ruo had already walked to Chu Lingfeng's side.

There are two miracle doctors among them, even if the healer does not heal himself, and there is Rong Ruo.

But before Rong Ruo could do anything, Chu Lingfeng's sudden headache had slowly eased, shook his head, and said, "It seems to be okay again, maybe I was thinking too much just now." ”

There were too many things in her mind at once, and Chu Lingfeng felt that she could still maintain such calmness, but she had a headache, and she already admired herself.

"I've never heard of a headache that I can think about too much." Rong Ruo stretched out his hand and pressed Chu Lingfeng's head for a long time: "How long have you been suffering from this headache?" ”

"Never." Chu Lingfeng replied quickly, but after a pause, he said: "But when I was a child, I was about ten years old, and I often had attacks in the days when I first learned that my mother died. At that time, I was overly sad and had a serious illness, and although I don't remember it very clearly, I heard that I almost didn't make it. ”

lost her mother at a young age, and for the concubine of a big family, it is not an exaggeration to say that the sky has fallen, so Chu Lingfeng's sadness at that time was justified. It's just ridiculous to think about it now.

After hearing this, Rong Ruo nodded: "Wait until you go back and let the master check it for you, and if there is any hidden disease, you can deal with it as soon as possible." ”

Chu Lingfeng responded, because it was no longer painful at all at this time, so he didn't care too much, and first relayed all the words with Li Qiu just now to the two of them.

There is a lot of power in people, and the same is true for thinking about things, what she can't figure out alone, maybe three people can figure it out. Not to mention that she is a fan of the authorities, although she is calm enough, Rong Ruo and Xue Mingyang should be calmer than her. (To be continued.) )