Chapter 56

Change starts from facing the painful experience of my mother.

Su Nianzhen opened the drawer in a hurry, took out the third notepad that had not been turned over for a long time, opened the page marked by the bookmark, took a deep breath, and read it bravely.

“…… He was like a dazzling light that illuminated my gloomy life. But why did he show up after what I had been through? He is so good, has a good family, and has a bright future; And I, on the other hand, have nothing but a dirty skin.

…… I met him again in the library, and as a top student of Beijing University, he is still so diligent, which is really admirable. I didn't expect him to remember me and take the initiative to greet me. I'm so useless, why should I pretend to turn a blind eye to his friendly smile? Will he hate me for that? Do you think I'm an uneducated girl? Will you pretend you don't know me next time? I'm useless! ……”

Seeing her innocent and young mother being played around by that obviously problematic scumbag, Su Nianzhen's eyes were red in a hurry, and she was so angry that she wanted to vomit blood, and she couldn't wait to tear up the notepad with cheerful words jumping in her hand. But she couldn't, she wanted to know what happened to her mother, so she could only endure the depression and pain in her heart, and as quickly as possible swept through the illusory dreams of the girl who was just beginning to fall in love, and captured what she wanted to know.

It's just that for a girl who has lacked love since childhood and is struggling with torment, a "Prince Charming" who deliberately disguises and cares for her is obviously like a drug addicted to at the first touch, which makes people addicted. Su Nianzhen had already skimmed as much as she could, and it took nearly two hours until the fourth notepad was almost finished, and the torture that made her physically and mentally exhausted end.

It's just that the mother who knows the truth is even more distressing.

“…… I have always felt that this happy life was like a dream, and when I woke up, I was still the poor creature who was struggling in the dark. And the reality is just as I thought, everything is really fake. Also, how can I be happy? The eldest lady is right, a person like me should live in a dark and dirty corner like a mouse, how can I be favored by such a good person? Only a liar who takes money to do things is not picky. Since she said so, I did what she wanted.

…… It's a little sad to say, I hate it, and I even want to strangle Qin Shao who destroyed me with my own hands. But he is the best person to me except for my mother. But I still hated him, he always knew that I was being teased by that liar, and he always knew that I was secretly preparing to leave him and start a new life. He knew everything, but he didn't say anything, and watched me look like an idiot, stupidly looking forward to the future, and finally helplessly watching my hopes shattered. He didn't say anything, but I knew that he was laughing at me in his heart, at my inadequacy, at my stupidity and naivety. But after all that he's been through, does he think I'll still be as ashamed as I used to be? I just won't let those people get their wish!

…… During this time, I spent money like crazy and did all the things I used to hate. I hate to admit it, but I want to thank him. If it weren't for his lesson, maybe I would have been like those crazy and depraved women, controlled by drugs, giving up my dignity for a little white/powder, and crawling like a dog at the feet of others. Those poor and pathetic women, skinny and skinny, lived like walking corpses. Isn't that exactly what that woman wants? I was so stupid that I almost fell into the trap of that vicious woman! ”

Reading this, Su Nianzhen's breath blocked in her heart finally came out. Watching my mother fall and sink like a mad demon is not ordinary pain.

Rubbing her somewhat stiff neck, Su Nianzhen inadvertently looked up, only to find that she didn't know when it was already dark, no wonder her eyes were so tired, it turned out that she didn't know how long she had been watching in the dim light.

"Gollum ......" The empty stomach also duly protested.

Su Nianzhen stood up and raised her legs to stretch her waist and stretch her body before going to the cave to see if there was anything to eat. Because there are a lot of cats and dogs who are used to eating cooked food in the space, it is not convenient to enter and exit the space with a large amount of food, so she bought a refrigerator, which is still open and double-door. When she bought it, she only thought that the refrigerator had a large capacity, and it could hold a lot of things at once, enough for Xiao Gray's dozen little brothers to supply food every day, but she forgot that the electricity in the space was supplied by the solar panels she bought three years ago. It's just something that makes Su Nianzhen puzzled and glad that she tried to install the refrigerator in the cave, and it works!

However, the solar panels bought for a few hundred yuan can actually supply power to the refrigerator, and Su Nianzhen has to sigh at the excellent quality of the seller. It's a pity that when she wanted to buy a few more yuan, she found that the online store had long disappeared, and she couldn't find it for a long time, which caused her to sigh secretly for a long time.

After nearly a month of adaptation, the new dozen cats and dogs are now familiar with their new home, and they are no longer wary of Su Nianzhen, but they are still the only ones who look forward to the little gray horse. Under the leadership of Rhubarb, the little ones who gradually became stronger also learned to go down to the lake to catch fish and shrimp, and go up the mountain to catch hunting and eating. Although they are congenitally deficient and can only catch small fish and shrimp and some insects and voles and the like, they can barely feed themselves, and the nutritious nest head made by Su Nianzhen is no longer the food they rely on for survival, and can only be regarded as a dispensable snack.

In the face of such gratifying progress, Su Nianzhen was naturally very happy. Although she doesn't mind raising that large group, it's really hard to rely on her alone. And looking at the appearance of Xiao Gray running out at two ends in three days, it seems that there is a trend of expanding the harem and collecting the younger brother. It's great that they can take care of themselves.

Not in the mood to make food, Su Nianzhen took out a sauce elbow she had just made two days ago from the refrigerator and gnawed it.

"Huh? I remember yesterday there were still four, why is there one less? Su Nianzhen felt that her memory was good, she clearly remembered that when she opened the refrigerator and drank ice juice yesterday, she still had four elbows, why did she add her own nibbling for a total of three?

Su Nianzhen walked out while gnawing, shouted rhubarb to him and asked, "Isn't someone naughty who opened the refrigerator to get food?" She didn't doubt rhubarb, even if it was within reach, as long as it was not her, rhubarb would never be eaten without her approval. Big Flower, Little Black and even Little Gray are the same, and they have never had the habit of casually going to the refrigerator to search for something to eat. As for Xiao Ash's group of younger brothers, Su Nianzhen is not clear. They are not used to being close to people, Su Nianzhen has been very busy recently, and she doesn't have much time to get to know them well, and she doesn't know if there is such a small problem.

"Woo ......"

"No? Why is that elbow missing? It's weird! Su Nianzhen didn't care much about a sauce elbow, she was just a little uneasy, she was with a group of animals in the space, Rhubarb said that it wasn't those cats and dogs, so who could it be?

High-energy early warning, Nanzhu, who doesn't take the usual path, is about to appear \(^o^)/, guess what he is?