Chapter 37: The Past Is Like Smoke
In the morning, Xia Wei came to the unit early, turned on the computer, and a familiar QQ message avatar flickered and jumped, she knew that it was sent by her friend Nanshan: "Have you had breakfast?" ”
Xia Wei knew that Nanshan must have something to say, so she immediately replied: "Well, after eating, how was your blind date?" ”
Xia Wei saw Nanshan's words in the space talk a few days ago that he didn't want to get married, and his father arranged a blind date for him, the key is that this time I don't know how many blind dates the old man has arranged. The reason why Xia Wei asked like this was because she didn't want Nanshan to misunderstand.
That was many years ago.
On a summer night, Xia Wei felt a little tired after a day's women's disease screening, and she had been in a bad mood recently, inexplicably irritable, and felt like a superfluous person. I often think about that unpleasant thing.
Xia Wei remembered that she had been transferred to a county-level hospital by the Health Bureau that year, and the establishment had been transferred to the county-level hospital through the Personnel Bureau.
She went to the health bureau, and the people in the bureau told her, "It's the dean who won't accept you!" Xia Wei walked down the street in a trance, thinking: Why is this? Didn't you go to give a gift?
Xia Wei came home and told her mother about it, and her mother said, "It must be that you didn't give gifts to the hospital leaders, so you can send some gifts and money in the evening." ”
Xia Wei looked at her mother hesitantly: "I don't have any money, I don't have 2,000 yuan in total, some people say that if I want to transfer, I have to send more than 100,000 yuan, and I don't have so much money to smash pots and sell iron?" ”
"And what about your salary over the years?"
"My salary and Xiao Lu add up to more than 1,000 yuan per month, sometimes the workload is not completed and we can't get so much, one month I and Xiao Lu only got less than 1,000 yuan because of the small workload, and we have to go to school diligently, and the tuition and living expenses are just enough, how can there be any money to spare?"
Mother also looked at Xia Wei in embarrassment: "Your father and I have just retired, and your brother and they have just bought a house, and the family has no money." ”
"Also, I'll call a friend to see if I can borrow it." After speaking, Xia Wei called her friend: "Hey! Mingzhong, hello! ”
"Hello! Xiaowei, what's the matter? ”
"I have something I want to ask you for help, I haven't been appointed for my transfer, others said that I want to visit the leader, otherwise I'm afraid this matter will be yellow, can you lend me 5,000 yuan? When my transfer is successful, one month's salary is enough to pay you back, and the salary in the county hospital is very high, if it is not successful, I am afraid that it will take several years to save money to pay you back. ”
"Can we still talk about it based on our relationship? I know who you are, you can come and get it in a while, and when you have the money, you will pay it back to me, don't worry. ”
"Okay, thank you so much." Xia Wei hung up the phone, and her mother said on the side: "Why don't you borrow more, Mingzhong is a rich businessman." ”
"I don't dare, I have to pay it back if I borrow it, and I will say more about the five thousand. Even if he says he won't pay it back, I won't, so I'll take the money and try it first. ”
Mom looked at Xia Wei helplessly: "Then try it first." ”
Xia Wei bought a gift, sandwiched a red gift bag in the middle of the gift, the gift bag contained a borrowed 5,000 yuan, she came to the dean's house, she was received by the dean's wife, the dean's wife asked the reason, and then looked at the things in the gift box, and looked at Xia Wei without cutting it: "You go first, there are important guests coming to my house in a while, and I will help you talk to him when he comes back." Xia Wei reluctantly walked out of the dean's house, and as soon as she went out, she met the director of a health center, carrying high-end cigarettes and alcohol to the dean's house.
Xia Wei has been muttering in her heart since she met the dean's wife: Why is there no news yet?
About a few months later, that day, Xia Wei was at work, suddenly the phone in the office rang, the department director took the phone and hurriedly shouted with a smile: "Xia Wei, there is good news for you, the director of the county hospital asked you to go to his office." ”
Xia Wei came to the dean's office excitedly, and the dean directly handed over the gift box from the last time to her and said: "You take the things back, if you want to come to our unit, let your husband come over, I also know him, he asked you to go back from me when you graduated, and now he has to agree to the transfer." ”
Xia Wei stood there stunned for a long time, remembering that when she had just graduated, Xiao Lu asked to be assigned back to her original unit, and it turned out that she was looking for the dean. By the way, she remembered, wasn't this dean serving as the deputy director of the Health Bureau at that time? No wonder, the head teacher recommended himself to the director of the bureau and asked him to give a care point when he was assigned, but it was useless, it turned out to be like this. Thinking of this, she didn't know what to say, so she staggered home and told Xiao Lu what the dean said, Xiao Lu immediately put down his face and said, "I can't go, he is an excuse, do you believe it?" ”
When Xia Wei saw Xiao Lu's reaction, she became angry: "You refused to go when you ran away, but now people let you go, but you still don't go, do you want to kidnap me by your side for the rest of your life?" You're only going to make people hate you even more. ”
"I'm just going to keep you with me, don't think about any transfers! Aren't you going to divorce me? I just won't let you have a chance to contact him. ”
"Do you think you'll be able to keep me like this?" After speaking, Xia Wei cried, she knew that as long as her husband didn't come forward, there would never be any hope for the transfer. Crying and crying, she also compromised: forget it! Just accept your fate, who let herself marry him so willfully in the first place. Actually, there's nothing wrong with him, it's just that he doesn't understand himself and doesn't have a common language, so forget it, try not to talk to him. Hey, just accept your fate.
That day, Xia Wei rested at home and went to Xiao Lu's hometown in the countryside. Xiao Li, a colleague who has been transferred to the county hospital, rested and went home, had lunch, passed by the door of Xia Wei's house, and saw Xia Wei talking to her family in front of the door, Xiao Li greeted him: "Xia Wei, you are also at home." ”
Xia Wei heard the greeting and hurriedly followed the voice: "Hey! Xiao Li, it's you, come and sit down. ”
"Okay, I was going to talk to you." As Xiao Li spoke, he came to the house with Xia Wei. Xia Wei made a cup of tea and handed it to her, "Please drink tea." ”
"Okay, thank you!" Xiao Li took the tea and put it on the table, touched his flushed face with his hand, and said with a smile: "Hey, I drank too much wine, and my face is hot." Excuse me. ”
"It's okay, just rest for a while."
"Well, yes, I'm fine, I'm just a little excited, nothing else." Xiao Li stroked the long hair in front of him and continued: "Xia Wei, why hasn't your movement moved? ”
"I don't know."
"Do you still want to move? Actually, your personnel relationship is already in the county hospital, as long as you make a little effort. Do you know what the salary and benefits are at the county hospital? That's several times the following! ”
"Of course I want to, it's all on the job."
"yes, you're going to find someone! Spend some money. ”
"I've looked for it, but people don't want my money."
"Do you know what the problem is?" Xiao Li moved closer to Xia Wei and continued: "It must be that you have too little money, otherwise you won't want it." ”
"Oh, I said, how could I not, but I don't have much money to give gifts."
"You can take out a loan, and some people who transferred to the county hospital with me ran away with the loan money. If you really don't have money, you can have other ways, such as sex, men like it, he wants it, you just give it, it's nothing, and it's indispensable. I didn't have any money in order to be transferred, so who would have money in a country hospital. I took action with my husband, I specialize in leadership, and he specializes in leadership. My husband is handsome, right? When the leader's wife saw it, she smiled. Hee-hee, didn't I succeed? ”
Xia Wei looked at Xiao Li suspiciously, as if she didn't know her, and then said, "Then forget it, I can't do this." ”
"Hey, you're just a tendon, and you haven't grown."
Xia Wei couldn't be transferred, and since then she has been in a slump, often sitting in the office in a daze, and sometimes crying involuntarily.
After dinner, Xia Wei plunged into the computer and played games. Suddenly, a message asking to join a friend flickered, she stopped the game she was playing, and opened the requester's space, she felt familiar, those space articles seemed to be said to herself, the space was beautifully arranged, and there were good songs. This is a miracle for her, who has just come into contact with computers and is not proficient in it for a long time, she is very envious and likes it very much. She suddenly felt that it should be Wang Tao who changed his tricks to join, she clicked agree without thinking, Xia Wei first asked the person with the online name Nanshan: "Are you Wang Tao?" ”
The other person replied, "How do you know my name?" Wang Tao is my pen name, and my real name is Zhu Xiaotao. ”
Xia Wei thought for a while: "Why do you want to add me as a friend?" ”
"You are Haipan, I am looking for you so hard."
"What?"
"Don't you want to see the sea? I want to show you the sea. ”
"Are you free?"
"No, I'm Zhu Xiaotao." The other party still sent a message: "How are you doing?" ”
"Not good." Xia Wei thought that Wang Tao must have asked this because he was not worried about himself, so she wanted to talk to him.
"What's wrong?"
"I feel that life is meaningless, I am so tired of living, and I feel that this world has nothing to do with me." Xia Wei became a little sad.
"Don't be like this, you still have relatives, how can it be meaningless?"
"Well, that's what I said."
"You have to be good."
"Hmm."
Xia Wei and Nanshan often talk like this, and they treat each other as their favorite people, telling about the depression in their hearts. Nanshan left her a phone number to contact her, and sometimes chatted on the phone.
……
On this day, Xia Wei and Nanshan just chatted for a few words before the power went out, and Xia Wei sent a text message to Nanshan on her mobile phone: "There was a power outage just now, so I can't reply to you with QQ." ”
After a few seconds, Xia Wei's mobile phone rang, and when she saw the call, it was Nanshan calling, she answered the call, and a familiar baritone voice came: "Hello! The girl I went home on a blind date this time is a pretty honest person, and she gets along well, the most important thing is that she is quite close to her father, and I think I want to marry her home to accompany my father. ”
"Do you like her, then? If you get married to accompany your father, you can't do this, so it would be better to find a wife for your father to accompany him. ”
"My mother will curse you if she finds out in Hades."
"Your mom would thank me if she knew, and I helped her say what she wanted to say."
"Dad has a confidante, don't worry about me."
"Just marry into the door."
"They said I wasn't married."
"That's why, huh?"
"So, I have to get married quickly, even if I don't have sex."
"You can't joke about marriage, it's not good for others or yourself."
"Auntie, listening to you, I can be sure that you are Auntie, you really work in the hospital, then I have a doctor friend, if there is anything I don't understand in the future, I can consult you."
"Okay, I'm sure I'm not that Haipan, get along with her with your heart, I wish you to find happiness as soon as possible!"
"Okay, thank you, Auntie."
"No thanks."
At this time, netizen A Le added Xia Wei's friend, and Xia Wei saw that A Le was from her hometown in Henan, so she added A Le as a friend.