Chapter 222 Helping each other in the end
Qin Shujiu's eyes were full of hatred, for those who harmed her clan, the hatred that entered the marrow, but this kind of hatred was enough to drive a person crazy, this is the kind of thing, which Murong Duanruo didn't want to see the most. He understood Qin Shujiu's hatred, but he had to persuade her out loud, just looking at the hatred that burst out of his eyes, Murong Duanruo said.
"I know you hate it, but now, that's it, how?"
He wanted to persuade, because he still felt sorry for this girl who had been spoiled since childhood, so he wanted to persuade, but he had experienced such a miserable thing, and this hatred that penetrated deep into his heart could not be solved by Murong Duanruo's persuasion. It was because of Murong Duanruo's persuasion that Qin Shujiu smiled.
Directly moving his eyes to look at Murong Duanruo, Qin Shujiu smiled and said: "Brother Murong, you actually persuaded me, I really didn't expect that even you would persuade me, is it that for Brother Murong, the blood feud of my clan is so nothing?" In the eyes of Brother Murong, this qiē is not comparable to the country, the society, and the Ten Thousand Pilgrimage Monarch in your eyes. ”
The last words should be a roar, Yan Yu persuaded her, although Qin Shujiu felt angry, but it was understandable. After all, Yan Qi is a general, and he is the most trusted commander of the forbidden army in Liqing, and he has been accustomed to guarding His Majesty in the past 20 years. But Murong Duanruo even persuaded her, this persuasion really made Qin Shujiu feel ridiculous, she hung in her heart for twenty years, and regarded it as the only thing she looked forward to to living.
Now it appears in front of others, in exchange for a series of persuasions.
She couldn't understand why she should just give up, why she should just give up on her own blood hatred, because there was no solution, Qin Shujiu's questioning was extremely depressed, and her roar hurt not only herself, but also Murong Duanruo.
Heart, because of Qin Shujiu's roar, the whole heart was pinched up with words, and Murong Duanruo said: "I'm just a doctor, I only know how to save the dead and help the wounded, and I don't understand the things that protect the country, and I haven't thought about it." But even if I don't understand, I know what kind of person Yu Wensheng is, that person's heart is like a needle and his wrist is vicious, and if you fight him, you have no chance of winning. Yu Wenhao is except, you have broken his right arm, but what should this be done except for Yu Wenhao, Yu Wenhao is violent by nature, and it is not easy to get rid of him. But what about Yu Wensheng, he is a person who is used to seeing blood on the battlefield, and people like the old general who are scheming have not been able to calculate him in the end, what do you use to fight him. ”
It's not that the grievances of the Tan clan are nothing to him, but Qin Shujiu, who can't fight with that person at all, whether it's that person or the person behind him, it can't be uprooted by her alone. Dumping the power of the government and the opposition back then, in the end, it was not because of calculations that they were slaughtered, but now with a weak person like Qin Shujiu, how to take revenge.
If Murong Duan really didn't know, he couldn't see the possibility of victory, what he could see in front of his eyes was that the remnants of the Tilt Clan were broken, and Qin Shujiu would definitely be defeated.
He is not a saint, he asks for different things, and he is just here to protect the young sister who is cherished by the person he loves, but this distressing young sister has already caused hatred to invade the blood and bones, just like the eldest sister who has passed away.
Even if you want to die with this life, you must make those people pay for what they did back then.
Murong Duanruo's words not only did not make Qin Shujiu listen to it, but remembered something, his teeth and hatred grinded each other, that is, his heart was choked and resentful, Qin Shujiu suppressed his anger and said: "What do I use to fight him, is it not enough to take my life?" Ever since I stepped into this Taiming Palace, I haven't thought about getting out alive. Everyone is gone, and now the eldest sister is gone, if I don't turn this dynasty upside down, how can I stop. What about Yu Wensheng? What about Mrs. Zheng? What about the Holy Ones today? Since they were unkind back then, don't blame me for being unrighteous now, if I can make the two old thieves of Captain Xu and General Fuguo fall to this point, I can also make them follow in his footsteps. ”
The heart is like a needle, and the wrist is vicious, so what? Can you stand up to the poisonous arrows of others? If he is really vicious, Qin Shujiu will be more poisonous than him, and he can't believe that there is no way to get rid of this old treacherous and cunning thief.
Taiwei Xu and the auxiliary generals were the ones she planned to get rid of, since the two old thieves had been removed, how could she not send Yu Wensheng down to accompany them? Qin Shujiu's hatred can be seen from her words, she really wants to turn this front and back dynasty upside down, but her heart is ruthless, but what she does is still dangerous and unrealistic. It was when he heard Qin Shujiu's hateful words, Murong Duanruo immediately said.
"Captain Xu and the auxiliary general, he is a vassal, and he has never been a successful master, when the old general was trapped, what do you think can be achieved with their minds? It's just that it is the vassals who have Yu Wensheng and Zheng Taifu behind them to have the power they have now. If those two greedy people want to get rid of them, as long as they have their minds, it is not difficult to get rid of them. But what about Yu Wensheng and Mrs. Zheng? These two are the old foxes who are the deepest hidden in the court. Their schemes, their foundations, do you think you really have the ability to uproot them? Xi'er, don't think about these unrealistic, you really can't fight them, just listen to Brother Murong's advice, let go of this qiē, leave here, and Brother Murong will take you out of here. ”
No matter how cold he was on his face and how indifferent he was to others, Murong Duanruo was still a kind and righteous person after all, and he wanted to watch Qin Shujiu go further and further on this road of no return.
He can't, and he can't.
He wanted to persuade Qin Shujiu to put down a qiqi and leave here, as long as she was willing, even if he fought for his life, he would take her away. It's a pity that Qin Shujiu won't stop at all, Murong Duanruo's words are just Qin Shujiu's smile, Fang Cai's roar gaffe seems to be just an illusion of others, at this time, Qin Shujiu has gradually returned to normal, and he still has the usual faint smile, Qin Shujiu said.
"Brother Murong, it's too late, it's like this, it's impossible for me to stop, let alone turn back. The play has already been staged, and no one can disperse the play if they don't finish singing. ”
"Do you really want to be stubborn, really want to abandon your own life, really abandon the country and society?"
The words were already full of sadness, Murong Duanruo looked at Qin Shujiu like that, and his cold eyes showed brilliance again, but this time the brilliance was too sad. Murong Duanruo asked softly, and Qin Shujiu also responded with a soft smile, just looking at him like that, his eyes scattered very far, Qin Shujiu muttered softly.
"Disregarded? It's not that I don't care about it, but I don't have my life to care about it. Brother Murong, do you know? Do you know what I was through that night? Obviously, the family was still Qingning that night, and the second sister was still studying medicine in the study during dinner, the third sister and the fourth sister were still fighting me in the room, and the eldest brother of my father was still regretting chess and fighting on the side. But the next moment, the next moment everything changed, after the father, the eldest brother and the eldest sister asked someone to use a strategy to lure out of the house, everything changed. That night, the night was so quiet, but those people sneaked into the house silently like ghosts, ghosts came, knives and axes suddenly rose, and hundreds of lives of my clan were slaughtered that night. There were cries for help everywhere, and there was a sea of blood everywhere, but no one could save us. At that time, Uncle Han desperately picked me up and took me to hide in the dark room of the house. I hid inside, afraid of being anxious, and terrified, but I couldn't scream or cry. I could only hide inside, letting Uncle Han cover my mouth, listening to the shouts of the clansmen outside, and the sound of heads breaking when the sword and axe swung over. ”
Even now, remembering the qiē of the past, Qin Shujiu's body still can't help but tremble, and that memory is a nightmare, an irrevocable nightmare trapped in his brain for the rest of his life. Even if it is another ten or twenty years, as long as he remembers it, it is enough to make Qin Shujiu stiffen and lose his complexion.
Although Murong Duanruo had never seen the misery of the Tilt clan back then, when he heard about it from others later, he could also figure out what kind of miserable situation it was. But even if he had thought about it a lot, and now that he was called Qin Shujiu, his complexion still changed suddenly. He didn't dare to imagine what kind of night it was, how the girl in front of him survived that night, how she stood in front of him alive, and told herself about the despair of that night.
Smiling bitterly and speaking softly, Qin Shujiu said softly while thinking about it: "I will never forget that night, those terrible cries I heard hidden in the dark that night, they are a nightmare that seeped into my bones, I don't want to get rid of it in this life." ”
The memories of childhood can last a lifetime, and they cannot be eradicated even if there are thousands of methods. Every time Qin Shujiu said a word, that sentence was like a heavy stone pressing on Murong Duanruo's body, making his heart a little breathless, that is, when Qin Shujiu's heart had been pressed to the bottom of Qin Shujiu's detailed complaints, Qin Shujiu suddenly paused. After a pause, looking at Murong Duanruo, Qin Shujiu suddenly said.
"Brother Murong, do you know how the second sister died?"
For so many years, Murong Duanruo has been forcing himself to ignore this matter, and he has never explored how Qian Yuxin died. Because he was afraid, he was afraid that when he knew how his beloved died tragically, he would hate this country, hate this society, hate this unjust world. So he has been forcing himself not to care, not to delve into it, not to know a qiē, such a faint isolation from the world, not to know anything.
has always been pressed like this, only if he doesn't know anything, he won't complain about this world. It's just that he has been avoiding and refusing to face it, but now he has asked Qin Shujiu to be cruelly peeled off. Looking at him like that, Qin Shujiu asked softly.
"Brother Murong, do you know how the second sister died back then?"
The resentment that didn't need to be asked, it was such a low inquiry that his heart trembled, which was enough to make Murong Duanruo breathless. As if something was blocked in his chest, Murong Duanruo subconsciously opened his mouth and took a deep breath, and then subconsciously asked.
"How did she die?"
After escaping for so many years, he also faced it face to face, a question in exchange for a more miserable laugh, Qin Shujiu raised his head and looked at the top, and swallowed back the tears that wanted to roll down with a mouthful, Qin Shujiu said: "That night, the second sister died, do you know Brother Murong?" The second sister died in front of me like that. I hid with Uncle Han in the dark room, and the second sister died outside the dark room like that, and I watched those chasing the clansmen break into the study, slash and kill my clansmen, and finally even the second sister's life was not spared. At that time, the second sister was standing outside the secret door, and the sword slashed at her like that, directly from top to bottom. The second sister's blood splashed out, and the blood was spilled on the ground like that, and the second sister was lying on the secret door at that time. The second sister knew that we were hiding inside, and I knew that she knew, and in the crack of the secret door, I saw the blood on the second sister's face, and the red eyes of the second sister. Obviously, it hurt like that, but the second sister didn't say a word, she used her life to hide the secret door, protect the lives of me and Uncle Han, and finally asked those people to be killed outside the secret door. It's like being afraid that a knife won't kill the second sister, and the successive knives all fell on the second sister, such a deep knife edge, Brother Murong, do you know how many knives the second sister asked the group of ghosts to cut before she died? ”
Inquiry, because of the pain in his heart, Qin Shujiu asked out loud, who else can know such an inquiry? Just listening to Qin Shujiu's words, Murong Duanruo's heart was already so painful that he couldn't help himself, so he raised his hand and grabbed the placket of his chest, Murong Duanruo stood there and listened to Qin Shujiu's words and words lightly.
"Eight knives, those demons slashed eight times on the second sister."
Such a weak woman, with no power to restrain the chicken, I really don't know how she supported the eight knives, but I was afraid that it was not only her body that hurt at that time, but also the heart that I couldn't think about anyway.
Qian Yuxin suffered such a sin before he died, Murong Duanruo never dreamed that he had been forcing not to find out about this matter, who knew that the truth that he would not find out was like this.
At that moment, Murong Duanruo regretted it, he regretted why he was not in Kyoto at the time, why he didn't find out about this matter afterwards, why he let Qian Yuxin die a painful death alone, but he never thought of making those who were free to pay the price they deserved.
At that moment, he really regretted, what he regretted was his heart, and what he hated was his own people.
Murong Duanruo has always loved the heart of the feather, even if it has been the past twenty years, he can still only let go of the heart of the feather, and the voice and smile of the person he loved in the past are now floating in front of him again, making Murong Duanruo's heart like a needle prick, bursts of pain.
Murong Duanruo's heart hurt, thinking that he couldn't say words of persuasion anymore, he was there looking at Murong Duanruo who showed a look of absolute pain, and only after half a sound did Qin Shujiu murmur: "Regardless of the country, regardless of the society, this Jiangshan society is under the desperate protection of my father, how can I ignore it." It's just that this piece of country was taken by my father for His Majesty, and now I want him to return this piece of country to me, is it wrong? ”
Is there anything wrong, and how can one person be clear, that is, he forced to suppress the resentment in his heart, Murong Duanruo looked at Qin Shujiu who was in a trance, and then said: "Damn, they all deserve to die, but even if they all deserve to die, what do you do to fight with Yuwensheng." He is too strong, too strong, you can never pull off, even if this scene has already started, how can you make this scene sing with your heart? ”
How can things be done by themselves, especially when they meet an old and cunning person like Yu Wensheng, how can they get their wish?
If Murong Duan hated those people, after hearing that Qian Yuxin had died so miserably, he hated those people. It's just that no matter how much he hates, he can still see the facts clearly after all, and his heart is still worried about Qin Shujiu.
Worried, it should be worried, but since Qin Shujiu has set up this scene, he is bound to be in a good situation, that is, looking at Murong Duanruo, Qin Shujiu said; "The drama will inevitably go on with my thoughts, Brother Murong doesn't have to worry about this. You must know that I am not the only one who wants Yu Wensheng's life. ”
After this words, Murong Duanruo's heart was immediately clear, it was suddenly clear, and then his eyes suddenly lit up, and the moment he suddenly brightened, his eyes instantly dimmed, and it was Murong Duanruo who was sunk and said: "That's how it is!" "The words don't need to be straightforward, it is enough to be clear to each other, that is, after the heart is clear, Murong Duanruo is already straight.
After a short period of time, he tasted the pain of worrying his heart, and now he has made up his mind, and his face has regained his band feelings, Murong Duanruo said.
"Persuade you, I don't know if I can persuade you, so I sue me, how can I help you."
Persuad, he can't persuade him, and even now, he doesn't want to persuade. At this time, Murong Duanruo wanted to know how he could help Qin Shujiu.
Murong Duanruo's help, Qin Shujiu didn't think about it, but now that he has understood his mentality, he is the best for her. It was because of this that Qin Shujiu gritted his teeth and said clearly.
"How can you help me? All you have to do is help me get their lives, and that's enough. (To be continued.) )