Extra: There is only one you left in the world (4)
Since then, Qin Qing has always remembered that straight back, consciously or unconsciously, he was tall, dressed in black, and didn't say a word.
She would occasionally tell Lin Shuang, but she always looked like she was lacking in interest.
When she was in a good mood, she smiled at most and asked, "Why do you always mention this person, do you like him?" ”
Qin Qing heard this, but his heart was stagnant.
Do you like it?
It's just that I'm a little excited to finally see the legendary person, and that person really didn't disappoint her, whether it's the image or the feeling of alienation on the body, it's very different.
He does have that capital, enough to make these little girls who are full of fantasies about the other half swoon.
Qin Qing just wanted to deny it, and when she turned her head to look at Lin Shuang again, she found that she was no longer looking at her, the English book was spread on the table, the mobile phone was placed in the page, and she lowered her head slightly.
But it turned out to be just a casual question.
She had no interest in knowing the answer to this question at all, perhaps in Lin Shuang's heart, she only regarded this question as a joke, and she didn't really wonder whether she liked it or not.
It's just a person who exists in rumors, it's just a casual encounter, and Lin Shuang doesn't think they will have any incredible intersections.
How could anyone like this.
She has always believed in long-term love.
But love at first sight, something she didn't believe in, gave her a taste. It was a very strange feeling, maybe it was just a moment when his expression and movement caught your eye.
Qin Qing felt like this at that time. But like Lin Shuang, she doesn't believe in love at first sight, and they all say that love at first sight is not love but face.
So she didn't feel like the guy. At most, it's just a little bit of a good feeling.
In short, there were various reasons at that time, Lin Shuang didn't know that Qin Qing liked Shen Muhan first, and even she didn't remember Shen Muhan as a person.
Later, Qin Qing thought that maybe when she gossiped with her occasionally, Lin Shuang went in her left ear and out of her right ear.
Later, for nearly two months, Qin Qing didn't mention Shen Muhan in front of Lin Shuang again, and after a long time, she completely forgot about such a person, but Qin Qing couldn't forget it.
But he hasn't seen him since.
When she got out of class, she always looked at the teaching building of the Department of Medicine, but there were so many bamboos and lush foliage that it was almost invisible to the naked eye.
The path leading to the library never met him again.
It was like it was a dream.
It's her who thinks about it day and dreams it night.
Just when she was about to forget, Lin Shuang said something that made Qin Qing, who had been idle for a long time, excited all of a sudden, and at that time she didn't connect the protagonist of that incident with Shen Muhan at all.
Besides, she didn't see Shen Muhan's eyes at that time, as for Lin Shuang's eyes that were very dark, she naturally had no impression, and she was very tall. Black clothes. It looks quiet.
The latter points were taken together and instantly made Qin Qing think of that person.
But it was only for a moment, and she was vetoed by herself.
There are more tall boys in black, and Shen Muhan is not the only one who doesn't like to talk, the key is that she doesn't think that person is like that kind of enthusiastic person.
How could a person who didn't even say a word lend his umbrella to a girl he didn't know on a rainy night.
But it turns out that once you meet that fate, all the impossible is possible.
She liked him when she didn't realize it. By the time she realized it, that person had already met the love of her life. The little secrets that can't be told are forever secrets.
For many days and nights after that, Qin Qing was not sad. It's just that her reason is better than her emotion, and she accepts her fate.
I thought it was well hidden, but I thought Lin Shuang wouldn't know. But she felt it anyway.
But they have tacitly agreed not to talk about this topic all along.
Until one time, Lin Shuang drank some wine.
She was already a little drunk from a shallow amount of alcohol, so she would get into her bed that night and tell her that she was sorry.
Qin Qing didn't understand what she was saying at first, but she still stiffened all over, and her whole heart hung up. At that moment, she was only afraid that Lin Shuang would misunderstand her.
I'm just afraid she's not happy.
I'm afraid that the friendship she has worked so hard to maintain will collapse.
I'm afraid that she thinks that her best friend is as hypocritically in love with her boyfriend as written in the novel, and even has always coveted it.
She couldn't deny that she didn't have him in her heart, because no matter how she hid her maintenance of Shen Muhan, it was indeed too much, but she really didn't have those transgressive thoughts about him.
She can't control her heart, but she can control her hands and feet.
She loves Shen Muhan, but she loves Lin Shuang even more.
It's good, but after a long time she'll forget about it, and all the wounds will heal.
She's really ready for that.
But fate seems to have played a big joke on them.
Qin Qing said that he was not in a good mood, obviously the dust had settled but the sky suddenly collapsed, it was not that the peaks and loops were turning around, it was fate that involved them all in a new and even worse pain.
Lin Shuang, Shen Muhan, Xie Lulin, and her.
Each one is love.
It's not that she hasn't tried, she often goes to see Shen Muhan according to Mother Lin's explanation, she knows that he works hard, and occasionally goes to the hospital to see him, and sometimes brings him something to eat.
But he only eats chaos.
He never touched what she carried.
Even though Lin's mother always finds various reasons to let her go to the hospital, some of Shen Muhan's colleagues will say a few words to her when they see her, but they don't regard her as someone he likes.
Because no one will ever respect the person they like like ice, no one will ever be expressionless in the face of the person they like, and no one will ever refuse to care about the person they like.
How can anyone have nothing to say to the person they like.
Although he knew that this would be the case, when he really heard him say this, Qin Qing's heart was still cold, and the whole person froze in place.
She went to see him at the hospital in his free time, as usual, and he stood with a young girl in a nurse's uniform, and all she could see was a side face, which seemed to have no special expression.
Then she saw that the girl was biting her lip, and Qin Qing understood that appearance at once.
Shen Muhan has encountered peach blossoms.
Originally, this was not surprising, people like him would not go unliked.
Qin Qing just wanted to find a place to sit down and wait for him to finish speaking, but the nurse found her, and she heard her say, "Doctor Shen said that she is already married?" Is it this sister? ”
Qin Qing paused.
Shen Muhan also turned his head and looked over here.
"She's my wife's friend" barely hesitated, and then he withdrew his gaze.
The little nurse looked at Shen Muhan's back, standing in place and not knowing which way to go for a while.
Qin Qing's feet couldn't get out. Obviously, she knows very well in her heart, she knows everything, and she obviously doesn't care what her identity is in his heart.
But the moment the word friend came out of his mouth, she was still very sad.
It turned out that she couldn't help but mind the fact that people she had liked for so long never had her in their eyes. (To be continued.) )