Chapter 51: The End of the Sword World
Zhang Wenhao is Akemi's first love, and the first time is like a beautiful fairy tale, they continue to write the story of the princess and the prince, living happily together.
How many sunny afternoons, they laughed freely and breathed freely. Memories are full of colorful scenery, Akemi is always shy, afraid to look up at his eyes, his face will be hot when he hears his name, every time I think of him, I will be very happy, I will be disappointed if I can't find him, and I will be extra relieved to listen to the voice from his phone.
Akemi is also Zhang Wenhao's first love, and the most man has ever given her a holy promise. Every minute and every second together, it was like touching a flame, the blood suddenly burned, and the heart was intoxicated and unbearable excited!
No matter day or night, I always unconsciously depict her face, always look forward to her shadow, and always wait for her to appear downstairs in the bedroom! I don't know what I like about her, and that obsession is hard to repress.
Today, three years later, when they remember each other, their faces will still be filled with happiness, and those years are the most precious golden time!
However, before they graduated, they were about to face separation......
Professor Zhao angrily sued Zhang Wenhao to the department, and the college office directly dealt with it, on the grounds that the student's personal misconduct seriously damaged the school spirit and discipline, and he was given a major demerit and placed on campus for observation to see the after-effects. On the school's information board, the decision to punish Zhang Wenhao was posted, and the hospital newspaper reported the incident. This is the most mysterious punishment since the establishment of the school, and no one knows the specific details, and everyone has nothing to guess about many versions.
Zhang Wenhao's parents sent some money to the teaching director and asked him to help again, but the teaching director recognized money but not people, and helped think of a way to get the best of both worlds. Zhang Wenhao had the opportunity to go to the mountainous areas of Gansu Province to teach for three years, and when he came back from teaching, he arranged work, degree certificates, and graduation certificates. Because they were able to arrange jobs after returning, many students squeezed their heads to go, and they were unemployed after graduating in 2008. The money was not spent in vain, and Zhang Wenhao accepted the arrangement.
On the last night before leaving, Zhang Wenhao sent Mingmei back to the bedroom for the last time, and when he arrived downstairs in the bedroom, he was speechless and choked.
The autumn wind was cold, and there were several couples bidding farewell downstairs in the bedroom, and the autumn wind blew the face dry and tight, astringent and painful. Still tireless, complaining to each other, reluctant to part.
Zhang Wenhao took out his mobile phone and took a picture of Mingmei. Mingmei smiled bitterly and asked the reason, Zhang Wenhao laughed stupidly three times, saying that he wanted to keep a memory.
"I'll take you to the train station tomorrow......" Akemi finished saying this, and the two fell into silence again, Zhang Wenhao felt that his life was ruined, and he was to blame for everything, and his words at this moment were the most sad.
Mingmei let out a long sigh, and then said: "I went to see Zhao Ning today, she was in the hospital to recuperate, there is no major problem, the doctor said that if you recuperate for a long time, it can be recovered." Her mental state is also much better, and it can be seen that she is actually a strong girl. ”
"Did she mention anything about me?" Zhang Wenhao already regretted it the moment he threw out the ring box, he was really selfish at that time, and his mind was full of himself. Seeing Zhao Ning's back leaving the crowd in despair, Zhang Wenhao realized that everything was irreparable. After Zhao Ning was hospitalized, Zhang Wenhao also secretly went to see it once, but he didn't have the courage to walk into the ward.
"No, she was strong, she didn't shed a single tear in front of me, and she told me a joke. After this experience, she matured, as if she had changed people. Mingmei's tone was solemn, and I hope Zhang Wenhao can also let go.
"I'm just afraid that she will sue me, and I don't want to hurt her, do you believe me? Akemi. Zhang Wenhao finally cried, after hurting Zhao Ning, Zhang Wenhao's heart was shrouded in guilt, and he kept asking himself why he did this.
"Don't blame yourself too much, there is still a long way to go, you have to be strong, you have to face it alone when you get to Gansu, I will find a chance to see you." Hopefully, when the time comes, I'll see a brand new you. Akemi's voice trembled slightly, and she turned to leave.
Looking at Mingmei's back, Zhang Wenhao's tears couldn't help but flow down. Goodbye, Akemi, goodbye, dormitory building, goodbye, my college life.
After closing the store, Li Guo bought some wine and drank it with Zhang Wenhao.
"Big brother, let me ask you a question, what do you mean by love?" Zhang Wenhao, pouring Li Guo a full glass of beer, asked.
"I've never been in a relationship, I don't understand that. But I think liking someone and being willing to be kind to someone unconditionally is love. Li Guo was like an inexperienced teenager and gave his own answer.
"When I'm gone, you'll take care of Akemi for me." Zhang Wenhao wants to tell the truth and say that Li Guo is the true son of Mingmei, but the world makes people, and they can't be together. In the end, Zhang Wenhao still didn't say that he couldn't bear to let them suffer.
"Yes." Li Guo replied very simply.
"Cherish it!" Zhang Wenhao dried the wine in the cup, got up to leave, and went into the house to sleep.
The next day, Akemi and Li Guo bought platform tickets and sent Zhang Wenhao all the way to the platform. Life is to face many parting scenes, and every time it is moving. Akemi and Zhang Wenhao didn't dare to look into each other's eyes, both of them were in tears, for fear that they would not be able to suppress the sadness if they looked at it at a glance.
"This time I went to Gansu, you will be there for three years, I'm afraid this is not just life and separation, if my illness attacks, then we will die......" Mingmei whispered in Zhang Wenhao's ear, tears fell on Zhang Wenhao's shoulders, like crystal dewdrops.
"Don't talk nonsense, I'll find a way to come back to see you, you have to remember to go for a physical examination once every three months, eat well, pay attention to rest, and write to me when you have time, when I get there, I will call you and tell you my mailing address." Zhang Wenhao clenched Mingmei's hand hard, afraid that if he let go, he would never be able to catch it again.
"I'll mail you a package, tell me if you have anything missing when you get there." Akemi is still relieved.
The conductor began to urge the passengers to get on the train, Zhang Wenhao bent down to pick up the suitcase, but looked up with tears in his eyes, and asked, "Can you forgive me?" All the things I've done that hurt you? ”
"Never have I ever...... I blame you......" Akemi couldn't cry silently, crying profusely.
Li Guo, who was standing on the side, was also sad. Without saying a word, keep a distance of one meter from them, leaving them enough time and space to say their final goodbyes.
Zhang Wenhao smiled, put down the box, and hugged Mingmei tightly, and Mingmei also hugged Zhang Wenhao with all her might. However, the separation continued, and Zhang Wenhao turned around and boarded the carriage.
When the train drove out of the platform, Zhang Wenhao waved goodbye through the glass. Akemi stood silently, covering her mouth and nose with her hands, trembling, and crying silently.