After a long time, Yu Fanxiang asked again: "Jinghua, I heard what Concubine Yu said to you before, I don't know if you can tell me about you and your eldest brother."

She thought that Feng Jinghua would not speak, but Feng Jinghua was silent for a while and said: "Outsiders don't know about this matter, and people in the capital don't know about it, but among the Feng family and my father's subordinates, everyone knows about it, and it's not a secret." ”

Feng Jinghua paused, took a deep breath, and said slowly: "When I was young, my father used to guard southern Xinjiang and was ordered to quell the rebellion and inter-tribal wars in southern Xinjiang. With my father in charge, the city of Shandu is quite peaceful, but the tribes around Shandu are not at peace, and they are very hostile to my father, and often loot and kill the villages and people near Shandu."

In a low, calm tone, she slowly recounted what happened to her brother.

From her eyes, expressions, and voices, there was no pain, remorse, loss of control, etc., only the quietness and depth of the sea that was unique to the end of the tsunami.

Yu Fanxiang looked at her, and a flash of understanding and respect flashed in her eyes.

Feng Jinghua is not without pain, nor is she without regrets, but she has learned to face and control these dark and painful feelings.

She buried this qiē deep and steadily in the depths of her heart, and chose to live bravely and resolutely, and lived well.

She didn't intend to use the past to punish herself and torture herself, the dark, tragic past that a person has experienced should be a motivation for her to become stronger and better, not a factor that makes her weaker, worse, and more painful Most people can't get rid of the past and overcome themselves, but she did it.

After finishing speaking, Feng Jinghua said: "This matter is a scar of the Feng family, and it is also a taboo of the Feng family. But since I can't change the past, I can only choose to change the future and make it better. ”

Yu Fanxiang thought thoughtfully: "You didn't find your brother's body and didn't see the body, how can you confirm that he is dead?"

Feng Jinghua said: "My brother was tortured like that, the chance of living is too low, and if he dies in that way, the body will definitely be unrecognizable and unrecognizable." There were so many unrecognizable bodies there, I couldn't comfort myself that my brother's body wasn't there, and where might he still be alive."

Yu Fanxiang said: "Maybe your brother may really be alive."

Feng Jinghua smiled bitterly, with a mist in his eyes: "Thirteen years have passed, if my brother is still alive, it is impossible that there is no news." If he is still alive, I am willing to pay any price in exchange for his return, including my life and my soul. ”

However, does she still have such a chance?

Yu Fanxiang sighed softly and patted her on the shoulder as a sign of comfort and support.

Mrs. Feng's matter came to an end for the time being, but after her brother's matter was turned out again, it continued to echo in Feng Jinghua's heart.

On the same day, Xia Lili also dressed up in a festive and gorgeous manner, and took a carriage to offer incense to the most prestigious Huguo Temple in Tianzhou.

But as soon as she took a step out of the Xia Mansion, a man in gorgeous clothes ran in front of her and stopped in front of her: "Lili, I'll accompany you where you want to go." ”

Xia Lili frowned when she saw him, and said impatiently: "Are you annoyed, I said I didn't want to see you anymore, why are you still pestering me?"

The person who came was the famous kraft candy Ji Linfeng.

Ji Linfeng was scolded by her, she didn't care at all, and said with a smile: "Lili, the Chinese New Year is only lively when there are many people, and you are so beautiful, it is easy to be targeted by the disciples, with me as the messenger of the flowers, no one will dare to beat your idea." ”

As he spoke, his eyes lingered on Xia Lili's face, eager to tear off the veil on Xia Lili's face.

Since he came back from Yizhou, Xia Lili has become weird, not only wearing a veil inexplicably, but also changing the previous habit of showing off her beauty in a high-profile manner, and strictly refusing any man to approach her, feeling like a fierce woman who guards her husband's chastity.

He kept getting close to Xia Lili, but he couldn't even see Xia Lili's face, he was very depressed, he often wondered: What happened to Lili that person has been dead for so long, why Lili still misses him

"Oh, aren't you the disciple who covets my beauty, I should be most wary of, it's you" Xia Lili squinted at him, her tone was very disdainful, "Besides, you are a weak scholar, what ability do you have to protect me The cowhide is so big, and you are not afraid of breaking it and making people laugh."

Since she knew that Liuxue was still alive, the men in the world were even less in her eyes, and Ji Linfeng couldn't even compare to a finger of Liuxue in her eyes, and she didn't want to talk to Ji Linfeng at all.

"I—I'm not a weak scholar." Ji Linfeng clenched his fists and bent his arms, wanting to prove to Xia Lili that he was also a tough guy, "I am also good at kung fu, and I also carry a secret weapon, if you encounter danger, I will swear to protect you to the death and never let you be hurt in the slightest."

After he came back from Yizhou, he learned from the pain and began to practice martial arts hard, and begged Hei Wuya to design a weapon for him, just to make himself stronger and clear the shame of returning from the defeat of this trip to Yizhou in the future.

Xia Lili had already gotten into the carriage: "Whatever you think, I won't marry you anyway, so you should die of this heart as soon as possible."

Ji Linfeng also wanted to stop her: "Lili"

But Xia Lili's carriage had already started, and it was running extremely fast, and in the blink of an eye, it was speeding away in front of his eyes.

Ji Linfeng waved his fist, jumped on the horse, and ran after Xia Lili's carriage.

Along the way, Xia Lili didn't even glance at the bustling street scene, she just thought about praying for Liuxue, praying that he was safe, and praying that she and Liuxue would eventually become a family.

After arriving at Huguo Temple, Xia Lili got out of the car and went to the main hall surrounded by the maids.

Huguo Temple is a thousand-year-old temple, the style is extraordinary, the treasure is solemn, and it is located in the northeast area where the nobles and rich people gather in Tianzhou, it is the most favored temple of the ladies and ladies of the capital, the daughters of the boudoir, but where the first day, the fifteenth day and the New Year's festival are celebrated, countless aristocratic ladies are gathered here, burn incense and pray to visit the temple fair, can be called the most charming scenery of Tianzhou.

At such times, countless noble sons will also come to watch and observe these young ladies and daughters, either to feast their eyes or to choose wives and concubines, and turn this place into a treasure place for the young masters of rich and noble families to meet, blind date, and date.

The daughters with this mentality will dress themselves up in a charming way, eager to make all the aristocratic young people fascinate themselves, so that they can choose the most perfect husband from among them, from this point of view, this kind of occasion can be regarded as a disguised beauty competition.

But Xia Lili still covered her face with a veil, and didn't look at other beauties and men at all.

She was dressed in a thick mink fur, and the big one wrapped her body tightly, however, her graceful figure and graceful demeanor still couldn't hide her "this appearance should only be available for nine days", which attracted everyone's amazing eyes.

In particular, her shape, size, spacing, pupil color, and eyes that perfectly match her skin tone, eyelashes, and eyebrows make women yearn for it and make men's hearts waver