On the way back, Kim Taeyeon suddenly became sleepy. She sat down in her chair, yawning with her mouth covered, leaning her head back on the pillow, then squinting and her head slowly falling down. Her pale yellow hair fell down and covered her cheeks. She leaned towards the window in a daze, rubbed her nose with her hand, bit her fingers, and fell asleep with even breath.

Kang Ji-chan turned off the lights in the car, glanced at the sleeping Kim Taeyeon, and then turned his gaze back to the front of the car, looking at the vehicles coming and going, the colorful night scene in the distance, and suddenly a faint warmth was born in his heart, as if he and Kim Taeyeon were lovers returning home. The wife was sleepy and sleepy due to illness, but her husband was still gentle on one side. This road is congested with traffic and is exceptionally slow, so it is very friendly.

"Well~ hasn't it arrived yet?" Kim Tae-yeon, who woke up halfway, asked in a muffled voice.

"It's raining, Sister Taeyeon, so it's a bit congested." Jiang Zhican pointed out the window, the torrential rain that had fallen suddenly before was still stormy at this moment.

"It's raining?" Kim Taeyeon was stunned for a moment, leaning to the window and staring blankly.

"I just texted, and when I get to the dorm, Sister Pani will come out to pick you up. But with such a heavy rain, it is estimated that the umbrella will not be used, Sister Taeyeon, why don't you sit in the car for a while and get out of the car when the rain is light? ”

"Maybe by the time the time comes, the rain will be light." Kim Taeyeon said nonchalantly, "Besides, depending on the road conditions, maybe when the rain stops, we will still be wandering on the road." There are too many cars in Seoul, so you have to drive with your temperament. It's not pleasant. ”

"It's not going to be rush hour, it's just weather." Jiang Zhican couldn't help but say.

"Well~ Then have you ever tried this kind of feeling of driving at a speed of more than 100 miles on a rainy day?" Kim Taeyeon asked, turning her head.

Jiang Zhican shook his head, the meaning in his eyes was very clear, could it be that you have tried?

"I'm not that bold, but someone on the forum has said that the feeling is the freedom of the soul flying out of the body. I longed to come and wanted someone to take me through it, but I couldn't find the right person. But when I was at home, I went to the secluded countryside and secretly drove over the speed limit - not much, in fact, it was fifty miles higher than usual, how to say, the first time I drove more than one hundred and twenty miles, fortunately it was in a straight line, otherwise I would not have been able to control it. When I was driving, my whole body was blank, and when I stopped the car, my whole body was weak, and I could only hear the sound of a pounding heartbeat in my ears.

After a while, I pinched myself, and finally felt the pain, and the whole person suddenly came back to my senses, an indescribable sense of irritation and soreness was like heat, as if it was rushing out from every cell crack in the whole body, it was even more powerful than a sauna in Baidu, I couldn't stay in the car anymore, so I ran to the side of the road, next to a river, I squatted by the river and took off my shoes, and sat there and kept shaking the water.

It would be December! I didn't feel cold at all, but felt very comfortable. I just sat like that, little by little in my mind, I felt so satisfied, like the toys that I had been coveting when I was a child suddenly appeared in my cupboard as a surprise gift, and I was excited enough to sleep all night, rolling around in bed, talking on the phone with good friends, half showing off and half sharing, and agreeing to play together the next day.

Oh yes, the moonlight that night was so good that it lit up the ground, and I wore glasses and could even see the TV tower on the top of the hill across the river. The surroundings are quiet, and the shadows are white and very faint. I put on my shoes and played with myself for a while, no, I played with my own shadow for a while, and the shadow of the car, and the shadow of the street tree.

Zhichan, to tell you a secret, it is useless to hide in the shadows of the moonlight. The shadow is too faint, really faint, but I don't know why, such a faint shadow is more impressive than the shadow during the day. Probably because of the mood, seeing such a faint and quiet shadow, I will always unconsciously calm down, and the memory will be extraordinarily profound. ”

"Listening to Sister Taeyeon, my memory of that day seems to be really deep. So, do you have to experience it again later, secretly alone or call a good friend? It's always boring, right? Jiang Zhican asked.

"I haven't been there, just that once." Kim Taeyeon's face was full of frustration, biting her fingers and being a little unwilling, "My body is too weak, I sweated, blew cold wind and soaked in cold water that day, and I fell seriously ill immediately after I went back, and it didn't get much better until the concert, so I had no choice but to go on stage and go home to recuperate." I didn't tell the company about it, but I naturally couldn't hide it from my family, and I was scolded so badly, and since then, I haven't even touched the car keys when I'm at home, let alone drive. ”

Jiang Zhican laughed lightly when he heard this, thinking it was funny.

"What are you laughing at, gloating? I wouldn't have mentioned this to you if I knew about it, really, why would you blow yourself up and ask for your own hardship. Kim Taeyeon twisted her head out of the window again, leaving Kang Ji-chan with a delicate side face.

"The rain seems to be light, and the changes are really fast, but fortunately there is no thunder, otherwise Pani would have been frightened when he was alone in the bedroom. Xiaoxian is home, right? Sunny hasn't stayed in the dormitory for the past two days, and now it's supposed to be just Pani alone in the dormitory. Tsk, poor boy, hold on, Ernie will be back soon! ”

Kim Taeyeon shouted loudly, with a look of excitement on her face, and her interest rose inexplicably.

"Sister Taeyeon, you're not in good health." Jiang Zhican said.

"Almost, my own body knows by itself, isn't it just allergies, it's too much!" Kim Taeyeon was dismissive, and seemed to have completely forgotten her coated appearance on the way here, "Hey, remember to stop where there is a convenience store in front." ”

"Huh?" Jiang Zhican snorted strangely, but did not refuse, nodded and agreed.

Soon after, the rain became less and less, and the rain and fog covered the streets.

"Wait for me, I'll be back soon!" Kim Taeyeon jumped out of the car and ran to the convenience store, even though her long hair was covered by her hat, it still fluttered behind her shoulders, like a seaweed in the deep sea, swaying and soothing.

As she said, Kim Taeyeon came back soon with a bag in her hand.

"What did you buy?" Jiang Zhican asked.

"Black pen, hard-shell notebook, ha!" Kim Tae-yeon's clenched palms spread out, revealing the band-aid lying inside. Jiang Zhican was stunned.

"Don't move, it's not serious, but you still have to stick it, the teenagers in the anime are like this, very handsome!" Kim Tae-yeon tore off the outer membrane of the mouth sticker, and warned Kang Zhichan to straighten his head and not move, then looked left and right, chose an angle that he thought was good, and pasted it on Kang Zhichan.

"Well, it's very handsome! I'm better at what I did last time, right? In fact, if you weren't so resistant last time, you can post better. Kim Taeyeon propped her chin and looked at it, Kang Ji-chan pursed her lips unnaturally, and let Kim Tae-yeon look at it.

"Oh, pen and paper, sign me on it, mark the date, and write the words 'I wish you peace and well-being, actor Jiang Zhican'!" Kim Tae-yeon took out the pen and paper from the bag and handed it to Kang Ji-chan.

"Sister Taeyeon, what are you?" Jiang Zhican, who experienced this situation for the first time, was a little dumbfounded.

"I want to sign it, I told you everything!" Kim Taeyeon was surprised.

"I, I didn't think about making my debut, Sister Taeyeon, being an actor is just like that, on the one hand, it's a relationship of human affection, and on the other hand, you know the reason. How could I really want to be an actor and an artist, it's impossible! Kang tried to explain.

"Why can't it be? Such a good opportunity, do you just treat it as a part-time job, this is too wasteful, right? Or do you think it's bad to be an artist, and the sense of superiority of being a PD is that the people behind the scenes disdain to show up as 'pawns'? Kim Tae-yeon narrowed her eyes slightly, her expression was not good, and she had a kind of nervousness when she said that she would turn her face. It seems that whenever it comes to work, she is extremely sensitive, and an unusual self-esteem makes her always easy to lose balance when facing Jiang Zhican.

"No, Sister Taeyeon, it's not what you think." Jiang Zhican pondered the words, "A career choice must always have a long-term mental preparation, even if it is sudden, but it must have been imagined in my heart before, and I will slowly accept it." I, since I was a child, I never wanted to be a star and become an artist in front of the spotlight.

This time, I actually had the idea of experiencing it in my heart, and I also had the idea of learning. After all, I have never officially filmed a TV series, and I have learned all theoretical knowledge, so even as an actor, I still value the opportunity to participate in the production of TV dramas from a quiet distance. This is an important reason, and it was the original motivation for my willingness to say yes.

As for Zheng Xiujing's matter, it has to be pushed back. I haven't told anyone, well, Sister Taeyeon, isn't it a little selfish? If it weren't for this reason, I might not be willing to agree, apologize・・・・・・ that day Zheng Xiujing told me never to appear in front of her again, my plan in my heart is actually like what she said, old and dead will not get along, anyway, Seoul is so big, who can meet anyone.

But didn't we meet again yesterday? Although it wasn't from the will of the two of them, they finally met. I actually feel more guilty about what I said last night than I did that night. After all, liking is something that can't be restrained, and I'm not qualified to mock her so much. Well, I also know some things from other people's mouths, some things that can measure wounds.

Finding a suitable opportunity to apologize to Zheng Xiujing became the final decision. Sister Taeyeon, that's what I think, the main reasons for both aspects, and the bad refutation of other people's face. In fact, I really never thought about making my debut and becoming an actor. Well・・・・・・ I'll sign it for you. ”

Kang Ji-chan took the pen and paper from Kim Taeyeon's hand and carefully wrote down the words that Kim Taeyeon had asked before. In the justification just now, he once again exposed the secret in his heart in front of Kim Taeyeon, and it seems that he will never be able to hide the secret.

Kim Tae-yeon's expression became serene, and when she listened to Kang Zhichan's words, she realized her aggressive gaffe just now, and her heart was a little confused for a while, but she didn't care what Kang Zhichan said. She took the notebook back, looked at the smooth and clear handwriting on it, lowered her head, and stopped talking.

So the car quieted down, Jiang Zhican stared at her for a while, and then drove to the dormitory of Girls' Generation.

"You'll have to keep it a secret for me, Sister Taeyeon."

"Huh?" Kim Taeyeon raised her eyes in confusion.

"First, don't tell Zheng Xiujing that I feel guilty about her; Second, don't tell me Nuna, I'm a reality TV producer; Third, I haven't completely decided what I'm going to film, and I'm going to interview tomorrow afternoon, so don't tell anyone else yet, otherwise if it happens, uh・・・・・・"

Kim Taeyeon was completely stunned, this guy actually showed off to her something he wasn't sure about, and made her care about it for a long time, and even felt guilty in her heart just now, annoyed that she shouldn't have questioned Jiang Zhichan so much, making him embarrassed to explain.

"Ah, Jiang Zhican!" Kim Taeyeon pounced.

The car made a screeching grind on the road and rushed to the side of the road to a stop.

"It's murder, Sister Taeyeon." Jiang Zhican muttered to himself, his heart palpitating.

Kim Taeyeon covered her forehead, her little face wrinkled, "Idiot, it's suicide!" ”

Jiang Zhican was completely speechless, got out of the car slowly, and didn't leave.

"Hey, what are you doing!" Kim Taeyeon rolled down the window and leaned on the edge of the window, looking at him.

"I need to rest for a while, Sister Taeyeon. I probably understand the feeling you said. Jiang Zhican squatted beside the street lamp, took out a cigarette with a gloomy expression, and lit it for himself.

Kim Taeyeon held out her hand, "Give it to me." ”

Kang Ji-chan was stunned for a moment, his memories suddenly overlapped and blurred, and he handed the cigarette in his mouth to Kim Taeyeon.

Kim Taeyeon glanced at it with disgust, "I'm talking about a lighter, really, forget it!" ”

She took the cigarette, still took a puff elegantly and lazily, and spit out a faint white cigarette: "The habit hasn't changed, it's still a light cigarette." Well, I'm not a smoker, I'm a good girl! ”

She muttered and spit out smoke rings, just like a little red in the spring of the garden, and it was a fatal beauty under the strong contrast. Jiang Zhican looked at her blankly, and the memory that ended under the maple tree, at this moment, suddenly added a new bright color!