(296) It was dawn and I smiled

"Does it still hurt?" The doctor gave me a twist and then asked me. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

I stretched my leg and felt like it was much better. Still some slight pain.

"It's much better." I don't have much of a mind to mind myself at the moment, my mind is completely out of the top and I don't want to deal with him at all.

"It's not a big deal, just rest for a while." The doctor's words are a little more pertinent after all.

"Thank you." Yan Shaocheng helped me up, as if I couldn't walk anymore.

It's just that it hurts a little to walk, not to the point of crutches.

As soon as I came out, I was going to go straight to the door of the operating room and wait, but I need to see this situation now, and I am upset, and I just think that the bad guys should live a long life.

Yan Shaocheng grabbed my arm and forced me to stop.

"Your car has now been sent out for repair, during this time you take my car, I will let the driver send you." Yan Shaocheng's words seemed to blame me for not driving carefully enough.

He Yan Shaocheng has more than one car, and he wants to hire a driver to drive it at this time, is he worried about me driving or does he want to use this as a name to monitor my every move?

I don't think I'm thinking too much, because I know that Yan Shaocheng is a kind of person, even if he loves someone, he will not forget to use reasonable resources to spy on someone who is valuable to him.

"You're spying on me?" I asked him directly, I wasn't stupid about him, the implication was clear.

"Protection, to be exact." Yan Shaocheng did not deny our statement.

He really still wants to spy on me, because he knows that Fang Yewei is going to fail, so he wants to spy on me recently, so as to see how much Fang Yewei's property has been distributed to me?

After all, this is an extraordinary time, if Fang Yewei gives me all the property of the Fang family, it will be different. But if I remember correctly, all the property of the Fang family should have been invested in Founder, after all, Founder's previous negative news was too much, and I estimate that there are a lot of bank loans.

No, there will be spare money, but there is still money to support the Fang family, and Fang Yewei's property should still have a few sets.

So what is Yan Shaocheng still thinking, does he think that Fang Yewei will leave a way back for himself?

Sure enough, Fang Yewei is not dead yet, and someone has begun to calculate his inheritance. Of course, that person also includes me, but I don't think Fang Yewei will give me a penny.

Fang Yewei didn't give me fatherly love, he hated my mother, so he took me with him, I don't think he would give me any property.

Thinking about it, it's really sad that I'm still alive, and my father's love has become ridiculous.

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It wasn't until five o'clock on Tuesday morning that I woke up from my sleep. I am in Yan Shaocheng's arms, and I will wake Yan Shaocheng up.

I saw that the lights in the operating room were still on, so I was still waiting.

Ren Shuyan was awake all the time, and Fang Luyao was a little sleepy and leaned back for a nap.

It's been thirteen hours, and the operation has been going on for so long, and it hasn't stopped. However, I was suddenly scared, afraid of what would happen when the lights went out.

But people are always afraid of what comes, and I have some faith in Murphy's Law.

The lights went out while I watched.

When I saw the doctor come out, Ren Shuyan immediately walked over, and Fang Luyao also woke up instantly.

"How's the doctor?" Ren Shuyan's eyes were already bloodshot, and those eyes were like this, expecting the result to be good.

But alas, it didn't work.

Because I saw the doctor shaking his head, I stood and saw very clearly.

"I'm sorry, we've done our best." The doctor's words made Ren Shuyan collapse, and Fang Luyao's tears kept flowing.

And Yan Shaocheng didn't have any expression on his face at the moment, it was true that Fang Yewei's death had nothing to do with him, and he had no reason to care about it at all.

And I was only shocked, and my ears rang all at once. I can't hear or see it anymore, but I didn't shed tears, and I won't shed tears for Fang Yewei.

He is dead, and his sins are still there. The conflict between us is still there, and I won't settle it.

A debt is a debt, do you think you can save it by taking death?

"It's you, you culprit, you who killed Bat. You broom star, you don't even shed tears, you really have no conscience. "Fang Luyao tearfully accused me of not, but I have no feelings, I should have changed and become stronger.

Then I laughed, and I was so happy. "Why should I cry? He deserved to be dead, and you found out on the first day, do I have no conscience? "I couldn't stop laughing at Fang Luyao's crying face, it was really ridiculous.

Fang Yewei was introduced in the operating room, and at this moment he had turned into a cold corpse. I think the moment I woke up from my nightmare, Fang Yewei should have been out of breath.

Ren Shuyan and Fang Luyao never stopped looking, and I just watched from a distance, watching Fang Yewei, who was once an incomparably noble father, become a corpse that couldn't speak.

Life, it really doesn't make sense to think about it. Especially my life.

I turned around to just look at him, and then I chose to leave, taking every step with tenacity, ignoring the little pain in my leg.

I didn't know how to bring some tears out of my eyes, but I didn't let it flow.

I looked up at the sky outside, and it was dawn.

I laughed, with tears in my eyes.

Fang Yewei, I won't forgive you.

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At eleven o'clock in the morning, I came to the cemetery to see my mother.

Nest quietly in the grave for a long time. I want to calm down and look at the world, this cold and biting world.

The cold in the cold night seemed to collapse my life. Let me, my fate become a dead end.

I'm cold because I've never felt the warmth of the day.

I'm cold, because I've never had a father's love like a mountain.

I'm cold, because I know that the world is hot and cold, and people are like paper.

The warmth of memory will always be broken by reality.

I remember my mother's warmth, but my mother committed suicide and left me alone; In my memory, Qiao Yinan's warmth was warm, but the moral affection in Qiao Yinan's mouth did not say goodbye, leaving me alone to bear this loneliness......

They all like to wear a warm and friendly mask on me, but in the end, they wake me up so hard that my endangered kindness burns out, and I can only wear the cloak of a hedgehog to be myself.

I never believed in fate, I thought man would conquer heaven, but I found that I couldn't seem to change anything.

For the human heart has never been beside me, and all men are plotting against me and deceiving me.

I looked at my mother's smiling face on the tombstone, when you chose to commit suicide, did you ever think about how many people's lives were changed by your death?

How many people do you need to carry your blood-stained past and live in pain?

So, among the people I hated was my own mother.

Hate her cowardice, hate her cruelty.

Now I kind of hate myself, I hate myself for not being strong enough and still being hurt.

(To be continued.) )