Chapter 269: Mu Zigui's Idiocy
Yan Xiaoyue asked Mama Rong, "Mama Rong, what about the son?" ”
"Childe went to the back mountain early in the morning, saying that the plum blossoms there were blooming brightly, and he wanted to pick some plum blossoms."
Yan Xiaoyue nodded and said to Jiang Siyan: "Xianggong, I'm going to find my brother Zigui, you can entertain me here." ”
After Jiang Siyan nodded a little helplessly, Yan Xiaoyue put on a mink cloak and went up the mountain in the face of the fine snow. Speaking of which, she has only seen the red plums on this mountain once, and she has come to save the poisoned prayer for peace.
Remembering that every flower and tree on this mountain was prepared by her own hands, she had carefully planned it with the purpose of settling here in the future. Of course, with her level, Yuehuazhuang is actually not very well planned, far less neat and beautiful than Yuehuazhuang in Lingnan, but it is what she puts the most thought into.
All the way up, the cherry tree poles at the foot of the mountain are tied with a circle of straw ropes, and although the branches are bare, they are also like pear blossoms.
The bottom of the mountain is silvery white, but the mountain is fiery red, and the strong contrast is just like Mu Zigui's mood at this time. I thought it would be a bleak year, and he could only miss the person in his heart in this land they had built together, but in the blink of an eye, the beautiful person was coming, as if the god answered his prayer that day and finally sent the person. Mu Zigui watched Yan Xiaoyue get closer and closer in a daze, and he didn't even dare to breathe heavily, let alone speak, for fear that this would be another dream.
"Brother Zigui is enjoying it, and he is looking for an elegant person here."
Hearing the voice, Mu Zigui's eyes lit up with surprise, "Xiaoyue, why are you here?" ”
Yan Xiaoyue raised her head and said with a smile: "Brother Zigui won't live an addictive life here. Have you forgotten what the past was and what it was? ”
Mu Zigui greeted him and tapped Yan Xiaoyue on the forehead, "Full of nonsense, I just didn't expect you to come here during such a busy time, won't you go to Yang's Mansion today?" ”
Yan Xiaoyue chuckled, "I'll come to my brother's place today, and I'll go to Yang's Mansion tomorrow." How is my brother doing these days? ”
The word brother also came out so casually. Zigui was stunned when he heard this. This title was called when Xiaoyue got married, and later called it back to her brother, so she may not be able to change her habits.
"It's good. This Zhuangzi is quiet, not as noisy as the Mu house, and it is very comfortable to live in. ”
When Yan Xiaoyue heard this, she said worriedly: "The son belongs to my brother." You're only in your twenties, don't make yourself look like an old man, okay? If you want me to say it. You are just one of the few people around, and if you are accompanied by someone who knows the cold and the heat, you will not feel that it is a comfortable thing to be quiet. ”
Mu Zigui smiled bitterly: "Xiaoyue, you know that I don't want that kind of life. ”
"But I want to. The son belongs to the elder brother. I used to think the same as you, I felt that I was very good and comfortable living alone. Free and unchecked. But then I got married. In the past four years, I have lived a different life, although there are many things to deal with, and the relationship to deal with is much more complicated, but I slowly feel that this is also a good life, someone cares, someone pamperes, someone accompanies me, and my heart is very steady. ”
Mu Zigui listened quietly, just like a long time ago, Yan Xiaoyue kept talking, saying her thoughts, her wishes, and what she wanted to do in the future, and he stayed quietly on the side silently, or laughing, or nodding, or drinking tea, or holding a pen, or holding a paper, the relationship between them has always been like this, one lively, the other silent; One impulsive, one steady; One is spontaneous, the other is step-by-step; One self, one accommodation.
Mu Zigui always carried a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and looked at Yan Xiaoyue connivingly.
Yan Xiaoyue saw this scene as soon as she raised it, and stomped her feet and said, "Brother Zigui, have you listened to me?" ”
"Listen, you said you're fine now, and you like life now."
Yan Xiaoyue nodded, looking at Mu Zigui expectantly, hoping that he could say what she wanted to hear, "But I like my life now." ”
Yan Xiaoyue let out a long sigh, "Brother Zigui, you know, I hope you can have a complete life." ”
"Now my life is complete, as long as you are good, my life is complete."
"The son returns to the elder brother, the life of a person is very long, we should all look forward, only by letting go of the past, can we find a better scenery ahead."
"If you've already seen the Immortal Fragrance, how can you still want to have an ordinary falling flower? Xiaoyue, people's lives are actually not long, do you think, it has been eleven years since I met you, I have watched you go from a yellow-haired girl to a woman, and finally marry a wife; In another eleven years, I am afraid that your children will also grow up to the same as when I first saw you, and then I will be my uncle, and in another eleven years, they will marry or marry, and one more person will call me uncle, and in another eleven years, they will also become parents, and I will become my uncle and grandfather. You see, such a life is actually not long. ”
This is the first time Yan Xiaoyue has heard Mu Zigui speak at length, but such words made her nose sour, and she felt very distressed for Mu Zigui's stupidity, which is his life, this is obviously his own life. Or as he said, as long as she is good, his life is complete. But how does he want her to face this, and how can she bear such affection.
Mu Zigui looked at the lowered head beside him, smiled and rubbed his soft hair, and his heart was also full of softness, "Fool, there are tens of millions of people in this world, and no one stipulates that you must marry a wife and have children in order to have a complete and happy life." A lonely life like me is also a way of living, looking lonely, but I am also willing, I have the life I want to live, I don't need to accommodate others, and I don't need to change for others. ”
His words were sincere, when he asked Xiaoyue to marry someone else, he had no choice but to think about his scruples. So from the moment he nodded, he thought about his future: with Xiaoyue, not far from her, watching her live happily every day, and then slowly growing old with the years.
This is his greatest wish, but he can't say this wish, he doesn't want to add any burden to Xiao Yue, but if he says it here today, he is afraid that Xiao Yue will make any decision for him in private, and secondly, he also said it to the other two people, especially him, Mu Zi looked at a place in front of him steadily. (To be continued.) )