109. Self-humiliation

The colleague next to him asked, "Doctor Ling, or just rest for a few minutes."

"Okay, take a break." Dr. Ling was relieved.

Colleagues all looked sympathetically at the back of Dr. Ling walking towards the cot.

But Dr. Ling, who returned to the small bed, couldn't calm down, his mind was a mess, and his chest was also blocked.

Ten minutes passed, and Dr. Ling still didn't adjust at all, and the assistant came over and asked him carefully if he was okay, and he suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness. In this state, how to do surgery? Two living lives are in their own hands. He is not allowed to slack off in the slightest. Their parents were outside the operating room, full of anticipation, and this was their only pair of children. If anything goes wrong...... He didn't dare to imagine.

Dr. Ling decided to give up on the surgery, and he knew what this decision meant. He had to bear some of the costs of the operation, such as the cost of anesthesia for the patient and the donor, these one-time material costs, because as long as it is opened, even if it has not been used, it cannot be used again.

When Dr. Ling told his colleagues that he had decided to give up on the operation, the colleagues were stunned, this was something that had never happened before, all the preparations had been made, and the patient had already entered the state of anesthesia, so how could he say that if he didn't do it, he wouldn't do it?

But Dr. Ling said, "I'm not in a good state today, and I can't guarantee that I will be able to complete this surgery smoothly, so why do I have to do it if I know that the consequences are not good?"

"But the anesthesia has been administered, and there is still a cost for materials...... What about these fees? It is not possible for the patient's family to bear these costs. ”

"I'm going to pay for it myself, and I'd rather bear the costs than risk this surgery. It's a respect for life. ”

"How do you explain it to the patient's family? If the patient's family is reasonable, it is okay to know that it is for the good of the patient, and if it is unreasonable to take the opportunity to mess with the person, it is enough to bear it. "Some of the patient's family members in the hospital are still making trouble unreasonably! If they have any tricks in their hands, it's no wonder if they don't make trouble.

"It's okay, I'll go explain it to them. Just tell the truth. ”

"No, Dr. Ling, if the patient's family makes a fuss. It's not just your business, it's the hospital's business, so you can't tell your family the truth. Just find another reason to prevaricate and put back a few days before operating on him. ”

The colleague called the leader without saying anything. Let's talk about it a little bit.

The leader asked Dr. Ling to answer the phone.

The leader said: "Doctor Ling, the matter at your home has affected your work, I will settle accounts with you later, and now I want to say that since you are not sure to do this operation." Just cancel today's surgery, I am in favor, anyway, this kind of surgery is nothing to do a few days before and after, but it is impossible to say that there is no impact at all, if the patient does not have surgery in time, the condition suddenly deteriorates This situation is not impossible, so you must find a reasonable reason to communicate with the patient's family, if you tell the truth to the patient's family, you are at fault, and you are representing the hospital. In the future, if any situation occurs, the patient's family will put all the responsibility on the hospital. ”

"So what's the reason?" Dr. Ling asked.

"Isn't it simple? It is said that the patient has high blood pressure and rapid heartbeat after being given anesthetics, so he is not suitable for surgery. Such an explanation is reasonable. The patient's family is not to blame the hospital. At most, the hospital said that it was sympathetic to the patient's family, so the hospital was able to reduce part of the fee this time. ”

"It's my fault! Since it's my fault, I'll take it. How can these costs be borne by the patient's family? ”

The leader's tone was stern, "Doctor Ling, it's not a matter of a little expense. If they don't bear the cost at all, it means that this matter is the fault of the hospital, if there is anything behind, can you Dr. Ling afford it alone? ”

Oh, yes! The patient's condition can change at any time. If before the next operation, the patient is fine, if something happens, look at the medical troubles over the years, it is not just a matter of a little surgery fee.

Faced with reality, Dr. Ling had to approve of the hospital leadership's plan. The patient's family was told that the patient was unwell after anesthesia, so the operation could not be performed for the time being.

Looking at the worried and disappointed looks of the patient's family, Dr. Ling felt very uncomfortable. It is really undesirable to cause such distress to patients and their families because of their own reasons.

Because of Fang Lihua's noise, Dr. Ling's various scandals spread all over the hospital at once, and the impact was very bad, and Dr. Ling was called into the office by the leader and reprimanded.

Dr. Ling came out of the leader's office, and everywhere he went, he was pointed at by others, "He usually looks like a decent person, how can he be like this, is there a good man in this world?" ”

"The medical skills are high, but the character is not good? Ay! There is no such thing as a perfect person! ”

"Looking like a decent man and a gentleman, it turns out that it's nothing more than that."

"Doctor Ling turned out to be the perfect male god in my mind! Overnight, the image fell apart and my heart was broken......"

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Before it was time to get off work, Dr. Ling went back to where he lived, these days, he lived in this hotel, because he was busy with work, he didn't have time to look for a house, just this afternoon, he went to find an agent to rent a house, and his son could live with him on weekends in the future.

Ling Chengzhi was an intermediary and quickly found a suitable house, but because the brother of the previous tenant moved out and the house had not been cleaned, he could only move in the next day. Ling Chengzhi returned to the hotel.

Fang Lihua was dragged out of the hospital by the security guards like a drag dog and thrown outside the hospital, not allowing her to enter the hospital again, and the onlookers also changed from the original enthusiasm and sympathy to contempt and disgust, Fang Lihua found that she unconsciously played the role of a clown again. In addition to ruining Ling Chengzhi's reputation, she was ridiculed by others, which made Ling Chengzhi hate herself even more, she didn't get anything, this was not her original intention, it was not the result she wanted.

recalled that Ling Chengzhi said to the security guard in disgust: "Drag this crazy woman out." Fang Lihua saw that Ling Chengzhi no longer had the slightest emotion for her, and only had a face full of disgust and despair.

Fang Lihua came home dejected, sitting on the sofa in a daze, the TV was on, and her favorite TV series was playing, but she couldn't watch a single picture, her mind was full of Ling Chengzhi's face looking at her indifferently and disgusting and saying to the security guard to drag the crazy woman out.

PS: The current scheduled release has been changed, and it's not easy to use, so I can only release it instantly, so the update time is a little irregular these days, because I am at work and the free time is not fixed, so I'm sorry. (To be continued.) )