There are still things at home that have not been explained, and there is no one to take care of the children, they are not at ease, as soon as Lin Shuang's condition stabilized, Lin Dad and Lin Mom went home.

With Shen Muhan guarding them, they are also relieved.

When Lin Shuang woke up that night, she saw Shen Muhan who was sleeping next to his bed and holding her hand, she suddenly felt sad, if he didn't like her, maybe he wouldn't have to suffer like this.

You don't have to worry about it all day.

She knows all his hard work, but she can't share anything for him, and she can't even take care of her body and not let him worry about it.

She suddenly felt unfair for him.

Lin Shuang actually woke up earlier, and she heard Shen Muhan's call to the foreign doctor in the ward when she crossed the ocean.

I heard the doctor say that there is a very important operation that can't be left now, and it will take about three or five days to come over, and he heard Lin Shuang's situation on the phone, and his tone of voice was also a little dignified.

He said that her condition was very serious in the first operation, and she was completely thankful for success, and she was afraid that her body might not be able to withstand it if she could succeed in the second operation.

The meaning is obvious.

She is considered to have died for nine times this time, and there is little hope that she can wait for three or five days without mentioning it first, even if she waits for it.

This was something she hadn't thought about, she thought that God was on her side.

The ward was filled with the smell of disinfectant water, which was the smell she hated the most, but now she had to be with it all day long, Lin Shuang sniffed and didn't let the tears fall.

She only moved slightly, and Shen Muhan noticed it, and he was startled and immediately sat up straight. Leaning over nervously with one hand on the head of the bed, "Is there anything uncomfortable?" ”

"No," Lin Shuang shook his head.

Shen Muhan was still a little nervous and didn't dare to leave for a moment, "Do you want to eat?" ”

Lin Shuang wanted to shake her head, but when she saw Shen Muhan's nervous and expectant eyes, she couldn't bear to refuse, "I want to eat some porridge, white rice porridge doesn't add anything."

"Okay, you wait a minute, I'll buy it for you" Shen Muhan was as happy as a child when he heard that Lin Shuang was willing to eat, Lin Shuang looked at him impatiently, and the tip of his nose was sour.

She never thought that Shen Muhan was happiest at this time, even happier than when he saw the baby.

After Shen Muhan left, she was alone on the bed.

His eyes stared blankly at the top of his head.

The ward was very quiet, and the things that she didn't dare to think about seemed to have escaped out of thin air, and whether she dared to think about it or not didn't mean that it didn't exist.

Everyone who has experienced it should understand that feeling. She didn't want to think about it, but she couldn't restrain herself from thinking about it. Then I want to cry one at a time.

Maybe when the tears are all over and you really want to leave, you won't cry.

Thinking like this, tears oozed from the corners of his eyes.

I don't know how long it took for Lin Shuang to hear the footsteps, she hurriedly reached out and wiped her eyes, put on a good-looking smile, and waited for Shen Muhan to push the door in.

But she only ate a little bit of the porridge and didn't want to eat it, she looked up at Shen Muhan and lowered her head and drank the porridge again, but fortunately she didn't spit it out.

After eating, Shen Muhan put the things on the table.

"Talk to me," she smiled, shifted her position, found a comfortable position, and lay down. The long hair that had finally grown was gone.

What was once within reach is now a treasure for her.

Shen Muhan said "um" and sat on the edge of her bed.

"Turn off the lights. It's a bit dazzling," Lin Shuang gestured and blocked his eyes with his hand. In fact, she was just afraid that she would accidentally cry out and be seen by him, and he would be sad in that way.

Shen Muhan didn't think much about it, and immediately got up and turned off the light, and the ward fell into darkness for a moment. A figure approached her and sat down beside her.

Lin Shuang felt that her hand was tightly wrapped by a warm big palm, she sniffed and didn't cry.

"How's Mom and Dad?" Lin Shuang's voice was very soft.

Shen Muhan smiled, "It's all good, you don't have to worry"

"Well, I'm not worried about you here" Shen Muhan's attitude towards her parents was completely in her eyes, she thought that even if she was not there one day, he would treat her parents as her biological parents.

Lin Shuang smiled and felt comforted.

"The child is okay, I really want to see him" Lin Shuang suddenly wanted to cry when she said this, she was really afraid that she would not be able to see her little guy in the future.

She hadn't heard him call her mom, she hadn't seen him smile mischievously at her, she hadn't taken his chubby little hand and watched him crawl around on the ground.

Shen Muhan's warm palm caressed her face, still smiling, "He misses his mother too, I'll see him soon when you're better."

But can she still be okay?

If she wasn't there, Shen Muhan would probably find another mother for the child, as long as she thought of this, she would be sad and jealous.

The futures she had thought about, they leaned on each other until the twilight snow-white heads, rocking the rocking chair in the sunset, their hair was gray, their teeth were gone, their eyes were blurred, and their children and grandchildren were around their knees, happy and happy.

All the scenes were the same as she imagined, but she was not alone with him.

It wasn't her who went from green silk to white hair with him.

It's her blessing.

Life is too short to be white-headed.

Thinking of this, the wetness in her eyes became heavier, Lin Shuang blinked, tilting her head slightly, afraid that his fingertips would touch her cold tears.

After a while, Lin Shuang calmed down before gently shaking Shen Muhan's hand, "Take good care of yourself, don't be too tired."

What she said was not only the present but also the future when she was gone, in case she was gone, she couldn't rest assured that there were only a few things, parents, children, and him.

Shen Muhan could hear the meaning of these words and also perceived the atmosphere in the room, the curtains were tightly drawn, and no light could penetrate in, so dark, she probably thought that he didn't know that she was crying secretly. But he was still laughing, "Won't you take good care of me?" ”

Hearing this, Lin Shuang burst into tears instantly, "What if I'm not there......"

"No in case" Shen Muhan immediately interrupted her, in a very firm tone.

Lin Shuang didn't refute him anymore, she couldn't see the expression on the other party's face in the dark night, she tilted her head slightly and turned her back to Shen Muhan, and was quiet for a while.

"Do you remember the fireworks that day? It seems to be such a night, so bright, so beautiful" Lin Shuang opened her eyes, but the words she said seemed to be saying goodbye, which made people panic when they heard it.

Shen Muhan held her hand and said "um" lightly, "Remember, you like it very much, we can go and see it again in two days"

He didn't like the fleeting things like fireworks, but he knew she liked it, and he wanted to serve it with both hands as long as she liked it in this world.

Luckily, he's in her liking.

"But you don't like it, you said that you don't like anything you can't keep" I don't know if it's too sensational or the atmosphere is too depressing, Lin Shuang suddenly choked up, tears have blurred her vision, she can only see Shen Muhan's shadow, "Then don't like me anymore in the future."

She's something he can't keep.

Shen Muhan was silent for a long time.

Then he suddenly took her hands, his face buried in her palms, and his voice was very low as if pleading, "yes, I don't like anything that can't be kept."

When Lin Shuang was stunned, he heard him say the second half of the sentence quietly, "So, I like you so much, can't you keep it for me?" ”

Cool droplets of water fell into her palm.

It was his tears.

Lin Shuang's heart was shocked, and the part of her chest seemed to be pinched violently, and there was a sharp pain. (To be continued.) )