Chapter 186

Shen Muhan sat on the bed for a long time, he stared blankly out of the window, it was dark and drizzling outside, and a busy day began.

But it was someone else's day.

His tomorrow would be nothing but darkness from the moment he heard what had happened to her, and he didn't know what to do, he leaned against the head of the bed without saying a word or moving.

The strength of the whole body seemed to be sucked clean by that phone call, like a plant that had lost its rain and sunshine, and was dying.

Shen Muhan stared at the pattern on the quilt for a moment, and only looked away until his eyes were sore and painful, but no matter where he moved his gaze, there was no focus.

He's like a dead man.

The belief that had been supporting him all this time collapsed, and he was at a loss, not knowing what to do next, not knowing where to go, not knowing which direction to go.

Which direction leads to her side.

She said that they still have a lifetime of stories to tell, she said that she would stay for him, said that she would wait for him to come back, and said that she would not give up.

But in the end, he was the only one left to wander the world without her.

Whether it's a dew-stained dawn or a starry night, whether it's a sunny sunny day or a misty rainy day, there's no time without her.

Shen Muhan still refuses to believe this fact, obviously he still has her temperature on his body, obviously her face and her facial features are still as clear as yesterday, obviously she was still smiling into his dream last night.

Now suddenly tell him that this person is gone, whether it's sunny or rainy. Whether it's today or tomorrow, this summer without her, the next summer without her.

Every summer after that there was no her.

How can he accept it.

Yes, it's impossible, she can't just go like this, there must be something in the middle that he doesn't know, Xie Lulin must know something, maybe he hid Lin Shuang.

Shen Muhan's eyes burst into light in an instant, and even he didn't notice that his emotions had never been flustered, he was like a madman at this time.

He almost trembled and took out his phone. dialed Xie Lulin's phone.

Then he stared at the name on the screen and waited quietly for the phone to connect.

He wanted to ask Xie Lulin personally. Ask where Lin Shuang is, and ask him where he hid her.

The phone rang for a long time before it was finally connected.

"Xie Lulin, where is Frosty?" Before Xie Lulin could speak, Shen Muhan couldn't wait to ask, "Where did you take her?" ”

His heart was beating quietly. It's like there's nothing in your chest.

It's just empty. He was uncomfortable empty. It was like something was missing.

Xie Lulin was silent for a long time, and Shen Muhan finally ran out of patience, he suppressed his voice and shouted, "What about you?" Where is Frost? ”

It was the first time he had been so agitated as he was. For the first time, he lost his previous calm and roared out so roughly, he just couldn't wait to know where Lin Shuang was, he couldn't bear it for a moment.

But Xie Lulin was still silent.

"Are you deaf? I ask you where is the frost? You don't say that I can find ......" Shen Muhan has lost his mind, he doesn't care about any demeanor, he is like a madman, he doesn't want to care about anything, he doesn't want to care about anything.

No, he's crazy.

Without her, he is no longer the Shen Muhan of the past, that person exists because of her, and she will follow her without the person she likes.

"I'll let you talk! What to pretend to be dead? "He's finally run out of patience.

Every cell and every inch of blood in his body was shouting, to find her, to find her, to find her.

She must have been waiting for him.

Xie Lulin was also taken aback by such Shen Muhan, in his impression, this person has always been indifferent and detached, no matter where he goes, his expression is always rejecting people thousands of miles away, he seems to be very calm and rational, as if nothing has anything to do with him, nothing can shake him in the slightest.

But since he met Lin Shuang, he seems to have been broken, he has joy, anger, sorrow, sadness, happiness and even jealousy, he has all the incredible expressions and emotions.

But he was still frightened by Shen Muhan at this moment, he was impulsive like a madman, and he was unreasonable to deceive himself.

After a while, when Shen Muhan was angry again, Xie Lulin finally opened his mouth, "I didn't hide her, I'm sorry ......"

His voice was very low, even his tone changed, and the sadness and guilt in his tone seeped through the phone screen little by little, not like a fake.

The real one doesn't look like it's pretended.

But this made Shen Muhan even more annoyed, and he desperately tried to cover the panic that erupted with anger. I'm sorry...... Sorry what......

Oh, yes, he hid Lin Shuang because he should have told him that he was sorry.

Shen Muhan took a deep breath and finally calmed down a little, "You tell me where Shuangshuang is, I'll pick her up, and if it's too late, I guess I won't be able to go back to dinner, my parents and children are still crying at home, you are so sad for them"

"Shen Muhan ......," Xie Lulin called him.

Shen Muhan didn't speak.

"You sober up, I didn't lie to you, and I didn't hide the frost and frost......" Speaking of this, Xie Lulin paused for a moment, and then there was a choked voice on the phone, and his voice was also nasal, "I'm sorry......"

He's still saying he's sorry.

I won't say anything other than I'm sorry.

Shen Muhan smiled, "You're still lying to me, how could something happen to her, her body is obviously good and she is still very happy to eat a bowl of porridge, how could she suddenly be like this?" As he spoke, he felt an itch on his face, and reached out to wipe a handful of water on his hands.

"That was three months ago" Xie Lulin's voice became more and more nasal, and his voice became lower and lower, and even when he said the back, he was completely speechless, and he only kept choking.

He seemed to be crying, and then he kept apologizing, and he kept saying sorry.

Shen Muhan still didn't want to believe it, he sneered.

It's just like the real thing.

It seems that he doesn't plan to tell him the truth, Shen Muhan chuckled lightly, and his tone was cold, "If you don't say it's okay, I'll check it myself."

After speaking, he cut off the phone without waiting for Xie Lulin to respond.

After hanging up the phone, Shen Muhan immediately went to look for Shi Nan's number, he didn't let himself be idle for a moment, and he didn't let his brain empty for a moment.

Once he was idle, he was afraid that he would be cranky, and he was afraid that he would believe Xie Lulin's damn nonsense.

So he can't stop.

You can't stop for a moment.

He seems to have found a target for himself now, as if the things that support him have come to life again, he can't be confused or fall, he still has to find Lin Shuang.

But before Shen Muhan could turn out Shi Nan's number, the phone rang, Bai Guyu's name jumped on the screen, and he was stunned for a moment before answering the phone.

"Is there news from Frost? Where is she? What's going on now? After asking three questions in a row, Bai Guyu on the other side of the phone was stunned by Shen Muhan's question.

He waited for Bai Guyu's answer with anticipation, waiting for her to tell him that Lin Shuang was fine, but he waited for a while to come, "Mu Han, don't be like this"

What happened to him?

"Lin Shuang is really gone, I was also there that day, she really ......" Speaking of this, she paused at the right time, "Not there"

"What hospital is she in?"

Bai Gu Yu reported a name.

Shen Muhan sat on the bed, his eyes were unfocused and he didn't know what he was thinking.

After a while he hung up.

She was also lying to him, she and Xie Lulin had discussed working together to deceive him, and she acted quite like the real thing. (To be continued.) )