"Ernie!" Endi broke free from Lin Dongsheng's arms, hugged Chu Long with a smile, looked at Chu Long who wanted to break free from her, and asked softly, "Does Ernie like oppa?" ”

"I ......" question, I wanted to open my mouth to deny it directly, but I couldn't say anything when it came to Zui.

With her character, what she recognizes will continue as always.

was able to get rid of the psychological shadow of coming to CUBE from JYP and a subsidiary of the new company, in addition to Lin Dongsheng's help, more because she herself has never given up the idea of becoming a real star.

The reason why I agreed to be Lin Dongsheng's girlfriend was because the scene, emotions and so on were just right, but more because of that inadvertent heartbeat.

Although the two got together less and separated more in the following days, although the two had not seen each other for more than a year, in his heart, Chu Long had always regarded himself as Lin Dongsheng's girlfriend.

It's just that what she didn't expect was that when they met again, there would be an unexpected woman by Lin Dongsheng's side!

Although Xian Enjing's predecessors have been denying it, only women really understand women.

Senior Enjing looked at Lin Dongsheng's eyes when she looked at her, and she knew very well what it was.

It was a curious, interested, gloating, but faintly disappointed and unknown gaze!

And that kind of complicated gaze, Chu Long has seen before, because ...... That was the gaze she had looked at Lin Dongsheng before.

At the beginning, I just regarded the other party as a big brother, but as I got older and had more experience, I felt like a fermented and well-preserved wine for Lin Dongsheng, which did not volatilize over time, but became more and more profound.

It was a kind of softness that was imprinted in the depths of my heart.

It has been more than half a year since her debut, almost a year, and in this short half a year, she has tasted the joy of her debut and experienced the loneliness of the newcomer's obscurity.

The busy itinerary makes people unbearable but has been gritting their teeth and insisting on the busyness, which makes people hard, but it is like drinking sweet liquor.

I also fantasized about what life would be like after my debut, but after I really debuted, I had a faint feeling of regret.

In addition, although there is no social phobia at the beginning, as a newcomer, caution is a must be done, maybe unconsciously, he will offend his predecessors because of a word or a small action, and once a newcomer is crowned with a reputation of contempt for his predecessors, in Korea, he is already finished!

Originally, she had the mentality of a little girl, but she gradually faded away from her original youthfulness, and as the captain, she took on more things and put more pressure on her body, even if she was no longer heartless, she gradually understood what it meant to be restrained.

lost the youthful ignorance when he didn't debut, but what he got was just an increasingly busy schedule.

To say that there is no regret is naturally a lie, but after seeing the dark side of this circle once, Chu Long has already understood that there may be dangers in this circle, but more than that, it is the kind of temptation that people can't refuse!

To take the simplest example, what is the most important thing for them as newcomer idols?

Naturally, they can be remembered!

Naturally, the company worries about the songs, and all they have to do is sing them as best they can.

But is that all there is to it?

Not!

Or even say, it's not enough at all!

What's the hardest thing for newcomers?

It's about letting others remember you!

How?

Naturally, it is necessary to have the help of various resources.

No one can successfully rise without any resources.

So, where do the resources come from?

Even, what are the resources?

It can be as small as an invitation to a variety show, an audition for a movie or TV series, or as big as the arrangement of which stage the song is on, all of which are resources.

Those big aspects of resources naturally don't need their little idols to worry about, but what about those small aspects?

That's the most intuitive expression of personal fame!

However, this involves a difficult choice.

Who goes?

Although all these headaches should be borne by the company, it is they who actually participate.

Then, even if it is the company's arrangement, it will do some damage to the stability of the team.

And this candidate is also very worthy of consideration.

Now that he has debuted and become an artist, naturally everyone wants to get resources.

However, among the seven of them, there are only a few who really have good acting skills.

So what about others?

As a captain, you have to think more.

And as the eldest member, taking care of the younger sister is inevitable.

Then, the only thing she can do is choose to give up.

Giving up those coveted resources, giving up those low-hanging fruit opportunities, just so that there will be no rift between the members.

Some people may say that they have become a white lotus like this, and some people may feel incomprehensible about everything she has done, but just like Chu Long, she already understood a truth before her debut.

In this world, you are not money, and you can't be liked by everyone, so as long as you can show the most perfect side for those who understand you.

Although he has been finding various reasons for himself to get rid of the lingering loss, he even transferred all the reasons to his boyfriend who was the assistant screenwriter.

This is a very wonderful mentality, women, especially Chu Long, who was originally a little delicate and very introverted, are very dependent on the other half!

She gradually said to herself in her heart: "Although your boyfriend is not famous now, but he will be famous in the future, and you have resources to squander, so ...... So giving up now doesn't mean anything. ”

With this mentality, gradually, the mentality of looking forward to her boyfriend becoming a Chan is getting deeper and deeper.

However, it wasn't until today that he bumped into Lin Dongsheng and Xian Eunjing's seniors in the T-ara lounge, that Chu Long finally woke up.

Originally......

It turned out that I had been wrong all along.

Not to mention that the two are now just a very simple "couple" without any substantive relationship, even if they are husband and wife who have been together for many years?

The more I saw and understood, the more I understood, and the sick obsession with Lin Dongsheng at the beginning was completely sober at this moment.

It turns out that everything is just wishful thinking, and it turns out that the world does not develop according to its own will.

It's not so much that she is angry with Lin Dong now, but that she is angry with herself.

However, on the other hand, it was also because she didn't know how to face Lin Dongsheng and Endi.

Especially when Chu Long found out that the relationship between Lin Dongsheng and Endi was far closer than she expected, the sourness in her heart really made her sad to death.

She didn't know what reason to stay, and she didn't know why she wanted to stay.

She just wanted to find a place where no one was around and cry.

Maybe......

In that case, the heart ...... It won't hurt.

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