Chapter 255: Don't Say It
It only took him half an hour to go back and forth, and he should have been driving all the way back.
An Ruoer got the milk extractor, and he also brought her a fresh-keeping bottle.
She walked to the side of the bed, and Feng Xinglei turned her back and looked out the dark window.
There was a faint smell of milk wafting from the room, and he inevitably smelled it.
An Ruoer carefully finished milking, and the swollen **** finally got better.
Looking at the milk in the bottle, she missed the babies even more, worried that the little rabbit didn't know what was going on.
Hoshizen doesn't like to drink milk powder, he only likes breast milk, and if he drinks milk powder, he will have a bloated stomach.
Looking back at Feng Xinglei, who was still in front of the window, she walked over.
"Brother." She cried out in a hoarse voice.
"Are you alright?" Feng Xinglei asked confirmatively.
"Alright."
Feng Xinglei turned around and saw An Ruo'er standing in front of him, who was no longer in unbearable pain just now, and he was also relieved.
She held a bottle of breast milk in her hand and asked, "Brother, can you help me bring this breast milk to the babies?"
The little rabbit still has to fight the virus, and Xingzhi's stomach is very squeamish, and it is not easy for him to digest milk powder. β
Can he refuse.
Holding back his sigh, he hooked the corners of his lips and said softly, "Okay, I'll give them a drink." β
He took the bottle, and it was warm.
"Ruo'er, I'll take you away. Don't worry, I promised you that I would bring the children to you, and you will definitely be able to do it. You don't want to stay here anymore. β
He looked at her red, swollen eyes. Said distressedly.
An Ruo'er was stunned, but shook her head gently.
"He did this to you, and you still want to stay for him?" He said angrily.
She didn't speak, but the tears began to fall down one by one.
He was burned by her tears, and quickly said: "Okay, okay, do what you want, don't cry anymore, if you cry again, your eyes will be broken." β
He was upset, but there was nothing he could do.
"Since you won't leave him. It's time to take a break.
Tomorrow he has a couple of doctors for you. You have to be in good spirits and prove that you are okay so that you can go back to your children as well. β
She nodded, but said in a hoarse voice, "I can't sleep...... Close your eyes. I feel like the babies won't come back to me. β
She just couldn't control her thoughts.
"I'm with you. Wait until you fall asleep. I'll leave again. β
As he spoke, he pulled her to the edge of the bed and laid her down. He lay beside her.
An Ruo'er closed her eyes, forced herself to sleep, and reached out to hold his warm hand.
It wasn't until he heard her shallow breathing settle down that he gently let go of her hand.
An Ruo'er didn't notice his abnormality, he was in the dark, and he could see directly without hindrance.
He glanced at her again, and saw that although she was asleep, her eyebrows were still lightly locked, like locking the sorrow of a whole spring river.
If only she would go with him.
But there is only one Bai Yujie in her heart.
No matter what he did to her, she couldn't let him go.
Why didn't he meet her sooner.
In this way, maybe they can all avoid a lot of pain and suffering.
He reached out to smooth her brow, but in the end he only stopped at a slight distance from the center of her eyebrow.
It was because he knew that there was only one person in her heart that he would not appear when he learned that she had encountered such a big change.
But now, when he saw her in such an embarrassment, he couldn't help but regret it.
He should have come back sooner, she believed in him so much, and regarded him as someone to rely on.
But he, just because she didn't love him, selfishly ignored her affairs, and only focused on his own affairs.
When An Ruoer woke up, she heard a gentle knock on the door.
"Ruo'er." It was Bai Yujie's voice.
The sky outside the window was already bright, she looked for it on the bed, and Feng Xinglei had already left.
She got out of bed and opened the door.
It's just a night, but between the two people, there is an extra wall.
"Ruo'er, let's eat."
Bai Yujie said to her softly, and unexpectedly, she saw the milk extractor on the table in her room.
When they came from home, they didn't think to bring this.
Ruozhu, they haven't been back to live for a long time, and there can't be this here.
An Ruoer didn't know what he was thinking, and had already gone downstairs silently by herself.
He walked into her room, where she didn't see any breast milk other than the breast pump.
Bai Yujie went downstairs and asked her, "Who came to see you last night?" β
She was silent.
He placed the milk extractor in front of her. "Who brought this to you?"
She still didn't speak.
"Is it the Dragon Flame Realm? He's been here, isn't he? β
She only shook her head.
He doesn't know that person, and if he does, he will find that they are equally proud people.
The dignity of the Dragon Flame Realm is only more inviolable.
She chose him at the beginning, unless she turned back by herself, otherwise, the Dragon Yan Realm would never come to her again.
"Who's that?"
"Does it matter who it is? Would you believe me if I said it was a stranger I didn't even know? β
She spoke hoarsely, her expression indifferent.
"Even I'm about to disbelieve myself, maybe I'm delusional."
She wouldn't tell him. In the end, for whom is it hidden?
Bai Yujie was unhappy about this matter, and An Ruoer could feel it.
But she really couldn't tell him.
Since she promised Feng Xinglei not to say it, she won't say it.
Bai Yujie took An Ruoer to meet the two chief psychoanalysts he had found: Peter of the United States and Xu Enoch of China.
Although Bai Yujie has always been displeased, he is still by her side and goes through the whole conversation process with her.
Three hours later, after rigorous and prudent exchanges, observations and judgments, the two experts gave their respective judgments.
The opinions are basically the same: although An Ruoer has suffered some serious blows and traumas, her mental condition is not problematic. Even some tests have shown that her ability to withstand stress has grown rapidly.
Seeing the result, An Ruoer was relieved.
She cautiously asked, "What about me...... Really not delusional? β
Peter smiled and explained to her, "Paranoia is one of the main manifestations of a person's perversion.
In addition to familial causes, there are also psychological factors.
Freud emphasized the process of libido, arguing that delusions are the result of degeneration from homosexuality and fixation in primitive narcissism.
That is, same-sex love is forbidden, and then projected into suspicion and rebellion.
Sullivan believed that delusions were much more comfortable than tortured sobriety in overcoming low self-esteem and weakness. β
Bai Yujie also listened carefully on the side.
Peter glanced at him with a smirk.
An Ruoer's sexuality is very normal, Bai Yujie knows this best.
Xu Enoch said: "Among the current classifications of paranoia, perhaps the only thing you may have is persecutorytype, that is, persecution paranoia. (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (qidian. com) vote for recommendation, monthly pass, your support, is my biggest motivation. For mobile phone users, please go to m. qidianγ com read. (To be continued.) )