Chapter 169: Deceiving others and deceiving oneself
Kim Taeyeon's work today is divided into two parts, a day-long variety show shooting and a recording work that lasts for several hours, because the content of the variety show shooting is close to her daily life, so the shooting is not effortless, and for her who is used to high-intensity work, most of her rich energy is concentrated on the recording work.
Whether it is a serious and careful discussion with the producer or a personal reflection on the revision of the lyrics, she is meticulous and focused. With a faint frown and a pen between her fingers spinning slightly, she sat at the table like a student, listening to the song with headphones on her headphones while staring at the book in front of her to consider the lyrics.
From time to time, she hummed softly, repeating or transposing the key, and the lyrics were slightly deleted, actively looking for answers that would satisfy her. The producers have given full support to this, whether it is Kim Taeyeon's own years of singing experience or the cute girl represented by the name Kim Taeyeon, it is enough to make people open the door.
She went to the recording studio for a long time, listened to the producer's advice through the glass, looked for the feeling of singing and brewed the right mood, occasionally came out to listen to her recorded voice, and then entered and re-recorded.
The process seems boring, and Kim Taeyeon is a bit fastidious about the recording. Because the variety show is still filming, she can still show a smile when facing the camera, but her mind is obviously not on the shooting, biting her fingers or hanging her head, she communicates with the producer, listens to the recording repeatedly, and the whole person can't help but look a little dull and boring.
"I still think it's a bit of a pity・・・・・・
Finally finished the recording, but Kim Taeyeon's expression was not very clear, and after a while, he smiled embarrassedly at the camera, reached out and brushed his hair, and continued, "To be honest, I still want to record again from scratch, but because this recording studio is not my own, and ・・・・・・ everyone is very tired, well~ I also want to add the part of the members, I haven't heard the full version yet, so it should be better when the time comes・・・・・・"
Kim Taeyeon said, a little can't help laughing, probably because she feels ashamed that she is so serious about discussing the recording work with the audience, showing a decent and diligent appearance. It is similar to the process of a girl boasting about her beauty and looking forward to her brilliance, but her face is red because of her thin skin.
"By the way, who's the next member to come to the recording?" After talking about her experience, Kim Taeyeon asked the female staff member sitting next to her.
"It's Xu Xian." The staff looked at the timetable and confirmed, "Four minutes later." ”
"Hey, four minutes later?" Kim Taeyeon was amused by the meticulous timing.
"Well, do you want to wait for Xu Xian to meet?" The staff asked.
"Hmm・・・・・・" Kim Taeyeon tilted her head, suddenly shook her head, and said a little coolly, "I still have an itinerary, I have to leave immediately." ”
"Busy woman!" The staff sighed.
"Well, I'm going to go around Gangnam District." Kim Taeyeon pursed her lips and smiled, got up and nodded to the people present to say that she had worked hard, and then walked out, and when she opened the glass door, she did not forget to hook her hand at Kang Zhichan, who was sitting in the corner, and motioned to follow.
"Sister Taeyeon, the next trip is to go to the exhibition, don't you hurry?" Jiang Zhichan followed behind her and asked.
"I've made an appointment with Mr. Wenxi, and if I don't leave, I'll be late!" Kim Taeyeon said, shaking her bag and walking briskly down the stairs.
"But don't worry about these few minutes・・・・・・" Kang Zhichan muttered helplessly, opened the car door for Kim Tae-yeon, started the car and sent her to the painting exhibition.
Kim Taeyeon glanced at him when she heard this, pulled down the baffle and leaned on the backrest to rest, as if she was tired from recording, which would be without the constraints of the camera, her face showed a trace of fatigue, and she did not respond to Jiang Zhichan's muttering.
Jiang Zhican turned his head to look at her, and saw that she didn't close her eyes and sleep but was in a daze with a wooden face, he thought about it and couldn't help asking, "Sister Taeyeon, are you recording the same as today?" ”
"Well, what's wrong?" Kim Taeyeon looked up at him.
"No, I just think it's very hard, in addition to recording, I have to be responsible for lyrics revision and tune adjustment." Jiang Zhican said.
"Really? It's okay・・・・・・ in fact, it's quite satisfying to be able to participate in these jobs, after all, everyone's development direction is different, like me and Xiaoxian, the main energy is on the singing career, if you don't take the initiative to learn, satisfied with the skills cultivated during the trainee period, I always feel very embarrassed, like a bad student who doesn't want to make progress. ”
Kim Taeyeon took out a thermos cup from her bag, took two sips of water, and continued, "Whether it is a male artist or a female artist, the lifespan of an idol is always limited, and when you reach a certain age, even if you don't want to, the juniors will squeeze you down, so as an idol, even if it is a popular idol, you must have a sense of crisis!" ”
"So even if it's a girlhood, even a female idol as tall as a skyscraper like Sister Taeyeon, after entering the second half of the twenties, she has a sense of crisis and a motivation to take the initiative to learn music production and write lyrics?" Jiang Zhican asked.
"Yes, yes! If it weren't for my really poor acting skills, I would have wanted to try to transform into an actor, after all, the status and longevity of an actor are always higher and longer than that of a singer. Learning music production now, how to put it, can be regarded as a kind of self-pursuit! It's so hard, my talent is a bit low. ”
Kim Taeyeon's face showed a depressed look, his fingers turned the thermos cup in front of his knee, and he was silent for a while and said, "In fact, sometimes I fantasize about meeting a man who is handsome, kind and gentle, and loves me very much, I am no longer engaged in artist work, I don't have to be so tired, I can stay at home every day and teach my husband and children, live a worry-free life, go out to travel together during the holidays, take care of the children when I am busy, and occasionally encounter good works, maybe I can sing and ・・・・・・ grace again, this kind of life is very good, right?" ”
Kim Taeyeon looked at Kang Ji-chan's face with an expectant look.
Kang Ji-chan didn't answer her question, but asked, "So Sister Taeyeon, have you ever met such a man?" ”
Kim Taeyeon rolled her eyes and said angrily, "What do you think?" ”
"Isn't it, it's hard to meet a man like that, right?" Jiang Zhican asked.
Kim Taeyeon raised her hand to her forehead, feeling that she was playing the piano to the cow, so she turned her head out the window and looked at the scenery of the Han River. They just passed a bridge across the Han River, and the golden sunlight shone beautifully.
"So in a few years, I should be Sister Taeyeon, the first man you have ever met, right? So you can get married, right?"
Kim Taeyeon was squinting at the river, when she suddenly heard Kang Jichan behind her say to her in a deep voice like an aria, she was stunned for a moment, and laughed.
"What, you're shameless!" She shouted childishly, laughing non-stop.
"Sister Taeyeon, didn't you just describe it to imply that I am developing into such a man?" Jiang Zhican shrugged and asked.
Kim Taeyeon suddenly stopped smiling, staring at Kang Zhican, with a hint of charm flowing in her bright eyes: "If you can really become such a man, maybe I will seriously consider it!" However, how many years after you are talking about it, how many years will it be? Sister, I, but a woman who longs for a stable life, you understand? ”
"Well, I'll try!" Jiang Zhican nodded vigorously, his expression was terribly serious.
Kim Taeyeon looked at him for a moment, and suddenly said faintly, "I'm kidding you, stupid!" If you really become such a man in the future, those young and beautiful girls would have squeezed through the door of your house a long time ago, where will it be my turn to ・・・・・・"
The car suddenly jolted violently, and the top of Kim Taeyeon's head was knocked by the car window, covering her head with some pain, she opened her eyes and glared at Jiang Zhichan.
"I'm sorry, Sister Taeyeon, I'm so excited."
Facing Kim Taeyeon's hateful gaze, Kang Ji-chan looked innocent, and his fiery eyes made Kim Taeyeon lower his eyes and avoid it.
Like, it's too ambiguous to say it?
Kim Taeyeon asked herself seriously, trying to comfort herself that she was just a boring flirtatious young man, but on both sides of her cheeks, two scarlets quietly appeared, which was thrillingly beautiful.
"Sister Taeyeon, are you hot?" Kang Ji-chan didn't open any pot and handed Kim Tae-yeon a wet wipe.
Kim Taeyeon took a deep breath and felt that her current mood was a little strange, and she had been a little strange since she saw Kang Ji-chan this morning, but if she looked deeper, it seemed that her feelings for Kang Ji-chan had changed to some extent as early as the night at the LA amusement park.
She could never forget the heartbeat she felt when her palm was held to his chest by Jiang Zhican, and she couldn't understand why she neither explicitly refused nor heartily agreed to his request, but made a phone call that night, concerned about whether the wound on his palm in the hospital had been properly treated.
The most bizarre thing is that Jiang Zhican's scandal with Krystal broke out a few days ago, as a close sister, she actually didn't make a phone call to Jiang Zhican, and even now, the two have been together for most of the day, and she still hasn't said a word about the past scandal, but in her mobile phone album, there are clear photos of Jiang Zhican and Krystal's scandal!
Oh, damn it, I'm guilty of autism, how could I have that kind of fantasy about Naocan, obviously I refused so resolutely, and I know very well that I don't have that kind of heartbeat, but I can't help but want to care about the urge to stay together, what the hell is going on!
Kim Taeyeon felt distressed and decided that it was her mental state that was wrong, maybe it was really because she had been lonely for too long, maybe she was a girl who would be surrounded by loneliness.
As for now, in the face of the wet wipes handed over by Jiang Zhican, she decided to calm down and sweep away the rich ambiguous atmosphere in the carriage. So she generously took the wet wipes in Jiang Zhican's hand, carefully and gently wiped her face to fade the crimson, took a shallow sip of water, leaned back on the chair at a comfortable angle, she was silent for a while, and asked casually:
"You and Xiujing, did you bully her?"
"Huh? No! Jiang Zhican was stunned for a moment, not understanding why the topic suddenly came to Zheng Xiujing.
"Come on, Xiujing obviously cried in that photo, you scolded her, like Xiaoxian's birthday night?" Kim Taeyeon was unyielding, and then said another word, and the atmosphere in the car suddenly became tense and serious.
"I don't like boys who are bad at girls."
Kim Taeyeon's voice was crisp and clean, and Kang Ji-chan's face became a little ugly.
"I didn't." He said shortly, stiffly, his face a little stiff.
"Then tell me, what happened to you and her on the night the photo was taken?" Kim Taeyeon stared at him with burning eyes, not realizing that there was a slight vinegar in her tone.
Jiang Zhichan hesitated, but finally recounted the events of that day. For Kim Taeyeon, he has always had a hard time maintaining lies, so the farce of the toy snake was severely criticized by Kim Taeyeon.
"I know I'm wrong, but, in fact, my relationship with her has been okay recently, and the conflict at the birthday party has been somewhat resolved, and if I tell her about the toy snake, I may never be able to apologize to her again. I don't want to affect Nuna's relationship with Sister Sika because of me. ”
Kang Ji-chan lowered his head, which would be a step shorter in front of the short-bodied Kim Taeyeon.
"But if you hide it like this, it's tantamount to deception!" Kim Tae-yeon said, "I think you should tell her and then apologize in a dignified manner, so that is manly!" ”
"Yes, can you hurt twice and then apologize, is it useful?" Jiang Zhican was a little apprehensive, it would be fine if it was just a farce of toy snakes, but later the scandal was moved out because of this, Jiang Zhican didn't know how much Zheng Xiujing was affected by this scandal, but thinking about it, even if it wasn't as good as the contradiction between the two of them quarreling for the first time, it wouldn't be too light, right?
Does an apology really work? Maybe after the apology, it will be a complete decision to never get along?
Kim Taeyeon frowned lightly, with Zheng Xiujing's cold and arrogant temperament, she had a vague conjecture in her heart about Jiang Zhichan's situation after apologizing, but she hesitated for a moment, but still insisted: "I think it's better to apologize." ”
"Well, in that case, I see." Kang Ji-chan nodded and decided to follow Kim Tae-yeon's advice.
The mobile phone rang suddenly, it was the phone of the crew director Park Hyung-ki, informing him that he would go to the crew to report later and make up for the scenes that were delayed because of the scandal.
It just so happened that the car arrived at the exhibition, and Kim Taeyeon jumped out of the car quickly, but for some reason, there was a feeling of panic.
"That, since the director is looking for you, then you can go now, you don't have to accompany me, Mr. Wenxi will take me on a tour. Well, bye-bye! ”
Kim Taeyeon said and trotted towards the entrance not far away, leaving Kang Jichan too late to speak, so he could only wave his hand, watching Kim Taeyeon's back disappear at the entrance, he drove away and drove towards the crew.
PS1: Purely for the readers who haven't left yet, I'm responsible. I thought that the book review area would be full of scolding, but I was very surprised and moved.
ps2: The next chapter will be on the shelves.,I didn't want to put it on the shelves before.,This time,It's self-urging and restraint.。
PS3: The update can't be fast, please forgive me, sorry.