Shen Muhan's heart was so stuffy, he had nowhere to vent, he couldn't find an exit, he almost used all his strength to give Xie Lulin a punch and directly knocked him to the ground.

But why is his mood getting worse and worse, there is a heavy pain that cannot be discharged and accumulated in his chest, and it can't be driven away no matter what.

It may be that Shen Muhan was tired, took a deep breath, his shoulders sank abruptly, and he slowly squatted down.

After so many days of torture, he felt as if his body had reached its limit.

He was so tired.

He wanted to sleep, but when he woke up it was a nightmare, and she would smile and soothe his frowning brow and ask him what was wrong.

She liked him so much, how could she bear him tossing herself like this.

Shen Muhan lowered his head and stared at the whitish wooden floor, not knowing what he was thinking, the room was very quiet, Xie Lulin didn't make a sound, and after a while, he raised his hand and wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth.

Xie Lulin stood up and looked at Shen Muhan, his lips moved but he still didn't say a word, and then he took his backpack and continued to pack his things.

"I'm really sorry, I'm sorry ......"

Shen Muhan raised his head slightly, he could see a pair of shoes standing in front of him, the white sneakers were stained with a lot of dust, dirty, and seemed to have not been washed for a long time.

He's still saying he's sorry.

Shen Muhan smiled, "Don't say I'm sorry, let's change it."

He didn't want to hear his sorry anymore, he didn't want to see the decadent and embarrassed appearance of the person in front of him, and he didn't want him to face himself so humbly.

Because he would think that Lin Shuang really couldn't come back.

That's why Xie Lulin felt so guilty, so he didn't fight back and scolded himself. He would rather Xie Lulin care a little bit about his personal image and a little bit of his so-called self-esteem.

Don't look like this, look like you have no nostalgia for the end of the world, and look like you don't care when the sky falls.

Because of this, Xie Lulin let him see himself.

Shen Muhan was a little frightened.

But Xie Lulin was silent for a while, and still said sorry, obviously Shen Muhan was squatting and standing with him, but he didn't feel condescending, he paused for a moment and stopped, and then said, "You go back quickly, my family still needs you"

Xie Lulin walked to the door with his backpack. He stopped and looked at it again. Then he lifted his feet and walked out.

The room was quiet, Shen Muhan got up and walked to the dressing mirror to take a look, and there were footsteps behind him, and he didn't look back. He thought it was Xie Lulin who turned back again.

Entering the door was a middle-aged woman with blonde hair. The chubby body seemed to shake as soon as he lifted his legs. Her eyes are small, and when they squint, they are slits.

"Who are you?" The woman asked in English.

Although Shen Muhan is not fluent in English, it is not a problem to communicate with others, and he paused when he heard this. Turning to look at the woman.

Didn't speak.

The blonde woman frowned, the white face on her face fell off a layer, she looked Shen Muhan up and down, and almost repeated in a disgusted tone, "Who are you?" Hurry up and get out, I'm going to collect the house."

Closing the house?

"Are you a landlord?" Shen Muhan also looked at her.

The middle-aged woman was stunned for a moment, as if she didn't expect Shen Muhan to speak English, "That's right, I don't care who you are, if it's okay, go out first, this room has already been withdrawn."

"Who lived in this room?" Shen Muhan looked around, the air was filled with a strong smell of medicine, it seemed that there was still the breath of Lin Shuang here, but he still wanted to ask in person.

The fat woman glared at him, but fortunately she didn't embarrass Shen Muhan, although her attitude was a little bad, she also answered his question, "It's a young girl."

Seeing that Shen Muhan's face had changed, she casually glanced into the room twice, covered her nose slightly, frowned, "She seems to be very sick, and she is often taking medicine."

"Tut-tut...... It's all medicinal."

Shen Muhan couldn't hear the latter words, he stepped forward a little uncontrollably, and his eyes lit up for a moment, "Is that girl so tall?" ”

"So thin? Very white skin? He was almost scrambling to compare Lin Shuang's appearance, but he found that only he knew what she looked like, and the landlady didn't understand what he was comparing at all.

Shen Muhan was really helpless, so he had to say, "Does she have short hair?" Is there a knife cut on the head? ”

The landlady finally showed a "I see" expression, "It seems that there is a scar on the head, I can't remember exactly, it is probably what you said."

"Is she the only one living here?" Shen Muhan asked in a calm tone.

"Of course," the landlady looked at Shen Muhan, "Who are you?" ”

"She's my wife" always seems to have a sweet sense of pride in his heart whenever he says this, even if it's actually a sweet shackle.

But who made him love her.

The landlord let out an "oh" in understanding.

"Do you know where she is now?" Shen Muhan asked cautiously, his hanging hands were almost trembling, he was afraid that the landlord would say the same thing as those people when he opened his mouth.

But the landlord gave him a strange look.

It took her a moment before she said, "She's dead."

She has passed away......

She died......

Shen Muhan suddenly felt that it was dark in front of him, he was almost unsteady on his feet, he stumbled, the landlord was shocked and hurriedly stepped forward to help him, "Sir, are you okay?" ”

"I'm fine," the landlord's hand was politely pushed away by him before it touched Shen Muhan's arm.

Then under the worried eyes of the landlord, he walked out of the residential house step by step, and every different scene, different person, different expression replayed in his head, but they all said the same thing to him.

Mom and Dad, Shi Nan, Bai Guyu, foreign doctors, and even the landlord who didn't know each other were saying that Lin Shuang was gone and she was dead.

Shen Muhan held on to the wall with one hand and lightly pressed his chest with the other, as if he could feel a little better in this way, everyone here was extremely cruel and tore his wounds open over and over again, his flesh and blood were blurred.

I'm afraid I won't be able to heal in this life.

At this time, the mobile phone in his pocket suddenly rang, not at all, Shen Muhan let it ring, he now has no strength to connect to the phone.

But the phone never stopped, stubbornly waiting to be answered.

Shen Muhan finally reached out and took out his mobile phone, and he didn't look at the caller ID, and directly opened the answer button and put it on his ear.

"Hello?" His voice was low, and he thought that nothing could shake his heart, nothing could make him panic.

But he heard Mama Lin's anxious voice, and heard her shouting loudly, "Xiaohan, you come back quickly, Xiaobao is crying so much that the fever has not subsided, we have no choice"

Shen Muhan straightened up suddenly.

Without waiting for Mother Lin to finish speaking, Shen Muhan hurriedly replied, "Don't worry, I'll go back immediately"

After hanging up the phone and not staying longer, Shen Muhan immediately booked a ticket to return to China, he looked at the smaller and smaller cities, for the first time, he thought that he might have to accept this reality.

Probably no one was lying to him.

It could just be that he was lying to himself.

Lin Shuang, she may really be gone.

But he still has to continue to live, he still has children, and parents, and he promised her that he will take good care of himself and live well. (To be continued.) )