Since that day the river talked, I didn't mention anything about it again. But both know that day is getting closer.

Dazao has been in a bad mood these days, but their relationship has not been estranged, and from time to time, Dazao will come over to hug her and rest his head on her shoulder.

He wept in his heart.

Han Zhou let him hold it. Sometimes he pats his head, sometimes he pats his face, sometimes he rubs his back. After a while, he will get up and get back to work.

Sometimes also singing, humming softly, this song, warm and melancholy.

I can't forget my hometown, and the pear blossoms bloom every year.

Stained white hills, my little village.

Mom sat under the pear tree and the spinning wheel hummed.

I climbed up the branches of the pear tree and smelled the pear blossoms.

Shake the white branches, and the flowers and rain are flying all over the sky.

Falling on Mom's head and floating on the spinning wheel.

Give me a happy hometown that I will never forget.

Eternal life and eternity, I will never forget.

I returned to my hometown, and the pear blossoms bloomed again.

Found my dream, I was heartfelt.

Everything remained in the village, empty under the trees.

Under the pear blossom tree,

The spinning wheel no longer sounds.

Shake the white branches, and the flowers and rain are flying all over the sky.

Two rows of rolling tears, flowing under the tree.

Give me a home of flesh and blood, which I will never forget.

Eternal life and eternity, I cannot forget.

……

In Hanzhou's hometown, there is no spinning wheel, no pear blossoms, but there is a mother, and my mother is almost seventy.

And Dad, seventy-four.

When he was ten years old, he should be 1.5 meters.

Lao Chen is 40 years old, and he doesn't know if he has grown gray hair recently. I'm afraid the game can't be played.

He had to pay the mortgage himself.

Can Dangdang's piano lessons continue?

……

"You're gone, I'm going back." This is the first sentence of the jujube today.

"Where are you going?" Han Zhou asked strangely.

"I'll go back to where I came from." You're gone, how can I be here alone.

"Yang Xia?" Hanzhou can't remember if it's the name of the place, as if it was mentioned that day.

"Hmm."

"What are you going to do back?" After asking this, Han Zhou felt that it was too much to ask. In addition to farming, what else can you do, at most open a tofu shop.

"Farming, whatever, anything." Anyway, this place just doesn't want to stay.

"Oh." Hanzhou is also quite melancholy. A little apologetic, more helpless.

"If you are, if one day in the future, you think of me, go to Yangxia and ask the jujube If you can't ask, ask Wu Guang, that's my big name."

"Wu Guang?" Why is this name so familiar, oh my God, is it a duplicate name? Han Zhou looked at the jujube in surprise.

"What's wrong? Countrymen, no one calls a big name, oh, when you are in the service, when you pay taxes, someone calls it. Hehe......"

Is this the rebel leader?

This is obviously a child who is easily injured.

Even such an honest person was forced to become the leader of the rebel army, what a social pressure!

Lao Chen should really come over and get a bomb to kill them!

……

Han Zhou shook his head, controlling himself not to think nonsense, maybe it was the same name, how many years of good life did he have, how could he die early? Whoever wants the scenery will let him go to the scenery, the little people live a small life, don't think too much, if you think too much, you can't get along with yourself.

But there is something I have to say to him.

"Brother Zao, I have a few words to tell you." Very solemn tone.

"You say." If you say no, I won't want to go anywhere, so I'll make tofu here with you.

"If you fight with others in the future, don't fight hard, admit it when it's time to admit it." Earnest tones.

"What are these words?" Dazao glanced at Han Zhou impatiently, and a man asked a woman to persuade like this. If people are beaten to death, they can't admit it.

His childish energy came up again, Han Zhou shook his head helplessly, how important communication is.

"Have you ever heard of Han Shin's humiliation? Have you ever heard that it is not too late for a gentleman to take revenge for ten years? Do you know that to be a human being, you have to be able to bend and stretch? That's it, huh! I'm afraid that you will be high-spirited, hot-headed, and can't tell the difference...... "The teacher's strength came up.

After speaking, I thought about it, Han Xin's incident, did it happen now?

"You're afraid of this, you're afraid of that, don't go, watch me here!" The stubborn man lost his temper and shouted loudly.

He also knew it was for his good, but he couldn't stand her treating him like this. He's leaving, so what's he doing?

"Alright, keep your voice down, get to work." Hanzhou retreated first. With her decades of mentality, she doesn't compete with stunned youth.

Da Zao glanced at her dissatisfied, retreating so early, he still wanted to send out all the fire!

After a while, Hanzhou opened his mouth again. It's hard not to say anything.

"You should pay attention when making friends, it's okay to eat and drink together, if people ask you to do big things, you must be calm, otherwise you will lose your head."

I don't know where that Chen Sheng is? I don't know who picked up whom?

Dazao continued to roll his eyes, and the work on his hands did not stop. He just doesn't talk. It's just to make her feel bored.

No one cared about it, it was really boring, so Hanzhou had to shut up.

She just hopes that a good person like Dazao will live well, even if he is wronged, people will be wronged when they live.

It's good to be alive.

Although she also said in the past that life has thickness and width, today, she cares more about the length of life.

She didn't have the length, so she arrived in this strange town of Shuangliu.

Ryoko also has no length, and can't wait for her to say sorry.

Relatives from afar, are you alright?

……

When Hanzhou delivered tofu to the inn, people recognized her.

She was very strong that day, and the main dish was stewed tofu with hoof tendons.

And this is an unforgettable woman. Not only beautiful, but also very content, when looking at people, the eyes are calm.

Han Zhou handed over the tofu to the innkeeper to settle the bill, thinking to himself, this guy has the same treatment as jujube, and he has to be put into a separate book and enter the special household registration.

If you can't open an inn with a single independent household, what are the reasons for making the rules? Han Zhou couldn't figure it out. Is it because they are afraid that it will be convenient for them to rebel in tandem and need special monitoring?

In the movie, these people are most suitable to be the contact person of the underground transportation station in the national control area, and if they can't get it, they are the secretary of a province of our party.

……

Just thinking about it, the boss came out and said that he would order two cans of sauce tofu and use that to cook vegetables, which was very popular.

Han Zhou thought about it and agreed. She is leaving, jujube may not be done, and not being able to deliver the goods will affect the reputation, but today, I can tell the jujube in detail. Although he said he was going to leave too, who knows when!

She is a blind stream with no identity, and Dazao is a person with status, I don't know what stage his "city registration" has reached? Even if he didn't do it, he also has a migration document, which can be regarded as a temporary residence permit, and he may have to go through some procedures to return to Yangxia.

"That tofu was the girl's handiwork just now?" Someone was there to greet you.

Han Zhou glanced at the person who spoke, he looked thinner, but he was very energetic, in his thirties or forties, his eyes were not like the dazed ones that are common to countrymen, but with some shrewdness. Look at the dress is also slightly better, but it is a little dirty, maybe it has not been sorted out for a few days.

"Is that what the gentleman is asking me?" Han Zhou respected him with a "sir".

This gentleman made the man very happy, and he laughed twice: "If the tofu you have eaten in the past few days is made by the girl, then I have to say thank you next." ”

Han Zhou smiled and didn't squeak. It's just a deal, what's there to thank and not thank. This person is just going to talk.

"I want to follow the girl to the tofu room to have a look. I don't know what the girl thinks. ”

Oh, and check out the tofu room? What's so nice about the tofu room, he wants to learn the craft, right?

The thief is coming!

"Sir, do you want to buy tofu?" Pretend to be confused first.

"Well, this--, I'm not a local, I have a brother who is sick here, raised for a few days, and wants to go back tomorrow. I want to be able to make tofu in my hometown, so you see, girl. The man was a little embarrassed.

I should be a little embarrassed about this. Who teaches you in white, you still have to pay tuition fees when you go to Lanxiang!

He said that he was not a local, and there was no problem of stealing business, but he just taught him in vain, and he didn't have this friendship, right?

The man looked at Han Zhou hesitantly, smiled again, and knew what the problem was, "Can the girl take a step to speak?" ”

Han Zhou thought about it and walked outside, and the man smiled and followed. Pretty sure.

When he arrived outside the inn, the man pointed to the camel team outside: "This is my family's camel team, we are going to Xianyang." We have some goods in the backyard, and the girl will take some if she likes something, which is a little sincerity on my part. ”

Xianyang?

Hanzhou is sensitive to this word, isn't that the capital?

Aren't the First Emperor and Zhao Gao's gang there?

I don't know if Afang Palace has been built? I can't remember the year.

Why don't I check it out?

If you can go back, you won't be a teacher, and you will enter the Qin History Research Institute.

Haha, isn't my academic achievement just now?

"Let me think about it." Han Zhou said with a deep groan.

The other party nodded, um, not eager, he was a calm person.

"I'll call you back in the evening. You can just wait. Han Zhou confessed.

The one nodded again.

Hanzhou has to tell Dajube this letter.

Walking with that caravan, the destination is Xianyang, which is ideal. It's much better than her aimlessly rambling alone.

Although I travel with many men, they have to treat her well if they want to get her skills.

That person thought that he saw the scene where she raised a knife to chase the bad guy, and he should also realize that she can get out of the way, and it is better to be honest.

The more I think about it, the more feasible it seems.

When I got home, I told Dajube about this idea.

"How do you know your home is in Xianyang?" Da Zao immediately objected, anyway, he just didn't want her to leave.

"I don't know, but I can't inquire here. This Shuangliu Town is still very closed compared to Xianyang, right? ”

Dazao stopped talking, he only hated that he knew so little, and he couldn't talk about her.

"Besides, they're a caravan, and they have to go a lot along the way, so doesn't it sound more convenient?"

Dazao twisted his head and didn't look at her.

"In addition, I have mastered the technology of making tofu, and if they want to get the technology, they have to treat me well, so there will be no problem in terms of safety."

Dazao can't say anything about her, simply, pretend to be dead. You said that if you break the sky, I won't take advantage of it.

If you have the ability, you will do something ruthless, and you will leave without my consent.

When Han Zhou saw it, this person lost his temper again, squatted down, and said in a good voice: "Brother Zao, you also want me to find a home, don't you?" ”

"You've been inquiring for me for so long, and you haven't inquired, haven't you?"

"I'm homesick, and you're sad too, aren't you?"

"We can only get along as brothers and sisters, don't we?"

"Your heart for me is different from my heart for you, don't you admit it?"

"The two of us went on like this, wronged you and wronged me, right?"

"That's not right! Only wronged you, not me! Da Zao said loudly, and there was already a water light in his eyes. He wanted to treat her well for the rest of his life, and he could endure as much hardship as he wanted.

"I won't let you go." He hugged her. Hold tightly.

"Listen to me, Brother Zao." Han Zhou soothed softly, "Why did I say that I wronged you, because I can't give you the same love, I don't have a tsunami-like response to you, it's not fair to you." I can't give this kind of thing now, and I can't give it in the future, I don't want us to keep going like this, accommodating, regretting, and hating each other in the end. ”

Da Zao didn't speak, just buried his head in her shoulder, Han Zhou felt strangled to be out of breath, and the shoulder socket was hot, and he cried.

Alas, she tortured a good man to tears.

Whose fault is this?

"Brother Zao, it's not easy for me to get a chance. Missed this time and don't know where the next opportunity is? ”

The jujube was still silent, but he was a little looser. After a long time, he stared at Han Zhou with red eyes and said, "I'll go with you, I'll accompany you to find your family, I'll accompany you for a lifetime, if you don't want to be my daughter-in-law, you won't do it, okay?" Jujube almost roared.

Han Zhou looked at the sky, and she also cried, because she made a good man cry. But she shook her head. She doesn't want to be a "buddy" again, she has already wronged a good son, and she doesn't want to delay the jujube anymore.

"Why? Why are you so ruthless as a woman? Da Zao angrily grabbed her and shook her and asked.

Hanzhou felt like a rag doll, just being shaken around like this, about to fall apart.

She burst into tears. Tears dripped all the way to Jujube's hand.

Da Zao angrily threw Hanzhou on the ground and ignored her.

Han Zhou got up, wiped his eyes, and pulled off Da Zao's arm. It was necessary for her to tell him the story of her and Ryoko, of course, in a way that was acceptable to him.

……

"I had a bit of low self-esteem at the time, and I think he was too, and if he had been brave enough to make it clear that he wanted to be with me, I would have had some courage too. But today, I think it's my repeated ambiguity that has made him lose confidence. You know, I'm smart and hateful at times. He always felt that I was better than him and could do everything. But it was mainly my problem, I enjoyed the warmth he gave me, but I didn't dare to put him in the position of a lover. We just read and ate together in a vague way, just like the two of us do today. He wanted to see me before he died, his lover hated me, and I didn't give him an answer. I am ashamed of my love for him.

So, I'm going to tell you a little earlier and clearly, our impossible. We don't want to be together under any other name, and the longer it drags on, the deeper my guilt grows, and I don't want to hurt another person. I won't get anything out of hurting you, and I'll turn into a bad woman.

Here we meet, it is fate, and it has developed to a stage that we did not expect, so we must think rationally about the next road. You can't be willful, you can't hesitate, you have to be cruel to yourself.

So you scold me, I accept it, but I still have to leave you, even if I didn't find my family, to this day, we still have to leave you.

I was wrong once, and I don't want to be wrong a second time.

After separating from Ryoko, I clearly knew the difference between loving and not loving. I want to live my life clearly, and I will never settle for anything.

I don't want to wronged myself, and I don't want to wronged others. ”

With all that said, what else is there to say?

This woman is cruel to herself, and she is cruel to others.

Jujube went out of the house, found a place to sit, and looked at the sky in the distance.

There were no clouds in the sky, it was empty, like his heart. Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, every day after tomorrow, his side may be as empty as today.

Her words made sense, and he now understood what it meant not to wronged himself or others. It's not enough to be nice to a person.

She said that love is the response of the mountain to the tsunami. There was no response between them. His expectations end up only disappointing him, making himself miserable, and in the end they may turn into enemies.

So, let's separate!

So, let's separate!

So, let's separate!

……

In the evening, Hanzhou continued to work, soaking beans, and then placing the tofu cut into small pieces, ready to ferment and make soy tofu.

She knew that Dajube was not a fool. The point is that Dazao feels sorry for her and doesn't want her to be wronged.

Alas, she took advantage of the love of a man again.

She's going to be a bad woman.

"Don't do it, I'll accompany you to the inn to find that person." After the jujube finished speaking, he left first.

Hanzhou wiped his hands and followed.

On the way, Hanzhou explained the practice of soy tofu, and I don't know if the jujube listened carefully. In short, both of them spoke in a calm tone.

The matter was quickly negotiated, just one sentence, I will go to Xianyang with you, and I will teach you when I go to Xianyang, until the church.