The days go on, Wang Tao has not contacted Xia Wei for several months, Xia Wei is very worried about him, I don't know how he is now? Even if he doesn't make any money, as long as he is safe and healthy. She remembered a lyric that Wang Tao once wrote:

The wind rises, the heart lake ripples,

The moonlight on the lotus pond, your face is vague.

The pond is full of thoughts, ethereal and indefinite.

Let go of the world, and it is you who can't let go.

The autumn leaves are scattered, and the frost is spread all over the ground.

The moon is full and there is a lack of fate, where are you scattered?

The lights are dim, and they laugh at me for being stupid.

Church bells, who is remembering?

The world is so crowded that I can't find a gap for my soul,

Banished the lights, hating himself for not being able to wear a happy neon coat and feather.

Once a person's painful breathing, the frustration of not being able to fly the waves.

Without you in the world, why not be afraid of wearing a single coat without lint in the ice sky.

Colorful smoke and rain, like drunk into your world.

No matter the vicissitudes of life, our belief is unwavering.

No matter the wind and waves, it still shines in your interstellar space.

Ask Changtian, where is the world where you can't leave me?

Ask the earth, how many years later, will you be able to put on your happy wedding dress again?

Under the Nanshan East Fence, I will accompany you in the next game of chess without a general.

The wind rises, the heart lake ripples,

The moonlight on the lotus pond, your face is vague.

The pond is full of thoughts, ethereal and indefinite.

Let go of the world, and it is you who can't let go.

The autumn leaves are scattered, and the frost is spread all over the ground.

The moon is full and there is a lack of fate, where are you scattered?

The lights are dim, and they laugh at me for being stupid.

Church bells, who is remembering?

Xia Wei knew that Wang Tao was busy with work, so he wrote a poem in the space to express his lovesickness:

Because of that thought

Walking on the Mo in early summer

Let the evening breeze blow on your face

Hair strands are tangled

Soak up the sunset

Smell the flowers

Let your thoughts fly

The setting sun reflects the distant sky

The evening breeze gently ruffled the mirror-like water

I could hear it

Feng'er told me

Where there's wind, there's your gaze

Flowers tell me

She's laughing at my madness

The road ahead is too far

The dream is too long

Can it be tonight

Hug you until dawn

That day

The trumpet has sounded

You're going on a long voyage

I'll pack your bags

You rode away from home

……

You said

When the flowers bloom

You'll come back

But the flowers bloomed and thanked

now

The flowers on Mo exude fragrance

The people I miss

When will you be able to return home?

At night, in order to pass the lonely time, Xia Wei always wrote down her inner joys, sorrows and sorrows into her diary. At this time, she wrote again: Tao, hello! I went to check your mother's blood pressure after dinner today, I haven't been there for a while recently, and I am a little worried, but it's okay, and my blood pressure has come down. Otherwise, I would be too derelict in my duty, and I am sorry for her old man.

I never told you that when your mother introduced me to others, she said that I was her daughter-in-law, which also shows her recognition of me, and I am very happy. Your whole family is very good to me, I am very grateful, I hope your mother is healthy and long, and the whole family is happy and healthy!

Over the years, I have also experienced a lot, although life is tight, but it is very fulfilling, and I have a deeper understanding of death. We must not be afraid of death, but we must cherish life, cherish all that we have, be loving, love our family, let love be everywhere, and repay those who love me and those I love with gratitude.

Today, I feel that the biggest gain should be to read the Japanese word "Saltless Sword" published by Nanshan, although Nanshan has repeatedly said that he is not you, but I always feel that he is you. He also put my chat with him in the illustration of the novel, and thanked him for everything he did for me. I know that you have been secretly protecting me, you know that I am not proficient in the Internet, and you are afraid that something will happen to me, so you have been guarding me in the Internet. Without your protection, I would no longer be in this world, and I feel that I was ridiculous at that time, doing stupid things, stupid things, it was you who appeared in time and saved me with your sincere love. Looking back now, the reason why I had such extreme thoughts back then is probably because I was more conservative and my horizons were not broad enough. I will always remember this profound lesson, cherish our feelings well, love you well, love your strengths and love your weaknesses.

Today's work is very hard, but it is also very happy, with a sense of accomplishment and a little tired. The main thing is back pain, and when I get home from work, it's raining outside, so I dance and move along to the TV, and all the fatigue disappears, so exercise is very important.

How are you doing, you won't take the initiative to contact me if I don't contact you, are you really too busy to have time to connect to the phone? I don't want to think about it, so I'll just let it be. It's not love that is what you want, sometimes you feel so powerless, you are sensitive and stubborn. I can feel your love for me, but I don't know how to get along with you, you have changed a lot from the past, and sometimes I wonder if you are the person I loved.

Sometimes I also think that maybe you are just too stressed and not achieving the desired results, or maybe you are angry with me, and you occasionally say things like: Are you afraid of death now? Yes, I can't die, what's so hard about dying? That's a sign of abandoning all responsibility and being irresponsible. So, do you have to toss me enough, repent, and admit my mistakes before you accept me? You're cruel! Perhaps, you are right. You took advantage of my kindness and kidnapped me with debt, because you don't have the time and energy to take care of me, so you can only use this means to make me repent, let me feel the warmth and sorrow of the world, feel your love for me, and the love of all those who care about me.

Facts have proved you right, I have long given up such stupid ideas, and I feel the warmth and love of the world. I also got to know so many literary friends, and it was their encouragement and help that I was able to realize my dream, a dream about literature.

I remember the first time I published an article on a literary website, when I uploaded my written article to the website, I was not confident, and I was worried that the website would not use it. With the publication of various articles and the encouragement of editors and writers, my writing has been out of control.

I remember the poem that won the award for the first time, it was my expression of my true feelings for you, a catharsis of natural emotions, and I am very grateful to the website for giving me an award. Later, I began to try to write about the people and events around me, not only poetry, but also prose and novels. Writing has allowed me to reflect and I get a lot of joy from it, and if I still have a dream, it is a literary dream. I want to write down my work experience over the years, as well as my perception of life, when we are no longer young, when we grow old, everything we have will disappear with it, and the words we leave behind will live forever in the world and be left to future generations. That's legacy.

By the way, I was also invited by the webmaster of that literary website to be an editor, and now I feel a new mental outlook, although I have so many debts, but I have my own plans, I will find a way to pay off those debts, and be a responsible person. Thank you for having you, it's great!