"Hey! Have you heard? A few days ago, something happened again! I'm still a senior in high school. This time it's one of the two. ”

"Not really! When I got home yesterday, I heard from my mom that those schools were blocking information and not letting students pass it on. I don't want to think about it, this kind of thing can be hidden! ”

"How many are these? These days there is a lot of panic, and my mother has been watching me when I go back, for fear that I won't be able to think about it. I also said that if I don't want to learn, I should go and play, and the pressure should not be too great. ”

"Don't say it, my mom is like that. When I usually go home, I don't even want to touch the TV and computer, and I think I'm wasting time by reading a magazine. At this time, when I went home, I took the initiative to ask if I wanted to play with the computer for half an hour to relax. ”

"That's it, my mom is like that. I was a little unaccustomed to the sudden change so quickly. She asked me if I wanted to hang out, and my heart trembled, thinking that I hadn't done anything wrong all these days! ”

"Hey, those people are cheaper for us when they leave! I don't know if I want to take the exam if I'm a ghost. ”

"Hey~・Don't talk about it, it's a big night. I'm going home in a while, it's scary. ”

It's been a long time since school started, and I've been completely overwhelmed by the pile of books on my desk. At this time, I studied on my own at night, and I finally found time to be lazy, and I was planning to lie on the table and sleep for a while. The two buddies sitting in front of me were talking mysteriously about something, but it made me a little interested.

His arm poked Sanzang, who was lying there staring at me with wide eyes, and his mouth was facing forward, "Sanzang, do you know what they are talking about?" ”

"Ahh You don't know this? I also found out when my mother called me yesterday and talked to me. ”

"Tell me about it, I'm interested."

"In just the past few days, five or six students have died." Sanzang turned his head and looked around, and came over mysteriously.

"I heard the dead, let's get to the point, don't sell it."

"Shhhh Sanzang saw that no one was paying attention to the situation here, and then said: "This matter is quite a big trouble, and the school does not allow it to spread randomly, saying anything for fear of causing panic among students." This has been the case for a while, and every few days a person dies, and without exception, all candidates are candidates. announced to the public that it was too much pressure to take the exam and commit suicide. My dad heard the inside information, saying that this matter is not easy to say, it is quite evil. This person is fine, there is no sign of poisoning, all the cardiovascular and cerebrovascular tests have been checked, and there is no life-threatening disease, all of them are lying in bed and sleeping for a while, and the person is gone. ”

"Are you sure there aren't any fatal wounds or conditions? Could it be a new condition that has not been discovered? ”

"After checking, the physical indicators are normal, and there are no lesions. Wounds are even more unlikely. It's all junior high school students, so it's just too much pressure in their hearts. Who knows, anyway, my mom was nagging me for a while, saying don't be pressured, want me to relax or something. ”

"It's weird."

"Oh, if you want to do so much, it's hard to ask for your life!"

"It's so ghostly, otherwise I wouldn't have died so peacefully. But it is not impossible to say that it is something else. "Sanzang's words made me vaguely remember some records, but I wasn't sure about it.

"Brother Shuzi, don't scare me." Hearing me say this, Sanzang also became a little serious, sat up straight and stared at me.

"Forget it, it's school, that's what I said, don't think about it. Let's go, go home. Hearing the bell ringing for the end of class, he patted Sanzang on the shoulder, packed up his things and prepared to go home to sleep, sitting on a hard bench for a whole day, and his bones were about to fall apart.

The next afternoon, when I came back from lunch, I felt that the atmosphere in the class was very depressing, and some girls even had tears. Sanzang and I were a little puzzled, and when we returned to our seats, Sanzang patted the person in front of us.

"Old money, what's going on? What's wrong? ”

"Aze, something happened to Liu Yu! He was fine yesterday and promised to help me with my math tuition. Who knows today, who knows that today is like this......" It seems that he can't go on anymore, so he can only be silent.

"What the hell is going on, Liu Yu, this kid didn't come to school this morning, I thought he was sick and asked for leave!" Sanzang's tone was also a little anxious. The classmates in the class all got along very well, and in the words of our class teacher, we were revolutionary comrades-in-arms in the college entrance examination. Liu Yu is usually very popular, enthusiastic and righteous. Even I, a somewhat unsociable person, got along well with him, and when something happened to him, I felt a little uncomfortable.

"You didn't come back just now, Uncle Liu and Auntie came to take Liu Yu's things. Liu Yu committed suicide, why can't you think about it! You don't see the loveless appearance of your uncle and aunt, Liu Yu is really ruthless, and he doesn't want to think about his parents. The white-haired man sends the black-haired man, who can withstand this blow! ”

Hearing Lao Qian's words, I was stunned, and I committed suicide again? It is normal to be stressful in the third year of high school, and there are people who have chosen this path in previous years, but after all, it is a minority, and there has not been one for many years. The frequency of suicides during this period is so intensive, can it really be explained by simple suicide? If you want to say someone else, I'm not familiar with it, but I still know a little bit about what kind of person Liu Yu is. This is a positive and optimistic man, even if he is under pressure, he will not choose this path. Plus the weirdness that Sanzang said last night. There are quirks.

Looking up at the classroom, most of the people had returned, apparently knowing the news. All of them looked very low. The classmates who get along with him day and night are suddenly gone. The topic of forgetting is the last thing that human beings want to face. These half-grown children who have not been polished by the years, society, and life and death will not learn to face such a heavy reality.

If it is an unfamiliar stranger, we can calmly face their passing without much touch. Like the other day, they can talk about dead classmates from other schools. But if the object of death is someone we are familiar with, we tend to amplify our inner grief and run away from this fact. This is human nature, and there is no need to rise to the level of morality.

Not everyone will treat all of humanity equally, and the death of anyone will be sad and grieving. None of us are Jesus, we are Mary, you and I are just ordinary members of the multitude.

An afternoon was spent in a depressing atmosphere, without class, the head teacher told us about Liu Yu's situation, and did a lot of ideological work, so that the classmates had pressure to talk to her. I deliberately explained not to talk about this matter outside.

It was a terrible day.