vs 382 Heart-to-heart communication
Zhong Meijia said lightly: "I didn't see other people's homes, parents and children happily eating and shopping together, children coquettish, even if the family quarreled, I felt that they were so happy." They have a home, they have a family, and the family cares about what they think and feel. will pay attention to whether they are happy or not, whether they have been wronged. But I, huh. ”
Zhong Meijia smiled bitterly: "Today is to be beaten to death, I'm afraid my father will be the last to know." ”
"Uh......." Li Huaifeng didn't expect Zhong Meijia to become so ...... Calm down. This is the calmest, the saddest, and the most distressing appearance I have ever seen.
He didn't know what to say, he had no experience, and he didn't have any score in his heart about Zhong Meijia. He had no idea what kind of woman Zhong Meijia was.
"Am I a failure?" Zhong Meijia said self-deprecatingly: "I sometimes feel that I am superfluous and should not have been born in this world at all. Nobody needs me, nobody cares about me. ”
Li Huaifeng thought for a while and said: "What you said is not right, your father is actually very worried about you, I can see it, I envied you very much that day, and your father has been helping you exonerate." ”
Zhong Meijia looked at Li Huaifeng: "Let's talk about you." What is your family like? Are your mom and dad good to you? Do you have any siblings? Where did you grow up? What did you play as a child? Who are you close to? Sue me, I'm suddenly curious about you. ”
"Huh?" Li Huaifeng was asked by Zhong Meijia, he was a little flustered, he was very nervous, and he didn't know what to say, so he just responded hesitantly: "Me? I actually...... There's not much to say...... Only...... That's it...... Anyway...... Time passed quickly, and in a flash, I grew up. ”
"Tell me, I'd love to know." Zhong Meijia grabbed a pillow from behind, held it in her arms, and looked at Li Huaifeng, who was driving the car nervously.
There was a small feeling of happiness and security in my heart. This feeling is actually quite warm.
When Liu Huaifeng protected herself today, she was very moved, and she wanted to rush up and kiss Li Huaifeng wildly, but she couldn't help it; Later, when Li Huaifeng reversed the car, although he lost his temper, his heart was moved and happy.
Growing so big, how many people have ever cared about themselves? Fighting for himself to that point, I'm afraid there is only Li Huaifeng in this world. However, this bastard dared to take advantage of himself before, if he hadn't restrained himself, he would have found someone to kill him a long time ago!
Now, this silly boy would rather those two beauties be angry than come to accompany me, and I feel so happy.
Women are like this, this kind of comparison is almost all the time, which is a victory for Zhong Meijia, a very rare victory. defeated Du Shishi and Luo Meiwei, and gained the care and companionship of a boy.
He didn't ask where he was going, just because he was in a bad mood, he accompanied him around the city; He also spoke to himself very patiently, and he didn't know why, those unspeakable inner words could be said so easily to this person he didn't know well. Is it his honesty and cuteness that makes me unguarded?
Zhong Meijia hugged the pillow, thinking about Li Huaifeng's affairs, she thought, she has to keep these secrets, she will not admit that she is a little touched and relieved because of him, she will not admit that she will have a sense of security and belonging with him, she will not admit that she can actually be with him, and she is weirdly happy.
Li Huaifeng was still thinking about how to say his own question: "I ...... I don't have a home...... Something. ”
Li Huaifeng took a deep breath, and then said, "I'...... I don't remember anything before I was eight years old, I just remember one day when I was eight years old, I woke up in a big mountain...... There was no one around, just myself. ”
Zhong Meijia was stunned, and said in her heart, what is this stinky boy talking nonsense? Are you joking with me? Are you kidding me?
But looking at Li Huaifeng's difficult, serious, and somewhat irritable and sad feelings, she couldn't help but be a little surprised, she didn't react, just looked at Li Huaifeng in surprise, waiting to listen to his next words.
"I ...... When I woke up, I wanted to go to my parents, but ...... I suddenly couldn't remember what they looked like. Li Huaifeng said, he breathed hard: "Then I sadly found that my previous memories have become very blurry, and I can't remember anything. I was scared, I thought I was having a nightmare, and I bit myself hard, hoping to wake up when it hurt. ”
Li Huaifeng unconsciously drove the car to the top of the mountain, and the car stopped with a bang.
Li Huaifeng looked at the lights of the thousands of homes under the mountain, colorful neon, and said silently: "From that day on, I will be alone." I grew up in the mountains, fighting with tigers, wolves, and bears, and on several occasions I almost became their food, several times I almost fell to my death in a mountain stream, several times I was almost poisoned by poisonous snakes and other poisons, and several times I was so hungry that I almost lost the ability to forage ......for food. ”
Li Huaifeng still held the steering wheel with his hand: "I don't even have time to cry, I've always been exhausted." When I am chased by my prey, I have to think about how to escape and live; When chasing prey, I have to think about how to get some food and survive; When I am not chased and I don't chase other animals, I have to bear ...... A pain that no one else can imagine, the body seems to be gradually torn apart, and it feels worse than death. ”
Li Huaifeng said: "Later, I depended on my master for my life, and he asked me to complete all kinds of things that I couldn't do at all, I thought he was crazy at first, he wanted to kill me, he wanted me to die." Later, I didn't expect that those things that seemed impossible to me turned out to be possible. ”
Li Huaifeng turned his head to look at Hamasaki Jing: "So, in fact, I don't have anything to say, my life before the age of eighteen was like hell, undergoing devilish training every day, and only sleeping six hours a day." Since a while ago, Master ...... I left and let me wander the city alone, and I came to São Paulo by accident. I...... I feel that I am living a fairy life now, my bed is soft, I have such a handsome car to drive when I go out, I am with Hamasaki Jing, and the drinks I drink every day are more than a dozen yuan a bottle, snacks, elbows, I want to eat as much as I want, it's beautiful. ”
Seeing Li Huaifeng say such a tragic life experience lightly, Zhong Meijia was indeed shocked.
Zhong Meijia used to only think that Li Huaifeng was probably a child raised by a working-class couple, who had received some training since he was a child and enjoyed the life of an ordinary person, probably so. I never thought that this guy was thrown into the mountains by his parents at the age of eight, and it was in the mountains!
It's not a rescue station, it's not a hospital, it's not an orphanage, it's nothing, it's in the mountains! He was completely abandoned, and the purpose of the abandonment was not to let him live, but to ......, Zhong Meijia couldn't imagine it.
I still feel how miserable I am every day, compared to Li Huaifeng, I have been "beautiful" since I was a child.
"What about you...... Do you have...... Hate your parents? Zhong Meijia asked cautiously.
"Actually, there are." Li Huaifeng said: "When I was a child, I felt that fate was unfair to me, and I always asked, what did I do wrong? Are you going to do this to me? If you hate me so much, why did you give birth to me? But after a long time, I don't bother to think about it, I can't even remember what they look like, and now it's a pretty good life. There is no way to change the things in the past, but the fate of the future is only in my own hands, and I can rely on myself to make myself happy. ”
Li Huaifeng looked at Zhong Meijia: "Not only that! I can even make others feel happy and happy because of my efforts! You too. ”
Zhong Meijia smiled, with tears in the corners of her eyes: "God, if I hadn't chatted with you today, I would have thought that I was the unluckiest person in the world for the rest of my life." I'll never know how much you've been through. ”
"By the way, why every time you are by my side, my electric baton is very powerful, and when you are not there, you can't hit those ancient warriors, you honestly, did you do it?"
Li Huaifeng smiled: "I don't want to see you being bullied by them, so I want to help you secretly, not only without exposing my situation, but also making you happy." ”
Zhong Meijia smiled and smiled happily.
He suddenly leaned over and kissed Li Huaifeng on the cheek.
Li Huaifeng was stunned and completely stunned.
Zhong Meijia blushed and said, "What are you doing?" So surprised, my sister is rewarding you, I'm very open. ”
"Ahh Li Huaifeng said: "...... today." ”
"It's my birthday." Zhong Meijia said: "In the past, my father remembered every birthday, but this year there was no phone call. ”
Li Huaifeng nodded: "I know, girls care about their birthdays." ”
"Especially for the eighteenth birthday."
"That's right!" Li Huaifeng began to start the car.
"What are you doing?"
"It's a birthday!" Li Huaifeng shouted loudly.
The car sped all the way down the mountain.
Li Huaifeng carried Zhong Meijia to a cake shop, Li Huaifeng touched his pocket, there was not much money.
Yayi wanted to be heartbroken, and told Zhong Meijia: "You wait in the car, don't turn off the car, I let you drive, you drive." I'm going to buy you a cake. ”
Zhong Meijia was stunned: "It's just to buy cakes, what do you say you want to rob the bank?" ”
Li Huaifeng said: "Don't worry about it, I'll treat you today, and you'll wait for a perfect birthday with a cake and candles." ”
Li Huaifeng took out a ballpoint pen from the drawer of the car and got out of the car with a ghostly head. Zhong Meijia didn't know what this guy was going to do, but she instinctively felt that something interesting was going to happen.
Li Huaifeng went out for more than ten minutes, and Zhong Meijia was feeling strange, when he heard someone behind him start shouting: "Stop!" Thief! ”
Zhong Meijia stuck out her head and saw Li Huaifeng running all the way behind, holding a cake in his arms, holding a bottle of red wine in his hand, and shouting vigorously: "Drive and drive!" ”
Zhong Meijia raised her head and laughed, happy to death, started the car, Li Huaifeng jumped up, and got into the car through the back door.
The fat boss of the cake shop in the back didn't chase anymore, and panted with his hands on his knees: "Damn, it's really perverted, driving a Land Rover and stealing cakes to eat!" Eat you! ”
A young pastry chef who worked part-time in the back also caught up: "Boss, this thief left a note, saying that he would pay back the money in the future." ”
The boss glanced at the note: "A grandson, running so fast, will steal, the cake is newly made today, wipe it." ”