Chapter 5 Thinking about the Past
I don't know if it's the sequelae of rebirth, sometimes I am in a trance on weekdays, and what happened in my previous life is like a dream, a wisp of smoke dissipates in the air, leaving no trace. No one believes it even if they say it, does it? Ke Luorao knew that if she didn't believe it, the passing clouds would become a reality and an irreversible tragedy in the General's Mansion.
Luo Rao was thinking about what kind of person she was in her previous life? Why did the General's Mansion in the previous life have a disaster? Is there a difference between the cousin and the outside? And Luo Jiao, how can her good sister be so ruthless?
She has too many unknowns, too many questions, but no one to tell her the cause and effect, she can only find the reasons by herself, find the answers by herself, and finally realize her wishes.
Luo Rao kept reminiscing about the past, and time kept going forward. Although it has been a long time, Luo Rao still remembers that when she went out to play that year, she twisted her foot on Xiaozhong Mountain, and the young man in white Liang Zhi took care of her carefully. At that time, the carriage was broken, more than ten miles of mountain roads, he walked down with himself on his back step by step, sweat dripping down his face, dripping the long hair on the side of his face, disrupting the image of the noble son, and said to himself vigorously, Sister Rao, don't cry, it will be there in a while, and it won't hurt to find the doctor to see. We'll be here soon, hold on a little longer, comfort by sentence, spoiled by sentence, and then he took difficult steps step by step.
When did he change?
Luo Rao still remembers that by the Spring Pavilion, Luo Jiao was holding a handful of peeled lotus seeds, and the place where her delicate little hands were already tired and red, third sister, I will peel so many lotus seeds, give them to you, with sparkling expectations in her eyes, let's be good sisters for a lifetime, okay?
When did she change?
The more I care, the more heartache I feel when I think about it.
It's they who have changed, and the only thing that hasn't changed is themselves.
She still thought about taking care of her love, but she was deceived, and she still thought about sisterhood, but she was poisoned.
Luo Rao thought that in her previous life, she was obsessed with poetry and books, and she didn't hear anything outside the window, and she always felt that everything else was useless, only the poems and books were the most elegant, and she was wrong.
Even if she cares a little bit, she will know about the affairs of the General's Mansion, Luo Rao thought about herself and said that Luo Jiao has no heart and doesn't care about the Luo family, why shouldn't she be, thinking of her parents in her mouth, but not anxious about what her parents are anxious about, thinking about her brother in her mouth, but she just met and said hello, enjoying family harmony, but she always thought that this peace was eternal, and the reality slapped her hard, making her sober, fortunately in this life, she can do it again.
People always relax in tranquility, but who knows that there is an inevitable crisis hidden under that relaxation.
Luo Rao breathed a long sigh of relief, "Born in sorrow and died in peace, the ancients did not deceive me." ”
"Is my sister still stuffy in the room?" Outside the door, Luo An's worried voice came from outside.
"I've seen the second young master, and the young lady is still in the house," Bi Zhi replied.
When Luo Rao heard this, she quickly wiped away her tears.
"Brother" Luo Rao raised a smile to say hello, thinking that she couldn't see it, she couldn't see it, if she saw the tears, her brother would definitely be worried again.
"Why are you stuffy in the house again, you won't grow tall." He approached leisurely and looked out of the corner of his eye.
"Nonsense, not really." Luo Rao said sullenly, "Is there anything wrong with my brother coming here?"
"I'm coming to you to pluck turnips."
"Brother, what are you going to do, what are you doing here, why do you have a strange feeling.
Thinking like this, he lifted Luo Rao's little face and pulled it out, "Pull the radish" He smiled so much that the corners of his mouth were about to grin to the edge of his face.
"Brother", Luo Rao shouted as she freed her face from his hands, and then finally gasped.
"Come with me to Xishan to ride a horse, pack up and leave." He got up and went out the door. After Luo An left, he was thinking: Auntie, why are you crying again, don't you know that although the tears can be wiped away, the corners of the reddish eyes are still there, the girl who covered her ears and stole the bell, what happened, let Si Chen go to check and didn't find out, and you didn't say anything when I asked you.
"Eh, brother, I haven't agreed yet." Luo Rao finally came back to her senses and called out.
"I promised for you." The voice grew smaller and smaller as he walked, but it was loud enough to be heard clearly.
"Brother, you are such a scoundrel", Luo Rao thought like this, and suddenly felt that his brother was a little different from his previous life, who could tell himself, where was the unsmiling brother in his previous life?
Luo Rao didn't want to go to Xishan to ride a horse, because she couldn't ride a horse, yes, she wouldn't, as the daughter of the General's Mansion, she couldn't ride a horse, in her previous life, I don't know how many times such a joke has been passed on. At that time, she felt that there was no way to change it, but once she almost fell off her horse while studying, and then her legs became weak when she was about to get on the horse, and her father did not dare to let her ride anymore.
However, now that she thinks about it, no matter how difficult it is, she has to overcome it, and no matter how difficult it is, she has to persevere.
Luo Rao changed into light clothes and saw that her brother had already led two horses and waited with his arms crossed under the tree.
She smiled slightly, "Brother, teach me to ride a horse." ”
"Okay", he lifted the reins, pointed to one of the horses and said, "This is stepping on the snow, go and say hello first." ”
Treading the snow, the horse is as its name suggests, the whole body is snow-white, and she seems to be very kind, and then she can't see anything, "Treading the snow, hello" Luo Rao saw the horse's ears move, and her heart was happy, "Later, you slow down, listen to my command, I don't know how to ride, I can't ride, you ...... later"
"Ah", she called out at once, and it was obvious that her brother was impatient with Luo Rao and continued to chatter, and then lifted her up and threw her on the horse.
He whistled, stepped on the snow and lifted his hooves and immediately ran.
"Brother, brother, hey" Luo Rao cried out in fright.
"It's good to hold on tightly and not fall off, the requirements are very low."
Luo Rao didn't need to look to know that her brother was riding a horse and followed next, she leaned forward, hugged the snow tightly, and said "Slow down, step on the snow" in her heart, but she was thinking about getting to the place quickly, why do you feel that her brother is very unreliable now, so scared, what if she falls, so high.
Trembling and holding the horse, she felt like she was going to die.
It's a good sin.
Finally the horse stopped, and Luo Rao felt that she no longer had the strength and courage to come down.
"Brother, you better take me down." She was still lying on top of Treadsnow, hanging her arms and legs.
The elder brother complied, and said with hatred, "Why are you so discouraged." ”
"It's very uncomfortable to ride a horse, it's too upside down, look at the heroic posture on your horseback, it turns out that it is also a good exchange for sin."
"I forgot to tell you, you have to use a little force on your legs, just put them lightly on the saddle." He said with a serious face.
Luo Rao glared at him and shouted "brother" into his ear.
He scratched his ears, "Little Ancestor, I can hear it."
Luo An glanced at her provocatively, and said, "Why, don't you dare to learn?" ”
"Learn", Luo Rao yelled back not to be outdone.
Luo An looked at such a energetic sister and thought to herself, Auntie, are you in a better mood?