Chapter 34: Remembering Mother
"You said you, you like to be reckless, let you not come, you want to come, now it's okay, right? Spitting up and down diarrhea, runny nose outside, drooling ......"
"Hey...... How can I have? ”
"Still say no? Isn't it? ”
"This is the saliva that sprayed directly into the corners of my mouth when you spoke yourself."
"Uh...... Didn't you say that foxes aren't afraid of a little cold? I quickly changed the subject.
"yes."
"And you're going to get a drip now?"
"I've got a fever."
"Is there a difference?"
"It's a big difference."
"What's the difference?"
"A cold is a feeling, a fever is physical."
"Uh......"
I still don't want to play this kind of text game with her, my composition has not been very good since I was a child, and I remember that when I was in elementary school, the teacher used my composition as a counterexample for me to read in class, and since then, my composition has been even worse.
I know that a certain door in my heart has been closed, and some kind of ability in my body is also in a state of sleep, and I don't have the ability to wake it up myself, and I don't know if there is such a person in this life who can help me wake it up.
If there is such a person, I hope she is the money Annie in front of me at the moment, because she is very good at playing this kind of word game, I have been with her neighbor for so long, and under her influence, I have gradually liked to play this kind of word game with her. Although every time I play with her, it ends in my failure, but that doesn't mean I don't like it.
An hour ago, I went to the hospital to take out the fish bone, I was fine, but her cold worsened, her forehead began to get hot, and the whole person began to faint, so I had to help her register and let her hang up a drip.
After playing word games with me, she started to get sleepy and fell asleep on the sick. I was sleepy, but I couldn't sleep. Because I have to take care of her, there are four bottles of potion in total, and now the first bottle is hanging, and when the first bottle is finished, I have to call the nurse to come and change the second bottle. If I fall asleep and the first bottle runs out and I don't have time to replace the second bottle, her blood will flow backwards into the bottle, and she will be in great danger.
Although I am usually a bit introverted, and I am a little lazy and sloppy in doing things, I will not be sloppy at all when it comes to such a big matter of life and death.
Although sleep is very, very important for me as a hypoglycemic. But at this moment, her safety jumped to the first place. She is like this for me, and I said that I am a person who knows how to repay my kindness, and I cannot be ungrateful.
Not to mention not sleeping, even if I don't sleep to talk to her, play the most difficult word games with her, and play so badly that I can't bear to see it, I don't hesitate.
The ward was very quiet, the aunt in the neighborhood, Chuang, was asleep, she was also hanging a drip just now, I chatted with her son who was lying next to her chuang at the moment, knowing that she was too tired and tired from working hard.
And she is also very thrifty, she is reluctant to eat at noon, and when her family persuades her, she still smiles and says: It's okay. A glass of water at noon will do. was persuaded by her family that she had no choice, so she would make excuses and say: there is no restaurant nearby, no way, if there is a restaurant, she will also go to eat.
Auntie's drip has been hung up, watching the old man sleeping there quietly, her son lying on the edge of the chuang dozing, my heart a burst of melancholy, strong homesickness surging, I think of my mother in a foreign land.
The old man is too similar to the aunt in the neighborhood, they are all people who work hard and live frugally. The striking similarity is that my mother was also a person who was so frugal that she couldn't afford to eat at noon. I don't know how many times I've talked about her, every time she laughs and laughs, and finds all kinds of reasons to prevaricate the past, and these reasons of my aunt are also my mother's common moves.
My dad and I have even partnered many times to persuade her, but she is stubborn in her own ideas and can't listen to us. My mother was a waste picker, and in layman's terms, she was a waste collector. Almost every night she waited until eight o'clock when the lights were on everywhere before she could return home, and she worked hard and never complained.
I don't dare to think about it anymore, deep self-blame has occupied my heart, I have graduated as an unfilial son for so many years, I haven't made any money, and I am so tired that she and my father worry about me, I am so sorry for them. The second elder from afar, the unfilial son bowed to you here, you have to take care of your body and live well. When the unfilial son returns to his hometown in two days, he will definitely go home to see you.
My gaze returned to Qian Anne, who slept peacefully, her long eyelashes fluttering softly with her breathing, and the two small dimples at the corners of her mouth, really like a sleeping Cinderella. It's a pity that I'm not a prince, otherwise I could have kissed her at this time and woke her up.
Then I rode back to my hometown with her on a big white horse, and went to visit my thrifty and industrious mother, and my kind father, who had a strong sense of family thinking ahead of his time. Let them happily watch me lead such a beautiful daughter-in-law back, and add a little sparkle to their already wrinkled faces.
At this moment, I realized that I had put her in such an important position, why didn't I know it at ordinary times? Could it be that you don't know the true face of Lushan, only because you are in this mountain? Or is it just a spur of the moment that I think, not what I really want in my heart? I asked myself, what I should have hoped for was the former.
Looking at the son of the aunt chuang, I seem to have become this filial son lying on his stomach, waiting in front of the loving mother's chuang. On the other side was my dear wife, who was asleep with a clean and peaceful face, as if she could have a loved one guarding her by her chuang, making her feel extremely happy.
This kind of happiness also made my heart very satisfied, and I seemed to have become crazy. Only the ticking sound reminded me that a bottle of potion was running out, and that it was time to remind the nurse to change it.
Press the call button a few times, and after a minute, I hear the nurse's footsteps getting closer. When she looked at the potion on the drip rack, she didn't say anything, picked up another bottle and replaced it, and then put the extra two bottles on the shelf first.
Looking at the time, she smiled and said, "You can also sleep on your stomach, a bottle will take about half an hour, I am on duty, I will come over to help her change it then." I thanked her gratefully, but she smiled and said no, and went to the duty room.
At this moment, I think the angel in white is still so cute, at least she is so cute at this moment, which makes me forget the sadness of many doctors who have broken through the bottom line of morality when they see money in their eyes and the scalpel in their hands will move.
I asked myself that I was already sleepy, but I really couldn't sleep yet, and I was used to seeing the bad things in society, which made me feel a deep wariness and distrust in my heart. Although Miss Nurse smiled sweetly and spoke very well, and I was very touched at that moment, it was only at that moment.
I still believe in myself, I can't give such an important task to her so easily, it's not that I see this society too sadly, but this society makes me have to have such a sense of precaution. I know it's not anyone's fault, it's just that the reinforced concrete in the process of modernization has sealed the kindness in the hearts of too many people, and they can only break through the iron laws under many implicit rules in order to survive.
Thankfully, Miss Nurse came on time half an hour later, and I couldn't help but cast a look of admiration and gratitude at her. If this admiration and gratitude of mine is an honor, I think she deserves it at this moment.
By the time the four bottles of potion were hung up, it was already dawn, and the hospital began to be lively, so I hurriedly ran to the toilet and washed my face with water. Then I bought two breakfasts at the breakfast shop outside the hospital, one for her and I, and on the way back, I also bought a towel, two toothbrushes, and a toothpaste. She uses a towel, a toothbrush for each person, and toothpaste for two.
Back to the ward, she hadn't woken up yet, I put breakfast next to her chuang, rinsed and ate one by myself, seeing that she slept very soundly, a thick sleepiness hit, I involuntarily lay on her chuang side and fell asleep.
When I woke up, she blushed shyly as she looked at me with wide eyes and met mine. Pretending to be looking for something on the sick chuang, in fact, on the empty sick chuang, she didn't have anything else at all except for herself who blushed.
"Are you awake?"
"Are you awake?"
We both said this almost in unison. Another bit of embarrassment.
"Why don't you eat breakfast?" I saw that her breakfast was sitting there and was not moving, and asked with concern.
"I can't get up."
"What's wrong?"
"It's nothing, it'll be fine if you lie down again."
Looking at her expression, and then at the collapsed quilt, I suddenly realized that once upon a time, I actually slept on her lap and used her leg as a pillow.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have slept on your lap."
"It's okay, I used your leg as a pillow last time, and this time I will return your love."
"Aren't the two of us even, then?"
"I should say that we helped each other once."
"Uh......" she's always so good at talking.
"I'm glad I didn't drool just now, otherwise I would really be sorry for you."
"You ......"
"Don't get me wrong, I mean drooling is going to make you wet." What's going on? How did I say that? As soon as the words came out, I was dumbfounded.
"Hey...... It's just going to be a wet quilt. ”
"That's right, that's right, it's just going to wet the quilt." What an empathetic vixen, when he saw that I said the wrong thing, he helped me out of the siege without saying anything. It seems that I still haven't woken up, and I'm going to have to make up for it when I get back.
"Have you had breakfast?"
"I've already eaten it, so you can eat it quickly."
"I haven't brushed my teeth and washed my face, so I can't eat."
"And are your legs still numb?"
"It's not numb."
"That's good."
"You...... You turn away. Her face turned red again.
"What?"
"I'm going to get up."
"Why do you want me to turn around?"
"You ......," her expression turned shy.
"Okay, I'll turn, I'll just turn."
What I don't understand is why she didn't tell the other people in the room not to look at her, and just told me to go around alone, and didn't let me watch alone, did this count as her treating me alone?
After breakfast, I accompanied her to get some medicine and drove her back on my bicycle. On the way, her hand was no longer on the cold rear frame, but gently on my waist, and I could feel the softness and warmth of the palm with my heart. Her hands were still trembling slightly, and I thought it was a deep thrill.