For nearly three months, he was running around alone in the sky where he was unfamiliar, and he couldn't fall asleep until the early hours of the morning every night.

When I fell asleep, Lin Shuang's face appeared in the dream, healthy, sick, good-looking, haggard, and occasionally Lin Shuang didn't come, and his finally empty head was occupied by the chubby little guy in the dream.

When he squinted and smiled at him, he really looked like him when he was a child, and he always dreamed of his red little face in his dreams, and the heart-rending cry when he was leaving.

Then he would wake up in the dead of night.

Whether it was Lin Shuang or the cute little guy, he would disappear, he was still facing a cold wall, and no one spoke to him.

He tried all his best, found all the relationships he could find, and even called Shi Nan and Bai Guyu in desperation, they have much more connections than him, and they may know something.

But he still hasn't found Lin Shuang.

However, Xie Lulin's phone did not call.

He hoped to receive his call but was afraid of receiving his call, afraid that Xie Lulin would bring bad news.

Shen Muhan comforted himself, he could rest assured that he could rest assured that he didn't find her, and she shouldn't have gone back, but at least he could be sure that she was alive and well so far.

Live by his side.

He just hadn't found her yet.

Sometimes he suddenly woke up on a rainy night and sat at the head of the bed and looked out the window, the dark night sky had no stars, only lightning illuminated the walls, and the raindrops brushed the window panes.

He always misses Lin Shuang very much on nights like this.

He tossed and turned on the bed. Several times he wanted to smoke a cigarette and try it, maybe he wouldn't be so uncomfortable and wouldn't be so lonely, but he thought that Lin Shuang hated the smell of smoke and still didn't move.

He is still looking forward to the day when he will reunite with her, and he will give her the best and not be decadent. That's not the Shen Muhan she likes.

It is also such a rainy night, there is a light rain outside, and the rain feet are chaotic to listen to in people's ears.

Shen Muhan opened his eyes and looked out of the window in a daze, there was rain sliding down the glass all the way, and then disappeared, but the mobile phone at the bedside suddenly rang.

He was startled.

When he took out his mobile phone and saw that the note was "Mom", Shen Muhan almost held his breath. Every time he sees the name of his family, he feels like this.

Maybe Lin Shuang has news. It could be good news or bad news, or maybe something happened at home, and then they thought about Lin Shuang.

He quickly answered the phone.

"Mom, what's the matter?" Because it is a cross-border call, the call bill is quite expensive. Every call is like a mission. Each of them reported on the situation. I can barely talk a few words about homely things.

Mother Lin didn't hide it, "Xiao Han, the child had a fever yesterday. But don't worry, your dad and I got him to the hospital and the fever is now gone."

Shen Muhan frowned, "Fever? Is it serious? ”

"It's okay now, I've gone home, and I'm in good spirits!" Mother Lin whispered and teased the child, and Shen Muhan heard her whispering, "Good, this is your father, call Dad"

The child didn't scream, he just giggled on the other end of the phone.

Mother Lin coaxed twice, but still didn't scream, just giggled.

Shen Muhan's heart was suddenly sour, and he was blocked by an inexplicable emotion, that was his son, could he already spit out words now? Will you be able to climb?

Remember his mom and dad?

Such a young child, he shouldn't remember it now, he has never called his parents, so he will suddenly let him shout, how can he shout?

It's not anyone's fault, he's just a good husband, he's not a good father, he's not a good son.

Shen Muhan chuckled, but the corners of his mouth were bitter, he didn't care about this question and directly opened the topic, "Mom, is everything okay at home?" ”

"Okay, Xiao Lin, his parents sometimes come to help, everything is fine" Mother Lin deliberately raised her voice, but her voice seemed to be sad since Lin Shuang left.

"Xiao Han, you have to pay attention to your body over there, don't treat yourself badly" Mother Lin said that her eyes were already red, Shen Muhan was no different from her own son in her heart, how could she bear to let him live a hard life in a foreign country, and several times she asked him to come back, but he was denied.

Later, she stopped mentioning it.

Both of them were a little silent for a while, and Mother Lin said again, "Don't worry, take your time, no news now is the best news, which means that Shuangshuang is okay."

Shen Muhan smiled, "Mom, I know, you have to take care of your health"

So many **** nights and nights, every time he hovers between expectation and disappointment, he comforts himself like this, so that he can persist until today.

Shen Muhan just wanted to say that he hung up the phone when he suddenly heard the voice of a young child on the other side of the phone, the words were soft, and he muttered inaudiblely, but he was indeed talking.

Mother Lin also paused, she took the little guy into her arms and hugged it again, "Good, shout again"

The little one muttered again, and then giggled again, and seemed to be happy.

Although he didn't hear it very clearly, Shen Muhan heard those two words, and the little guy squeezed out a "Dad" with difficulty in his immature baby voice

The ordinary two Chinese characters had an extraordinary magical power, and when they heard it, it seemed to smash into Shen Muhan's ears in an instant, making him stunned for a moment.

His eyes were almost red.

I open my mouth to talk but I don't know what to say.

Then there is the laughter of the little guy, like a silver bell, which is both liked and sad to listen to.

After hanging up the phone, Shen Muhan got out of bed directly, walked to the window and stood straight, the rain outside was still falling, it didn't seem to stop, it was very dark, and it was misty, except for the vague outline of a few lights, he couldn't see anything clearly.

He sighed.

At this time, the mobile phone on the bed rang again.

It's a heather's phone.

Shen Muhan's heartbeat was a little uncontrollable when he stared at those two words, Shi Nan called him at this time, did he have any news of Lin Shuang?

His fingers trembled a little, and he immediately clicked on it, and sure enough, it was Shi Nan's voice, but what he brought was not good news.

Not even a message.

He was just here to comfort him.

"Is there any news?" Shen Muhan suppressed the excitement in his heart and tried his best to calm his words, Shi Nan was silent for a while, "There is no specific news, but it's soon, don't worry"

"You still have to take care of yourself, otherwise when you find Lin Shuang, you will collapse first, how will we explain to her at that time? Mu Han, don't work too hard, I'm really afraid you won't be able to hold on" Shi Nan's voice lowered at the right time.

Shen Muhan was silent for a while, and said an indifferent "oh".

He also thought that Lin Shuang had news.

It turned out to be another empty joy.

Shen Muhan's hand holding the mobile phone hung down weakly, and he stood stupidly in front of the window for a while, then turned around and walked back to the bed slowly. He didn't feel sleepy for a while with his eyes open.

This night is destined to be another sleepless night. (To be continued.) )