098 Growing pains
Of course, for these things, Song Nianzhi would never talk about it with his sister in the deep boudoir, even if this sister was more important than anyone else in his mind. And the reason why I talked about those things earlier was just that Song Rumu's words inadvertently triggered something deep in his heart. But after he couldn't help but say it, seeing his sister's instantly pale face, Song Nianzhi suddenly regretted it. Because only he knows that the last thing he wants to see since he was a child is that his sister is worried about his affairs, and he hopes that his Song Nianzhi's sister will always be the happy and carefree sister, at least that happiness will not disappear because of him.
The strong self-blame made Song Nianzhi sit down and talk to Song Rumu for a long time, and Song Rumu didn't know any shocking secrets in the end, but just some very normal things. For example, the crown prince is just like anyone else, he needs a dead friend, a dead friend who has nothing to do with any faction and only obeys his orders. Looking at all the companions, Song Nianzhi is the best candidate, and the most important thing is that he and Lu Yixuan are brothers. The prince naturally accepted Song Nianzhi quickly and regarded him as a confidant like Lu Yixuan.
Regarding the previous impulsive "you live and die", Song Nianzhi only explained: "Once the prince can't be the emperor, the people who are branded as princelings will end up in the mountains and forests and no longer set foot in officialdom; The bad ending is to accompany the prince to death."
Although this statement made Song Rumu a little depressed, looking at any dynasty, there is hardly a prince who will be alive after being deposed, and those who are princelings are almost either dismissed or dead. It can be said that this is the cruelty of the party struggle, and it is the cruelty of the struggle for the throne!
Thinking of these cruelties, Song Rumu couldn't help but cover her heart with her hands, and said with a heavy heart: "Daddy is already difficult, if you also fall into it, then won't we have a better stable life in the future?" ”
"Huh...... Didn't my sister say that everything has two sides? We should see that once the crown prince successfully ascends to the throne, which of the prince's companions will not become the upstart of the court? My sister should understand the truths of 'seeking wealth and danger' and 'good men are aiming in all directions'. As if to make his sister believe in his words more, Song Nianzhi pretended to smile lightly and said, "Nianzhi said it." I want to buy the best house for my father and sister, so that our family will be together forever, has my sister forgotten? ”
Of course, Song Rumu remembered the scene when Song Nianzhi said this, but at that time, everyone only thought he was a child. Who would have thought that he would keep these words in his heart all along. So Song Rumu couldn't let go of the sigh: "How can you forget? Just how do those take it seriously? As long as our family is safe and sound, what can we do if we live in a thatched house? ”
"My sister wants to live, but she is reluctant to think of it! Doesn't my sister believe that she can do it? I will remember it as my father wishes, and I will leave my name in the annals of history! When Song Nianzhi said this, the young man's eyes revealed something called fanaticism.
Song Rumu saw it in her eyes. Keeping it in mind, I suddenly had another understanding of my younger brother Song Nianzhi's insistence, that is, he had his own ideals and pursuits, which were completely opposite to his ideals of being content with the status quo.
People are like this, if Song Nianzhi is determined to be a gentleman, or simply become a gentleman, then Song Rumu is estimated to be half angry and feel sorry for the dead Song Han. Although Song Nianzhi's future is optimistic now, at the same time, he must bear the dangers. But it was beyond Song Rumu's acceptance range, so Song Rumu was entangled in every way, and even hoped that Song Nianzhi would not be so good.
When Song Rumu was entangled in her heart, she went to get clothes for Song Nianzhi's tea language, and happened to lead Han Ji back.
So no matter how much worry and entanglement there were, Song Rumu still suppressed these thoughts, and saw that the snow had stopped in the middle of the night, so he put on his clothes and sent Song Nianzhi to the courtyard, and told him to go back to bed after freshening up, and get up early to enter the palace tomorrow.
Seeing Song Rumu mention the word "palace", he pursed his lips and frowned. It was difficult to hide his worries, Song Nianzhi hurriedly nodded and promised his sister to do so, and after making the color to the tea language, Song Nianzhi took advantage of the bright moonlight to add snow. Calmly stepped out of her sister's residence, Mu Yuan.
The creaking sound of stepping on the new snowflakes all the way made Song Nianzhi have to examine his impulse tonight in the regular noise, he still has a lot to learn, which is why that person still refuses to tell him everything?
Song Nianzhi, who finally found his weakness, looked into the distance with understanding. After coming back to his senses. Song Nianzhi could clearly feel that from behind him, his sister's warm gaze was still surrounding him. This is the most familiar gaze of Song Nianzhi since he was a child, different from his father's determined gaze, or it can be said that no matter where he goes, as long as he appears in her sight, her gaze will always surround him, let him know that he is not alone, and make him feel full of heart at all times.
The gaze slowly faded.
Just when Song Nianzhi wanted to smile back, the warm gaze disappeared from him. There was no need to look back, Song Nianzhi also knew that the owner of the eyes must have been carried back to the house by his own girl because he was wearing too thin clothes. And after losing the package of that gaze, Song Nianzhi couldn't help but pull the collar of the cloak with his hand, and after the corners of his lips smiled slightly, he shivered a few times.
"Young Master...... You...... Is it still cold? The voice of the girl Han Ji came from her ears, and this feeling of having someone around slightly alleviated Song Nianzhi's sense of loss.
Glancing at Han Ji, who was a few years older than him but not taller than him, Song Nianzhi was a little puzzled, why the sharp-toothed Han Ji was so restrained every time she got along with him alone? Especially this year, Han Ji seems to be more and more restrained. What made Song Nianzhi even more confused was that this Han Ji would blush every time he served him to dress, but next time he rushed to serve him with Nuan Ji to dress.
But these don't matter, Song Nianzhi is more concerned about those things in the palace now. What he didn't tell his sister was that what happened later made Song Nianzhi, who was always on guard against the prince's revenge, think that Huangfu Tianyou was indeed a child who was too playful as the legend in the outside world.
Because on the first day he entered the study, he saw that the Taifu who taught them National Geography was instructed by the prince to make the two brothers of the Chu family cry, and none of the Taifu who taught history and statecraft were spared. There is a consensus that the first feeling is the most accurate. Therefore, after those previous feelings disappeared, Song Nianzhi still stayed on the first feeling of Huangfu Tianyou, convinced that this prince was not what was rumored outside, and everything he did should have his own purpose.
It can only be said that Song Nianzhi relied on his keen eyes and innate intuition to peek into what others could not peep into. Because of this, Song Nianzhi did not admonish the prince when the prince instructed everyone to mischievous, as Song Han ordered, but kept silent. Until one day, Huangfu Tianyou suddenly led someone to intercept Song Nianzhi who was about to go out of the palace and go home, when Song Nianzhi secretly thought that the prince was finally going to take revenge, but the prince loudly asked him that as the son of the imperial doctor, how not to learn from his upright father how to directly admonish the prince's mistakes?
Song Nian's heart finally came, so he didn't say anything else, just wrote a line of words on the paper, folded it and asked people to hand it over to the crown prince Fu Tianyou.
And Huangfu Tianyou was obviously stunned after reading the note, but after a while. An evil smile appeared on his flawless face, and his good-looking eyebrows were raised even higher, and he smiled at Song Nianzhi and said: "You are a smart person, even smarter than Yi Xuan said, this prince likes people who are bold and careful, haha......"
Except for Huangfu Tianyou, no one else knows what Song Nianzhi wrote on the note, even Lu Yixuan, who is closest to the prince, doesn't know, but from now on, no matter where the prince goes, he will bring Lu Yixuan and then Song Nianzhi, which is an indisputable fact.
And after officially joining the princelings, Song Nianzhi was surprised to find that no matter what the prince of the East Palace did, the queen mother, who was the prince's biological mother, never reprimanded half a sentence. But what surprised Song Nianzhi even more was that the prince seemed to be the most guarded against the queen and his maternal grandfather's family.
This contradiction puzzled Song Nianzhi, but he continued to remain silent, following that person's instructions, reining in his talents and recuperating his energy.
And after Han Ji stammered and finished asking, he fell into contemplation after seeing that the young master Song Nianzhi only smiled, and no longer shouted happily as before, "Sister Han Ji, Nian Zhi is not cold", which made Han Ji a little uncomfortable, so after plucking up the courage for a long time, he finally said: "Young master, your heart is getting heavier and heavier now!" ”
Still didn't reply, but Han Ji could clearly feel the young master's body, and suddenly began to tense, thinking that the young master didn't hear his words clearly, Han Ji hurriedly smiled again: "You used to tell us everything." ”
Song Nianzhi didn't know that his heart was increasing every day, but what he was nervous about was that he couldn't hide it from his sister, after all, it could be said that there had never been a secret between him and his sister, but now he couldn't even hide a girl, this discovery made Song Nianzhi sigh with some annoyance: "You also said that it was before, if we could not grow up!" Hehe...... But Sister Han Ji doesn't need to mind, it's just because she has too much homework and is a little tired", but in her heart, Song Nianzhi secretly said, "Maybe this is the pain of growing up!"
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