Chapter 8 Same Path, Different Dreams
Akemi and Zhang Wenhao had dinner together, it was already dark, and the two came out of a canteen hand in hand, listening to the love songs in mp3 with one earphone. Under the guidance of the street lamp, I passed the small garden in front of the library, the tree-lined road at the main entrance of the school, the fountain square, the science building built in 1950, the liberal arts building built in 1951, the sports college, the badminton hall, the plastic track in front of the gymnasium, and the women's dormitory.
Neither of them spoke along the way, each thinking about their own thoughts.
Akemi listened to the beautiful love songs, her eyes were full of her beloved husband, and she had been thinking in her heart, how could she meet Li Guo? Li Guo works very hard in the express company, delivering large and small bags of express delivery all over the city, and he has to work outside no matter how windy or rainy. Akemi tried to chat with Li Guo through QQ, but Li Guo rarely went online, and occasionally said a few words, and Li Guo quickly said that he was tired and wanted to sleep. If it goes on like this, how can it fulfill its wishes, and how can Li Guo live a happy life? I'm afraid Li Guo will only think that Akemi is a strange netizen. Can't let her husband work so hard, what kind of deal should Akemi do, let Li Guo come over to help. But what to do? Red bean porridge! That's right, the red bean porridge on Xingfu Road is so delicious, and it must be popular to sell red bean porridge near the school. Let Li Guo go to the porridge shop on Xingfu Road to learn the craft first, and Mingmei will find a storefront near the school and decorate it. After opening the store, Akemi can say that she has no time to operate, Akemi pays for it, Li Guo contributes, and the two of them partner to open the store, and they share it fifty-fifty, so that they have a connection. The idea was so good that the more Akemi thought about it, the happier she became. The porridge shop only sells red bean porridge, and no, Akemi shouldn't be a porridge shop. In the past, Li Guo said that he wanted to open a small bookstore and let everyone come to read and borrow books. Akemi wants to open a bookstore that sells red bean porridge, where customers can read while drinking red bean porridge, and the store provides many seats for couples, where they can study on their own, write papers, or do nothing and just watch their beloved. Thinking of this, Akemi almost cried, she hadn't seen her husband for a long time, and she didn't know if he was doing well.
Zhang Wenhao also listened to the same love song, but had a different mood. Zhang Wenhao felt that Mingmei had changed, and Mingmei would not hold hands with Zhang Wenhao in the past, but kept holding Zhang Wenhao's arm, kept asking some stupid questions, and did not let Zhang Wenhao stop for a moment. will suddenly stop, jump in front of Zhang Wenhao, and ask with a serious and childish face: "Do you love me?" Every time Zhang Wenhao would first say that he didn't love it, then Akemi would pretend to be disappointed and turn around, and then Zhang Wenhao would put his arm around Akemi's shoulder and say, "Who do you love if you don't love you?" Love you, love you, love you the most. Zhang Wenhao loves Mingmei the most! In the end, the two of them will be very tired of kissing on campus, a game that they have tried repeatedly. Once, it was seen by the school leaders, and the next day all departments held a meeting to strictly enforce the school spirit, prohibiting male and female students from acting closely on campus. But as soon as this meeting ended, the idea of making out in front of everyone on campus was born, and one pair after another of bold couples emerged. Thinking of this, Zhang Wenhao was a little lost, Akemi came back from S City this time, I don't know what's wrong, I never asked the question of love or not, and I have been avoiding any intimate actions with Zhang Wenhao. Holding hands is already the most extreme, I wanted to kiss Akemi several times, but Akemi avoided it, not that it hurts, but that it hurts, just that there is an emergency in the department. Zhang Wenhao's obedient girlfriend, who has never been able to do without, actually broke up without warning, if it weren't for his brother to break up, I'm afraid they would have broken up completely by now. These abnormal behaviors made Zhang Wenhao very worried, and his intuition told Zhang Wenhao that Akemi must have something to hide from herself, or she may have fallen in love with another boy. How can I get back to Akemi, who loved me so much?
Before she thought of the answer, she had already come downstairs to the girls' dormitory, and Mingmei returned the headphones to Zhang Wenhao and waved her hand to Zhang Wenhao, which was considered goodbye. Zhang Wenhao grabbed Akemi's hand and didn't let Akemi go upstairs. The two looked at each other, neither of them spoke, and there was an awkward silence. The girls who came and went to fetch hot water and buy supper, no one cared about them.
At this time, there was suddenly darkness in front of the women's dormitory, and the power went out. There were screams of girls in the dormitory, and someone shouted why the power went out, and I haven't saved it yet.
In the dark, Zhang Wenhao hugged Mingmei in a panic and kissed each other's lips hard, and the heartbeat of the two of them accelerated rapidly at the moment.
At this time, Akemi was startled at first, and then resisted a few times. But she couldn't break free from the arms of this one-meter-eighty-three boy at all, and in a hurry, Akemi was ruthless, and directly bit Zhang Wenhao's lower lip.
Zhang Wenhao let out a painful sigh and let go of Mingmei.
When the electricity came, Akemi looked up at Zhang Wenhao, and his mouth was full of bright red blood, dripping on his white shirt from time to time. Tears poured out of Zhang Wenhao's big eyes, and Zhang Wenhao's shoulders trembled a little with excitement.
Mingmei was like a child who had done something wrong, aggrieved and sad, and asked puzzledly: "Zhang Wenhao, why are you doing this, I was scared by you." "
Zhang Wenhao wiped the blood on his lips with his sleeve, and a layer of skin was also turned up, this time he bit too hard, biting off all Zhang Wenhao's expectations for this relationship. It seems that the previous suspicions are all true, Akemi doesn't love herself anymore, and no girl will refuse a lover's kiss. Girls will only reject those they don't love, what's wrong with this firm love. Akemi and Zhang Wenhao are each other's first love, and the two naively said that they would never be separated for the rest of their lives. Those mountain alliances and sea oaths are still vivid, but the people in front of them have become blurred.
Zhang Wenhao looked at the strange and familiar Mingmei in front of him painfully, and said in a trembling voice: "I just want to know...... Do you still love me...... Kissed you...... Only then did I understand ......"
Akemi panicked and took out a tissue to help Zhang Wenhao clean up the wound.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean anything else. You don't want to be like this, you never cry, now how we have changed our identities, I used to cry. Mingmei didn't dare to say anything, so she could only hide her mood and keep comforting Zhang Wenhao. Although she doesn't love it anymore, she doesn't hate Zhang Wenhao either, she would rather break up and bear all the pain by herself than hurt Zhang Wenhao. But the more he wanted to protect Zhang Wenhao, the more self-defeating he became.
Falling in love is a beautiful feeling, when this beauty turns into suspicion, indifference, and even harm. Then this relationship should come to an end, the reason for the breakup is not important, just like being together for no reason, if you don't love, you don't love, there is no reason.