Chapter 62—The End of the World (31)
By the time Tu Qing woke up, it was already the second day.
Opening his eyes, Tu Qing was incredibly calm, and only let down his vigilance after making sure that there was no danger around.
Zheng Qibin has been staying by her side, and naturally found her awake for the first time: "How is it?" Does it still hurt? ”
Tu Qing shook his head, and was surprised to find that Zheng Qibin's whole person was much haggard, and there was stubble on his chin, not to mention his bloodshot eyes: "What's wrong with you?" ”
Zheng Qibin tugged at the corners of his mouth: "I'm fine." ”
It doesn't look like it's okay at all. But Tu Qing was not a talkative person by nature, and he was afraid that he would be angry when he asked something unspeakable, so he simply shut up: "Can I trouble you with something?" ”
"What?"
"Let's find out if there are any more people over there."
"What's wrong?" Zheng Qibin knew that there was a problem as soon as he heard it, otherwise how could Tu Qing's temperament take the initiative to care about this.
Tu Qing shook his head: "I'm not sure yet. ”
Zheng Qibin hurriedly asked people to take a look, and sure enough, there were three more people in Cheng Yuanhang's team, and I heard that they came over to meet before setting up camp yesterday.
Tu Qing lay on the car, looking at the roof of the car, ready for such an answer. At that time, the bomb was planted, and it was clear that someone was trying to control her!
Is it a psychic or a control or a puppet?
She has been trained in all kinds of cruelty by the system, but she is not a poor creature at the mercy of others.
The only people who could still want to kill themselves at that time were Cheng Yuanhang, right?
005 seemed to be able to feel what she was thinking, and a hairy and soft figure appeared in her mind: "This person is really bad enough, why don't you buy some poison and kill them, I promise you can't see it!" ”
Tu Qing smiled: "Of course, this will save trouble, but I can't do this." ”
"Why? Obviously, they attacked you first, and if it weren't for me, you would have died a long time ago. ”
"But I'm not dead after all, and Cheng Yuanhang can't be killed casually."
"Why not? With me, there is no impossible! ”
"But my bottom line is also there. I know that in the last days, the law is just empty words, morality is like a joke, and people are full of deceit. But the last days will not continue like this forever, and mankind will one day re-establish order. Even now, it's not that there are no friends and no relatives, in the last days, some people frame each other and push people into the zombie group, some people are willing to die for the sake of their families, and some people are willing to work hard to protect their relatives. I can't be willing to indulge in darkness just because I have seen it and experienced it. ”
005 tilted his head: "I don't understand." ”
"I didn't understand it before, but these are all things that my grandfather told me, and I remember them firmly. Grandpa said that there is a saying that there is a law not to blame the public, but not being responsible does not mean that it is right, and it does not mean that you can do it with peace of mind. Before the end of the world, there will always be people who dare to run the traffic light after gathering a group of people, but is this right? Not. If you know what others are doing wrong, why should you follow along? Some people think it's convenient and think it's fair, so why can't others like me? In fact, this is all self-comfort, constantly blurring one's bottom line. ”
Tu Qing looked at 005, Tu Qing wanted to laugh a little, this is just an intelligent system, but I am telling it these big truths, what's the point? But she has been holding back these words for a long time, but she can't say them to others, and maybe she will be scolded by others and treated as a fool.
"He wanted to kill me, and it stands to reason that there seems nothing wrong with me killing him, because he was the one who came first, and I will take revenge. There is always a way and a reason to kill him, but once it starts, it is a broken vow. I can kill him now because of his attempted murder, and in the future, I can take the first step to relieve the trouble just because someone else has murderous intentions. ”
"There's nothing wrong with that, nip danger in the bud, many heroes do this."
"No, that's not right. One person's evaluation of another person will always be influenced by subjective factors, and if you think he deserves to die like this, people will think that this is nothing. Some people will even kill people because of a scolding sentence, is it really damn if someone scolds? In this case, few human beings will survive. ”
"In such a society, I don't want to lower my bottom line little by little, especially when I'm getting stronger and stronger, the more unwilling I am, this is the self-control of the strong, and it is also my persistence. I'm afraid, I'm afraid that if I kill Cheng Yuanhang this time, I'll kill someone else next time, and then, I don't think there's anything wrong with being stained with human blood, I don't feel that life should be respected and cherished, and I will use my ability wantonly until I destroy myself. It's not that I don't think Cheng Yuanhang deserves to die, and it's not that I forgave him for what he did, but it's just a Cheng Yuanhang, and it's not worth me to give up the bottom line for him. ”
Yes, it's not worth it.
005 listened, a little confused: "I don't know if what you said is right or not, and I don't care what you do, but I think you're not stupid at all." "How can you say such a thing, how can you have low emotional intelligence?
Tu Qing's EQ is really low, all thanks to her deceased grandfather.
"Just because I don't understand the world doesn't mean I can't think or learn. I've been very smart since I was a child, but I don't like to play with children my age, I don't like to communicate with people, and I don't even have a sense of right and wrong. Grandpa would even worry that I was an antisocial personality. He was afraid that I would become a high-IQ criminal or be used by others, so my three views were shaped by my grandfather little by little. ”
"He's a good grandfather."
Of course he was a good grandfather, but I couldn't protect him, not even his relics.
"What's wrong?" Zheng Qibin was keenly aware of her loss.
"Nothing."
Is it because of Cheng Yuanhang?
Zheng Qibin paused for a moment and looked at Tu Qing very seriously: "Tu Qing, I am very serious now, very serious to tell you, I like you, I want to take care of you for a lifetime, I want to bargain for you all the time, I want to cook for you, I want to stand in front of you all the time to protect you, instead of watching you rush to the front alone, even if you are injured, there is no reason to stand by your side." ”
……
He was very serious, his eyes were deep and nervous, his hands were always at his sides, and he didn't dare to move.
Tu Qing felt that he was in a bit of a trance, and he didn't seem to hear what he was saying clearly, but his heart suddenly touched, and he trembled violently twice, and then calmed down quickly, and then ...... Then, there was calm.
Zheng Qibin's heart was empty, her heart seemed to be pinched by a hand, it hurt terribly, did she feel it at all? Is everything self-inflicted?
"I just hope that one day, I can stand in front of you as your man, not a teammate, not a friend."
Thanks to Weiyang relatives, calm 1998, ID always can't send out and demon your life reward~~(づ??????) づ