Jiang Zhican did not go home immediately, but stood under the street lamp on the side of the road, looking at the shadow on the ground in a daze. The light hit his face, leaving half a silhouette, like a lingering bond.

A light rain began to fall in the sky, and then it gradually became heavier, and there was no wind around, and the raindrops fell straight to the ground, crisp and clean.

Jiang Zhican did not hide from the rain in a hurry, like a lonely straw man in a rice field, wet and silently endured. Someone walked up behind him, and an umbrella covered the top of his head, and also covered the **.

"Is that you?" Jiang Zhican turned around and looked at the girl.

"Inside, can't you?" Zheng Xiujing said angrily, she was very dissatisfied with Jiang Zhican's reaction, and muttered in her heart that she should let this guy drench for a while and not be soft-hearted.

"What are you looking for from me?" Noticing the wetness on Zheng Xiujing's shoulders, Jiang Zhican reached out and pushed the umbrella back to her, but his face was still very cold, and there was no familiarity or gratitude in his tone, and he asked firmly.

"Apologies, call!" Zheng Xiujing held up the mobile phone in her hand and said, her words full of threats.

"Apologize?"

"Don't you feel a little guilty about Xiuyingoni? Even if it's your profession, you always violate other people's **, right? So please give Suyoungoni a call and apologize to her! ”

"Nope." After being silent for a long time, Jiang Zhican replied.

"Huh? What did you say! Zheng Xiujing's eyes widened, her eyebrows froze, and she gritted her teeth as if she would give Jiang Zhican another knee hit at any time.

Jiang Zhican ignored Zheng Xiujing, pushed away her umbrella, and walked to the nearby bus stop.

"Ah, you make it clear to me! Why not, why!? Zheng Xiujing chased after her, jumping to her feet in anger.

"As I said, this matter has nothing to do with me, you are completely vexatious! Moreover, Choi so-young's love affair is currently recognized by the public, right? The worst is also a mixed bag. You are just a junior of her company, and everyone Cui Xiuying Xi accepted it calmly, why do you want to chase after it, don't you think you are meddling a lot? Zheng Xiujing! ”

Jiang Zhican turned to look at Zheng Xiujing, who was holding the hem of his clothes, and as he spoke, he wrenched her hand away, and his tone was cold and stiff. Zheng Xiujing looked at this guy blankly, watching him gradually walk away, feeling a little pain in his fingers, and so did his wrists, and then suddenly shouted: "Ah, Jiang Zhican, I still have something to ask you!" ”

Jiang Zhican walked as usual, unhurriedly, and didn't seem to hear.

"Jiang Zhican, you told me that you came to the runningman program team, it really has nothing to do with me, isn't it really digging up news materials!"

Zheng Xiujing shouted loudly, her eyes fixed on Jiang Zhican's back.

"It's not." Jiang Zhican said, and continued to walk after a pause.

Zheng Xiujing's eyes suddenly turned red, at this moment.

She lowered her head and turned, walking back slowly like a tired mindsetter. The rain was still falling in the sky, and the rain was gathering on the umbrella surface and falling to the ground. There were cars whizzing past the roadside, the water on the ground was deep and shallow, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, and there was a black terror in the dark night.

Zheng Xiujing was still walking alone, her trouser legs were wet, stepping on soaked mesh sneakers, walking aimlessly and directionlessly. She felt very tired, and the haggard feeling was like a whirlpool of lake water rising from the depths, and she looked around, feeling tired and indescribably sad, she went into the convenience store, and soon after, with her bag in her hand, slowly found a corner staircase, and began to drink beer from the can, sip after sip, with sadness and exhaustion.

When there are more unsolvable sorrows and troubles in the original simple life, the happiness of youth will follow the sorrow of growth, and slowly boil into the bitterness of maturity, from the bottom of Chengjiang Rulian's eyes, to the elusive hidden scars. The flying of the teenager and the spring thoughts of the girl have become pale and powerless in the furnace of youthful growth, changing their appearance by the mold of reality, like an ordinary one on the assembly line of thousands of times.

Zheng Xiujing swallowed another sip of beer, then coughed violently, lay on the ground and wiped her nose and eyes in embarrassment, like a sloppy little girl, unloaded her heart defense and mask in a no-man's corner, and returned to her barefoot childhood.

I'm twenty-one years old this year, and it's been five years since my debut. Zheng Xiujing leaned against the wall and thought, continuing to pour herself beer.

Compared to her sister's team, she thought, maybe she is more in line with the title of Girls' Generation, right? Because of her girlhood, the best time since the age of sixteen has been spent on stage and in front of the camera! Although there is no ordinary girl's study life, there is no bitter or sweet ordinary love, and there is no experience of wearing spring clothes in the sunshine and shopping and playing in groups, but the innate talent, the shroud of J&K's halo, and the captain who takes care of the old man like a mother have made her career as an artist smooth and successful.

And her girlhood, because of the support of fans who really like it, the gorgeous stage to sing and dance, and the beautiful and fashionable clothes to meet the princess dream that every girl is born with, well, and holding the script, incarnating into another person, and experiencing the joy and happiness brought by a completely different life, all made her girlhood full and satisfied.

Of course, she also felt powerless and painful because she couldn't learn songs or dances well, and sighed and sighed because of the results of the album and the ratings of the TV series. But, she thought, it's nothing! When the sun wakes you up, the negative emotions in your heart will cease to exist like a night dispelled by the sun.

But why, she cried and thought sadly, that there would be such a painful thing happening around her. Whether it's a sister or an old member like yourself, why do you have to do that kind of thing? Didn't they think about the terrible consequences if the matter came to light?

She silently buried these things in her heart, but it was like planting a seed of uneasiness, and the more time passed, the more worried she became. When Jiang Zhican unexpectedly appeared around her, she couldn't help but think wildly, even after getting Jiang Zhican's negative answer, the feeling of palpitations in her heart as if she was cold in her heart still made her unable to help herself with fear. The long-standing worries and worries converged into a torrent on this cold and rainy night alone, so that she had to rely on alcohol to numb and intoxicate her tired and heavy heart, and release her haggard and weak emotions.

Someone came to this corner at some point, looked at the drunk girl at her feet, whispered a word of stupidity, and took out a business card from his wallet that he didn't think he would use.

"Hey, uncle, ne, it's me, I'm here... Do you have time? Inside, thank you, uncle, I'm waiting for you. ”

The person who came hung up the phone, a car drove not far away, and the light hit his face, it was Jiang Zhican. Under the wet hair, the corners of his eyebrows are still dripping with rain, and his embarrassed appearance is not much better than the girl at his feet. But the look he looked at the girl was gloomy, as if he was still well-dressed.

Of course, he has reason to blame Zheng Xiujing. Because it wasn't for this girl, he would never have become so embarrassed as he is now, and before the rain really got heavier, he got on the bus and set out on the way home.

But it just so happened that Zheng Xiujing was walking on the side of the bus route he was going home, and the appearance of walking alone at night made Jiang Zhican hesitate again and again, but he still got off the bus and found it. He wanted to buy an umbrella first, but after staying on the street for half a minute, he gave up completely, and in the vast rain, began to look for Zheng Xiujing's figure along the sidewalk, and finally found her in this corner, a drunk with a troublesome body soaking wet.

"Really, this girl is crazy!"

Jiang Zhican looked at the beer cans scattered on the ground, scolded in a low voice, and after putting the empty cans into the bag, he thought about it, took out a can of beer from the bag that had not been opened, and stood on the side and drank it slowly.

Zheng Xiujing shrank on the ground, like a poor kitten who only felt cold, curled up in a ball.

Jiang Zhican leaned against the pillar, looked at the rain curtain in the night, and was accompanied by a can of cold beer, as if he had taken over Zheng Xiujing's baton, taking one sip after another, and drinking without stopping.