230 Understood
In Zhen Yunrong, Zhang Baihua received the care and love she had never received.
He gave so unhesitatingly, so unreservedly.
She has it, but she doesn't dare to cherish it.
Because it wasn't really something that should belong to her, and one day, she would definitely lose it, so she didn't want it.
She kept telling herself that her crossing was an accident, that the original soul had died when she came, and that she had just finished her unfinished life for her, and that she shouldn't feel guilty about it.
Until the age of six, she was doing well.
But Zhen Yunrong's appearance shattered the illusion she created for herself, pretending that she was the original owner.
The more he treated her, the more clearly she realized it.
Why...... Isn't she the original Zhang Baihua?
The feeling of robbing someone else's stuff hit her heart, and she was terrified. There was even a time when she deliberately ignored Zhen Yunrong, ignored him, couldn't see his kindness, and pretended not to find his loss and sadness.
But it didn't work.
He, as always, has no regrets and makes people unable to even give birth to hatred and disgust.
Gradually, this guilt gradually turned into envy.
In this world, there is a person who lives hard only for her Zhang Baihua - even if he himself is not aware of it, but when she puts herself in the position of a bystander, she sees it clearly.
So she began to try to accept it.
She thought she could be indifferent, and she thought that she was looking at another person's life through this body. It's like watching a movie, you will be moved, and even once upon a time you will substitute yourself in it. But when it comes to the end, I will be soberly aware that it is just a movie, and there should be no changes to my life.
But, she thought, she did wrong.
She shouldn't have let him go, and she shouldn't have let herself go.
Every smile he gave her. Everything he did for her came to mind with great clarity.
It seemed that at some point, when even she herself was not very clear, this man who was much more beautiful than her quietly walked into her heart. The softest place that has never been conquered by anyone.
"Girl, you haven't talked much in the past two days." Putting his arm on her shoulder, Zhen Yunrong leaned into her ear and whispered.
I realized that my feelings for my little sister were not ordinary. He approached her intentionally or unintentionally. In fact. Although his injuries looked serious, they were actually not serious, as long as they healed.
But he didn't say it, but enjoyed the care of his little sister very much...... Don't look at Zhang Baihua is "supporting" him, in fact, in Zhen Yunrong's opinion, it is obviously him holding the little junior sister!
Because he was an "injury" in the eyes of others, Zhen Yunrong actually played a hooligan in the open!
Although Luo Yiming knew that the little junior brother was pretending, he didn't say anything. Back then, he was no less able to show weakness to Zhang Xinwei. What's this little bit of care, if you want to marry a wife, you have to be thick-skinned!
However, Gu Jicheng wanted to speak many times. But they were all stopped by Luo Yiming.
"Don't spoil the good deeds of the little junior brother, be careful that he is in a hurry with you." Luo Yiming whispered in his ear to warn: "Don't say you can't see it, the two of them can be regarded as enlightened, you haven't gone over to join in the fun for a long time." ”
Gu Jicheng was stunned, so to speak...... Does Zhang Baihua know?
Yes, this little junior sister has shown her crystal clear side from the beginning.
She wasn't very empathetic, and sometimes she was a little screwed, but as long as she wanted to figure it out, she couldn't hide it from her - sometimes she really didn't look like a spoiled child.
Zhang Baihua entered the mountain at the age of six, if he was really a child, even if he experienced something when he was a child, he should not leave much harm. After all, he was still young back then, and even if he had a memory, it would not be very profound. Especially since she comes from a family, that kind of family usually doesn't ignore any child.
I still remember her little appearance when she first started, she would smile sweetly, she would please people, and she didn't look like she had a shadow.
But the older she gets, the less she looks like "her".
She loved to laugh when she was a child, she was smart, sensible and hardworking, she knew that she was likable, and she would not be the first to be in the limelight everywhere, she always stepped on everyone's bottom line just right, and even the occasional willfulness would not make people feel irritable.
As she grew older, she began to become more and more silent, and sometimes her gaze stayed on herself, but he felt that she was not looking at him, but through him looking at someone else.
She is not as likable as she was when she was a child, but she has a clear mind, as if she can see through other people's minds at a glance.
She had several epiphanies, but every time she woke up, the more he felt that this junior sister was unfamiliar.
Master praised her for being a good seedling.
Gu Jicheng felt that she was not "her".
Why should he be upset about her? He didn't owe her anything.
"Little junior sister can be considered to have understood." Zhang Xinwei, who was holding hands with Luo Yiming, couldn't help but say, but after speaking, she glanced at Gu Jicheng cautiously.
In fact, all of them knew what happened back then.
That day, the fourth junior brother had a demon tribulation, and she was the one who went to chase the little junior sister.
Although I don't know why, the little sister did like him...... Maybe it was just the admiration of the little girl in her adolescence, but she was heartbroken by the fourth junior brother at that time.
If it were her, it would be sad, right?
Fortunately, she likes the elder brother who has always been gentle with her, and although he sometimes deliberately teases her, he never makes her sad.
Zhang Baihua likes to go through the valley and.
However, that affection is very shallow, and it will crumble almost at the touch.
At some point, he had given her a different sense of security, and she could be sure that the warmth was given to herself, not to another person.
She covets this exclusive affection.
But it's vulnerable.
It doesn't take much effort to end a relationship that has no foundation at all, at least for people like Zhang Baihua, it's an easy thing to do. She had long since learned to restrain and disguise, and as time passed, all of that would fade away.
She thought that her feelings for Zhen Yunrong were the same.
"Girl, you haven't talked much in the past two days." She heard him whisper in her ear.
"I'm thinking about something." She smiled and raised her head, meeting his beautiful eyes, his thick eyebrows and big eyes were as bright as stars, as if she could see her heart.
"What's the matter?"
"I'll tell you when the beast tide is over."
"Okay...... When the time comes, I will have one more thing to tell you. ”
Look at each other and smile. (To be continued.) )