Chapter 179: I Like Me Alone
A light rain was falling outside the window, and the foggy sky reminded me that it was not too early. Kim So-hyun sat by the window, his head leaning on his arm, sometimes looking at the math equation test paper on the table, sometimes looking at the fallen leaves fluttering outside the window, the wisps of wind falling on her face through the window, but it could bring a little coolness with mist, so that she would not fall prematurely under the temptation of drowsiness in the struggle with math problems.
"Kim So-hyun, don't bite the pen again!"
A cold voice came from the bedside not far away, and then Kim So-hyun felt a pain in his head, and saw a piece of rubber jump to the window, and then flew into the air playfully.
"Ah, my Sesshomaru-sama!"
Kim So-hyun let out a mournful cry and staggered to the window, only to see the brand-new eraser with the characters from Inuyasha turn into a black dot and disappear into the green grass.
"Ah, Teacher Nim!"
Kim So-hyun turned around and shouted, like a cat protecting food, but the moment he touched Jiang Zhican's gloomy gaze, his arrogance disappeared, and he lowered his head with a sneering expression, trying to calm things down, and turned around and sat down pretending that nothing had happened.
"Stand!" Jiang Zhican said, getting up and walking towards her.
Kim So-hyun put his hands behind his back in a little panic, his head buried low, and his eyes turned restlessly from side to side.
"I remember before the summer vacation, did you like the young master of "Black Butler"?" Jiang Zhichan raised his finger and knocked on her head, and Kim Sohyun took advantage of the situation to sit down, his pursed mouth revealing grievances.
"I've been watching Inuyasha lately! There is no rule that you can't see one and love one ・・・・・・"
"Then tell me, what kind of flowers are embroidered on Sesshomaru's kimono?" Jiang Zhican asked.
"Hexagonal plum!" Kim So-hyun blurted out.
"Sesshomaru's weapon moves?"
"The waning moon of the underworld is broken!" Kim So-hyun immediately shouted.
"Who did Sesshomaru give Suzu to take care of in the end?"
"I know, Grandma Feng!" Kim thought about it for a moment and said triumphantly.
"I can't see it, you have a pretty good memory." Jiang Zhichan smiled.
"That's it, Teacher Nim. When I was at my best, I memorized 10 pages of lines in an hour! ”
Kim So-hyun boasted happily, and was about to ask Jiang Zhichan that he had also watched "Inuyasha", but he saw that the smile on Jiang Zhichan's face suddenly expanded, revealing some kind of mockery, and then the knife fell in her hand, and she was hit again. Gritting her teeth in pain, she raised her eyes to look at Jiang Zhican angrily, but saw that the other party's gaze was falling on the test paper on the table.
"Ah~~ Wait, teacher nim! I haven't finished writing yet, isn't it time yet? ”
She threw herself on the table with her hands open, trying to block the blank half of the volume, but Jiang Zhichan grabbed the tail of the newly combed ball, and was lifted up with her teeth open.
"When I threw your eraser just now, the time was up, but it was dazzling. Anyway, you have such a good memory, how can you teach things before the summer vacation, and now you have forgotten all of them? ”
Jiang Zhican asked softly in a voice, but Kim So-hyun keenly heard a trace of suppressed chagrin and anger from it, and couldn't help but wrinkle her little face, put on a sad and self-reproachful look, blinked her eyes pitifully, and said in a small low voice:
"I'm sorry teacher nim. It's that I'm so stupid that I don't have any talent for math at all. It's terrible・・・・・・"
Jiang Zhican raised his eyebrows when he heard this, his face was a little bad, and he finally showed helplessness.
This girl, if he prevaricates him with reasons such as being too busy filming, then he can naturally teach her a good lesson, but now this is all self-defeating. What else could he do but encourage and comfort?
Holding the pen a little too hard, he patted Kim So-hyun on the head, and began to write in detail about the problem-solving process on the test paper from beginning to end, while writing. He also explained the idea of each solution step as carefully as possible, pausing from time to time, and seeing Kim So-hyun nod his head to indicate that there was no problem, he continued.
But hell, Kim So-hyun sat on the chair in a daze, and the lines of number equations in front of him all passed by, and Jiang Zhican's voice in her ears was extremely clear, but she couldn't even hear a single specific word in it.
She felt like she was caught in a huge cotton-like gentle embrace, and when Jiang Zhican bent over and stood beside her, a refreshing masculine aura like a summer soap flower surrounded her. The two were so close that as if she could see the fine pores on each other's faces as soon as she turned her head, and the breath between the other party's words unconsciously and softly exhaled behind her ears, on her eyebrows, and on her cheeks, like a bunch of velvet brushing the skin on her back, bringing indescribable throbbing.
I don't know when, a blush crept up behind her ears, and then she felt someone's gaze so strong that she couldn't ignore it, she came back to her senses, showed a shrunken expression, and pitifully folded her hands and apologized to Jiang Zhican.
Jiang Zhican shook his head and sighed, put down the pen and rubbed his eyebrows, then took a step back with his hands around his hands, and motioned to Kim So-hyun to take a blank paper and answer the questions on the test paper again under his supervision.
Kim So-hyun obediently did so, and then unconsciously bit the tip of the pen again, and when he reacted, he saw Kang Ji-chan's almost collapsed face.
"I'm sorry, Teacher Nim, I promise not to bite next time!" Kim So-hyun bit her nails and said, then her hand shrunk, her face flushed and her hand was turned away, her forehead was about to fall on the table, and she couldn't wait to find a crack in the ground to get into.
"I'll talk about biting the pen later!"
Jiang Zhican said a little irritably, then grabbed Jin Soxuan's head, his eyes stabbed her eyes like two sharp swords, and his fingers poked on the white paper drawn by the kitten, his tone was full of pain, "I said Suoxuan, didn't you listen to the explanation just now?" It's all the content I learned before the summer vacation, how can I forget it so thoroughly now?! ”
"No, no, Teacher Nim, I'm just, I'm just, I'm just ・・・・・・"
"Just what?" Kang Ji-chan interrupted Kim So-hyun's Ji-go a little roughly, forcing her to give an answer.
"I—I'm just because Teacher Nim is around, it's too distracting・・・・・・" Kim So-hyun said with his eyes closed.
"Oh, me? I didn't say a word, it was quiet! Jiang Zhican shouted incredulously.
Kim So-hyun opened his eyes, looked at Jiang Zhican, and grabbed the edge of his pants with both hands. whispered, "That's it, even if Teacher Nim stays nearby, it will disturb me!" There's no way to concentrate・・・・・・"
Jiang Zhican's face became a little weird, and then after a while, he snorted coldly, "Read less romance texts, it's cranky." Then he left the bedroom with his hands in his hands. Walking to the living room, he closed the door by the way, and slammed it to show his inner peace.
Anyone who is repeatedly shown her love openly and secretly by a much younger beautiful girl is difficult to calm down like no one.
Jiang Zhican thought that the love of sixteen or seventeen-year-old girls was like summer showers, which came and went quickly, and I didn't see them for a summer vacation, and the girl's little love at the beginning would disperse like a dark cloud after the sun came out, but I didn't expect it. That girl still hides herself in her heart?
This is really a happy and distressing thing, and Jiang Zhican begins to think about quitting his tutor.
"Teacher Nim, I'm done."
Kim So-hyun's head poked out of the bedroom door, Kang Ji-chan glanced at the time, only fifteen minutes had passed, and Kim So-hyun's answer sheet was standard-perhaps, it was really time to resign?
Jiang Zhican thought silently, his expression a little complicated. Kim So-hyun seemed to see his concerns, and knelt on the sofa. Said very seriously:
"Teacher Nim, I know that my liking has caused you a lot of trouble, and it is also a burden, after all, no man wants to fall in love with a little girl who is not an underage, but Teacher Nim, you can rest assured. I will definitely manage this liking well, just like it, maybe over time, as I grow up, one day I will let go of this liking・・・・・・・ but the teacher nim. Please, don't leave me, don't avoid me, just take a walk with me for a while, okay? ”
Kim So-hyun bowed down, in the standard posture of please, and his shoulders even trembled slightly, like the weak wings of a young bird.
Kang Zhichan looked at her quietly, his expression was deep, thinking about what the smart girl in front of him had just said, but a feeling of sympathy floated in his heart - perhaps, in Kim Tae-yeon's eyes, he was dazzling at this moment?
The complexity of people's hearts lies in the uncontrollable, even if they are a few years older, even if they take the initiative, it is difficult to guarantee that the future situation will not be unbalanced and will not be out of control, so Kim Taeyeon always rejects him cleanly and clearly, and the bottom line drawn is so deep that it is difficult to touch.
And what about him, does he have to choose the same decision as Kim Taeyeon?
Wouldn't that be a complete admission of defeat, and even the value of the one you like alone, but also completely self-denial?!
Jiang Zhican's expression revealed a hint of hideousness and perseverance, he pulled up Suoxuan and gave her a warm and reassuring hug.
"Thanks, Naocan Oba!" A big smile appeared on Kim So-hyun's face.
"It's not over teaching time, is it?" Jiang Zhican frowned.
"But IU Oni has arrived!" Kim So-hyun put his hands around Jiang Zhican's waist violently, nodded to the innocent girl standing in the hallway, holding a guitar on her back, and smiled:
"Hello, Ernie!"
PS1: Someone mentioned Soxuan last night, and I wrote this chapter today, and it hasn't been a long time.
ps2: Chasing the text so far,It's undoubtedly true love.,Can endure my update toss.,Everyone is really a good person.,What I can do is to write the text more and more beautifully.。
ps3: Before writing this article, I haven't even touched a word of similar articles, and I have never written long articles, purely to practice with interest, so I am trapped in experience and laziness, and the previous article was written slowly, and the content was written too procrastinating and casual, and then, it was the standard hit the street. I just hope you don't dislike it, I feel very embarrassed to come.
PS4: You've talked a lot about Sika, so I'm going to say a few words. So far, in fact, I haven't described Sika's attitude towards emotions positively, and her emotional drama has only been foreshadowed, and the first scene of the text has not even been opened. I like the plot after that, whether it is the process or the destination, it is a simple and only love, although there are often ups and downs, but it is also more and more beautiful.
As for the word "send", which is often mentioned, I actually feel incomprehensible and repulsive - how can I use send? That's a beautiful girl with a complex soul alive! For me, every beautiful girl is unique and complex and exquisite, like ancient and precious porcelain, each with its own story and temperament behind it, and it needs to be carefully dealt with, understood, and tolerated in order to see the most beautiful side hidden.
Give? It's just ridiculous.
However, there may be some offending, disliking, and arrogant, but as far as I can see, many books have made the girls papery, and this directly makes the reader accustomed to it (of course, purely for the simple and easy to use YY, when I didn't say). Even if I once read a certain book with two hundred chapters of updates in one go, and then read it a few days ago, I was surprised to find that every girl in the following text was the same--they all liked "me" so much, so beautiful and simple, so easy to satisfy the lack of pursuit, and even the performance after being jealous was also synchronized.
I turned it off in disappointment, although I can still see it, like going with the flow, purely for the girl I like to appear on paper, closing the distance・・・・・・・ but why do I feel sad when I write this・・・・・・ (to be continued.) )