It was as if a warm hand was gently caressing my restless heart, quieting down the terrible monster inside.

"Mom, are you still alive? Where are you? Why can't I see you? ”

"Yishi, don't worry, calm down and listen to your mother. You can't see me because my entity has completely vanished, leaving only a part of me in this house. I am dead, but death is not the end of everything, and I will continue to watch over you in another way. As long as you feel it with your heart, you can feel my presence, and the bond between us will never be broken. Your dad and I have been watching over you all the time, so you've never been alone. Don't cry, mom doesn't want to see you cry. ”

I wiped my eyes and said, "Okay." I don't cry. But the tears kept falling, but they were warm, not cold.

"You've got me and your father's dual spiritual power, forming a powerful and devastating force, but you don't have the ability to harness this power yet, and emotional fluctuations can cause you to lose control and cause harm to yourself and others. So, you must learn to control your emotions, which is very important, and you must control your emotions. Yes, you have nothing, you have resentment, you have cursed, but that doesn't mean anything. It's your final choice that determines what kind of person you really are. You hate them for forcing Chen Zhi to death and want to harm you, but you didn't put them to death; You are jealous of An Yin's love for Akiki, but you didn't selfishly destroy the hairpin that almost killed you. Your choices are the most important factor in determining who you are. And the most important of these is your current and future choices, which you must remember and never forget. ”

"Okay, I'll always remember," I could feel my mother's voice getting weaker, "Mom, stay with me and don't leave me, okay?" Don't go, I beg you. ”

"Don't be sad, Mom has always been there for you. Another thing, what you see is not necessarily true, don't let down the person who really loves you, and don't love the wrong person. ”

"Someone who really loves me? Do you mean Ann Yin? I asked.

"I can't give you an answer, who is this answer in your heart...... Who is the person you really love in your heart, close your eyes and feel who is the light that suddenly appears in your life to bring you real warmth......"

I closed my eyes and imagined the light, and a person flashed in my mind. He looked at me from afar, who was it......

"Mom, who is that person? And what's going on with that cheongsam? Mom! "When I opened my eyes, I found that my mother was gone.

I reached out and tried to grab my mom, but it just flapped. The warm orange light dissipated as the sound faded, but the warmth around it did not. I know, Mom has always been here. Even though I can't see or hear, she's here, and my dad, and they're watching me and caring about me. Although I still hate and resent, I know how I should choose. What really matters is how I go about choosing. The messy thread in my heart was scattered in an instant, so soft and resting in the bottom of my heart, and the unbearable heaviness was gone.

When I opened my eyes again, I saw an anxious look on my face. I looked around, there was no collapsed house, no hibiscus like me, I was still curled up on the mint-colored bed, next to my spirit stone and the hairpin with a trace of blood remaining.

"You're finally awake," An Yin let out a long sigh of relief, "What the hell happened just now?" ”

"Just now?" I wiped the sweat from my forehead and glanced at the hairpin that didn't move.

Was everything just a dream?

"You just looked very miserable in your sleep, and there was a black aura all over your body, were you attacked or ......" An Yin's gaze fell on the hairpin with me, "Is it Akiki Hibiscus?" ”

I briefly told An Yin everything that had just happened, about the Akiki Hibiscus who looked exactly like me, and about my mother, but I deliberately omitted Akiki Hibiscus, I didn't want him to know.

"Perhaps, we shouldn't have kept this hairpin." After being silent for a long time, An Yin said slowly.

I could clearly see that the hairpin was trembling slightly, and the wind was blowing outside the window, as if someone was whimpering quietly.

"Hold it for now, it won't hurt me yet." I say.

The hairpin trembled slightly.

An Yin looked at me in surprise and said, "Thank you." ”

"Okay, okay, I've slept enough, I want to go for ice cream, you forgot you said you wanted to try mint ice cream too. You can't talk about it! I sat up and stretched widely.

"Okay, I'll go as soon as I'm ready."

"Are you sure you want to keep me?" I heard a voice, it was Akiki Hibiscus.

"You can't hurt me at all." I said.

"In terms of the power of the entity, I really can't hurt you, but I know your heart, if it wasn't for your mother's inexplicable appearance just now, I'm afraid you would have died in my illusion, right?"

"I'm not that weak, and never say you know me."

Akiki chuckled: "Are you scared?" Afraid to face the true thoughts in your heart, yes, your mother can save you for a while, but not for the rest of your life. Next time, you'll crash into such an illusion. ”

"I won't, and your life is in my hands right now."

"My life has always been in the hands of others, it was and still is. Your life is in your own hands, but do you think you are better off than me? ”

"Why should I compare with you?"

"What I dare to do, I'm afraid you won't dare to give you a hundred lives."

Akiki Hibiscus is not wrong at all. Therefore, she is Qiu Mu Hibiscus, Qiu Mu Hibiscus who is deeply loved by An Yin, and I am Meng Yishi, Meng Yishi who doesn't even dare to face her real self.

"Why don't you speak? Didn't you have a pretty good mouth just now? ”

"You're right, I don't dare." I think of the past, Chen Zhi, aunt, Qi Yan, Xia Xiaoya, in the face of this series of things, I chose to escape. Perhaps in this regard, I am very similar to An Yin, and we both chose to escape without exception.

"Remembering those sad things again? Immerse yourself in your own world again? That's fine, I'll give you a ride directly, and I'll be with An Yin earlier. ”

"Your aura is so weak, I'm afraid it took a lot of effort to create this illusion. Presumably, you will not be able to defeat me like this anytime soon. And I'm not going to let you get away with it, I have my own things to do. ”

"Don't you think you're carrying me with me like you're carrying a bomb that will explode at any moment?"

I laughed: "An Yin is not bad at all, although you are just a trace of resentment from Akiki Hibiscus, but you are still the same Akiki Hibiscus, really, you are still her." ”

"Why?"

"Because I feel a smell from the savannah." I laugh.

Grassland...... Why is the word so familiar, and where have you seen it......

"Master?" An Yin suddenly appeared in front of my eyes.

"Oh, you're all right! Then let's go! ”