Chapter 69

After separating from Pan Xueni, Su Nianzhen bought a transportation card and took the subway back. Probably coincided with the National Day holiday Golden Week, there are a lot of tourists on the subway, crowded is a little crowded, but with the air conditioner on, there will be no traffic jams, which is better than the bus.

There is a big temperature difference between morning and evening, and last night I felt the cold wind blowing on my body when I wore a knitted skirt, and now I am sweating in a thin sweatshirt and jeans. Su Nianzhen didn't want to stay outside longer, so she sped up her pace and hurried home after getting off the subway.

As soon as I swiped the access control card into the community, the phone in the bag rang. Su Nianzhen thought that Pan Xueni was home and wanted to talk to her, but she didn't expect to slide the caller ID on her mobile phone but it was from her hometown.

Answering the phone full of doubts, without introducing himself, the familiar and unfamiliar hometown dialect came to her face, and the very unfamiliar voice did not give her any buffer, and she said to herself.

"Who are you?" Interrupting the other party politely, Su Nianzhen asked with a slight hesitation.

"Who do you say? This girl has gone to the city and doesn't even know her grandmother? ……”

"You're typing the wrong shot." Su Nianzhen hung up the phone decisively and pulled this number into the blacklist. Grandma? Scold! As soon as her mother was born, she was mercilessly thrown away without drinking a mouthful of milk, and even people as soft-minded as her mother didn't want to recognize her, and she still expected her so-called "granddaughter" who had been separated by a lifetime to be good with her? Is it easy to bully yourself? When the mother was attacked on her back and lived a difficult life with her child, the old woman didn't help her, and took the group of wolf-like offspring to trample on their mother and daughter to death! didn't strangle the old woman with her own hands, they were all mother and daughter, and they had a good heart!

Because of this call, Su Nianzhen was in a very unhappy mood, and at the same time, she couldn't help but have some doubts: It seems that since her high school entrance examination results came out and she went to the county seat, she has never returned to the village, nor has she contacted those messy people, so why did the old woman suddenly call herself? And most importantly, how did she know her phone number?

After thinking about it, it could only be Su Lingling who was the obstruction. After all, she is the only one who knows a little about her past and present. Just, why? Knowing how much she hated that family, and she couldn't get any benefit from it, why did she do it?

Su Nianzhen was puzzled, so she could only leave this question behind for the time being. The soldiers are coming, the water is coming to cover it, I was not afraid of being young and isolated, but now I have gradually become full-fledged, what am I afraid of if I have a little capital? No matter how bad it is, there is still Wen Run!

It turned out that when Su Nianzhen didn't realize it, she had already regarded Wen Run as someone she could trust and rely on.

Enter the password to open the door, and see that the board shoes that Wenrun wore when he left at noon were neatly placed on the shoe rack at the entrance, and a smile had unconsciously climbed up Su Nianzhen's face.

"I'm back," Wen Run was sitting on the sofa reading a book, when he heard the sound and looked up, he seemed to see that the look on Su Nianzhen's face was not quite right, put down the book and got up and asked, "What's wrong?" Is something wrong? ”

"No, I got an inexplicable phone call......"

Su Nianzhen has long been accustomed to relying on herself, no matter what grievances she encounters, she swallows it silently, but in the face of Wen Run's eyes full of concern, she couldn't help but tell the ins and outs of the matter after all. Even, the nightmare and fear of childhood, the resentment and helplessness of the past. Those unbearable pains, Su Nianzhen thought that she would be buried in her heart forever, but she didn't expect that one day she would be unreservedly honest with someone other than her mother. And after being honest, there is no embarrassment, no remorse, no fear that the words you say one day will be used as a sharp knife to your heart, only the relief of confiding in someone you can trust, and the ease and joy of finally having someone to bear everything with you.

It feels very new and beautiful, too beautiful to be realistic.

"I'm sorry."

"Why do you say you're sorry?" Wen Run's pitying eyes made Su Nianzhen ignore his hand stroking his long hair.

"I'm sorry I didn't find you sooner and accompany you through those difficult years."

"Don't say that, you're not sorry for anyone. Without your space, I can't imagine what would have happened to my mom and me! You are not sorry for me, on the contrary, I have to thank you. Su Nianzhen sighed: "I vaguely heard that my mother entered the mountain before giving birth to me, and it seems that she has been missing for several days, and it is estimated that she went with the intention of seeking death, if it weren't for the energy you brought, maybe I wouldn't have a chance to be born......"

Confiding is really a good medicine to relieve bad emotions, Su Nianzhen felt much better, and didn't want to mention those messy people and things anymore, so she asked about Wen Run's interview instead. "I didn't have time to ask at noon, how was your interview?"

"It's very smooth, I chose a high-end restaurant with convenient commuting transportation, focusing on Huaiyang cuisine, starting work tomorrow, temporarily arranging a shift from 5 pm to 9 pm." Wen Run retracted his hand without a trace, and replied in a warm voice.

"Sounds good, congratulations." Su Nianzhen inadvertently swept the cover of the book in Wen Run's hand with her afterglow, which seemed to be in English, so she couldn't help but look at it curiously, and asked with admiration: "Are you reading the original English book?" "I'm ashamed to say that after she passed English level 6, it has been a long time since she has read an English book properly.

"Well, if I have the opportunity in the future, I still want to learn foreign cuisine, and lay a good foundation for the language first."

"Then you have to learn a lot of languages, Japanese, French, Italian...... Fortunately, you don't need to be too proficient, you just need to be able to understand and speak. ”

"yes, let's learn together."

"Okay. Wait......" After Su Nianzhen agreed, she realized what she had said, and quickly waved her hand and shook her head: "I'd better forget it!" ”

"Don't pressure yourself with a lot of skills, let's go together, it's efficient for the two of them to learn together."

“…… All right. ”

As a result, the vacation that was originally going to eat, sleep, sleep, and play depraved suddenly became full and uplifting. The computer rang regularly every morning for a BBC news broadcast that she hadn't heard for many years, and Su Nianzhen got up, washed, and ate breakfast in the standard British English broadcast sound, and then was pulled by Wen Run to practice speaking. It was almost eleven o'clock before I could lazily half-lie on the couch and watch TV for a while. Fortunately, there was no compulsory study arrangement in the afternoon, and Su Nianzhen could enter the space to play crazy with Rhubarb and them all over the mountains.

Every time she thinks of her situation in the past few days, Su Nianzhen can't help but laugh and cry: she actually experienced the legendary "control" and "oppression" of being "controlled" and "oppressed" by her parents a few months after graduating from college! When Wen Run went to work at four o'clock in the afternoon, she actually experienced the comfort of the bear child who was controlled by her parents to "turn over and sing"!

Oh my God, she doesn't know how to describe her sour mood at this time!

Fortunately, the holidays ended quickly, and life gradually got back on track.