Chapter 125

Usually staying at home, not moving much, and strolling for most of the day is definitely a strenuous exercise for Su Nianzhen. She had just eaten barbecue and talked, and the atmosphere was so good that she forgot the discomfort on her body, and it was not until she just went up the stairs that she realized that her legs were heavy and weak as if they had been filled with lead.

In the end, it was a person who loves cleanliness, and after simply cleaning the house and laying out the sheets, Su Nianzhen had the strength to enter the space to take a bath.

Taking a hot bath is very relieving, and when Su Nianzhen comes out in home clothes, she already feels much better. Wen Run is also a good man, but in half an hour, he has already sorted out the clutter such as the cardboard box protective film for the new furniture and put it in the empty room next door, and took a shower in the small bathroom attached to their house.

Seeing that Su Nianzhen was about to put on the quilt, Wen Run took the initiative to go over to help pull the quilt corner, and the two were busy working and chatting at the same time.

"Arun, are you going back to your hometown for the Chinese New Year?" Su Nianzhen has not had much contact with people since she was a child, and no one has taught her, but she also knows that Wen Run's mother comes to make trouble from time to time, which is not good for Wen Run. After all, others don't know how the family treats Wen Run harshly, and they don't know that there will be such eccentric biological parents in the world. She knew that Wen Run didn't care, but she didn't want him to live with a bad reputation of "unfilial piety" for no reason, and she didn't want him to be criticized by inexplicable people's self-righteous preaching one day.

"I don't want to go back, this is our first Spring Festival, I want to be with you."

"Why don't you take the time to go back before the year? Attending your sister's wedding and coming back, it's not a problem to hide like this. You're an adult now. If you don't live on them, they can't do anything to you. ”

The two of them pulled the two quilt corners, pulled and patted them, and the quilt was spread on the big soft double bed. Although they slept in the same bed, they were not yet mature enough to burrow into a bed. When she was shopping, Su Nianzhen was afraid that she would be asked by Pan Xueni and Cong Xi to buy two quilts, so she bought one bed. Fortunately, there is no shortage of bedding in the space, just take a bed out, as long as you remember to take it back when you get up in the morning.

After laying out the quilt, Su Nianzhen consciously got into the one inside. Wen Run also turned on the dim small lamp at the head of the bed, got up and turned off the headlight. He continued in a muffled voice, "I don't want to deal with them." I don't even want to see each other. ”

"Arun, I think we used to be too willful and naïve." Su Nianzhen turned sideways to face Wen Run, who was lying down, and made up her mind to talk to him about her recent feelings. "I used to think that it is not easy to live a human life. Why spend your time and energy on inconsequential troubles? We don't lack anything. And I don't have much ambition. It should be a very happy thing to live a quiet life in a quiet mountain village. But lately, we've been busy with a few friends inside and out. It's trivial and complicated, but I don't find it boring, but I have a lot of fun. I like that feeling, what about you? Do you feel happy these two days? ”

"Hmm." It's certainly a pleasure to have waves in your life that doesn't change.

"Then we haven't tried it before, why do we think it's better to live a life than to work hard to start a company and start a business?"

"Probably, expect a lot of trouble?"

"yes, I didn't try it, because I thought there was a lot of trouble, so I ruled it out. I didn't make any mistakes at the beginning, Cong Xi's mother said a word, no matter how aggrieved I was, I had to leave; As for you, obviously you didn't do anything wrong, just because the boss's daughter begged for it, and left angrily. I said that it was not rare to stay, and I would still live well if I left there. But in fact, I was secretly sad for a while, not because I was reluctant to leave that company, but because I felt that my fate was so easily controlled by others, and I felt very powerless, angry, and confused. However, thinking that we are just ordinary people, space is a golden finger that can never be used casually, if we want to be free and not oppressed, we can only strive to surpass, or stay away from disputes. I am a lazy and cowardly person, so I chose to run away from everything and stay away from strife. ”

“…… I'm sorry. Wen Run has always seen her indifferent smile, but she didn't expect her to suffer so painfully. Also, she is just an ordinary girl, an ordinary girl who struggles to grow up in an unfriendly environment and picks up the burden of life early. In the face of power and unfairness, what else can she do but back down?

The most hateful thing is himself, who thinks he understands her, but imposes his own ideas on her everywhere. Just because he was hurt by his family in his previous life, he wishfully thought that everyone was like a family member who used to "love each other", for the sake of power and interests, they had evil thoughts and stuck a knife in their backs. Even if she has the ability to hold up a piece of heaven for her, she turns a blind eye to it, constantly hinting that "power and money are demons, which will make her unrecognizable", and let her spend her years in a dull and boring life, is this fair to her? Is it fair to give yourself space for a second life? And the reason why I made the decision to open a company this time was also because the trip to Haishi hurt my self-esteem, did I consider her feelings in the slightest?

Wen Run asked himself, and the more he thought about it, the more he blamed himself. It turns out that like his former family, he always thinks of himself!

"Don't say I'm sorry, it's my luck that you can be by my side." Su Nianzhen is sincerely grateful to Wen Run, she can't imagine how she would face those unprepared injustices alone without his company. Perhaps, she will swallow her unwillingness, start over, and continue to swallow her anger day after day until she is forced to leave again; Perhaps, she will be disheartened, sell her house, and go into self-imposed exile...... What happens when you run out of money? Who knows, if she has no goal, she may stay in the space forever, and it is unknown if there is no more her in this world.

Wen Run's heart was even more guilty, she didn't know that she had countless opportunities to give her a happy and carefree childhood, but she didn't do anything, just watched from the sidelines, looking at an innocent, carefree, cheerful and smiling little girl, a lonely girl who was worn out by life to guard against everything and build a wall of her heart. What did you say at the beginning? Give her freedom of choice. Oh, it's ridiculous, are you God? What qualifications do you have to dictate someone else's life and say it so loudly afterwards? What's even more ridiculous is that now, I know that I was wrong, but I still don't dare to admit my mistake.

He was afraid that the only driftwood in the world would abandon him.

After all, he's a selfish man!

The wonderful and terrifying gene, even if it travels through time and space, still can't erase the filth engraved in the depths of his soul.

"Arun, I don't blame you for this, I just want to say that maybe we should grow up. Escaping can't solve the problem, we can't choke on food because we have been hurt, we may be able to try to face the ups and downs, maybe that kind of life is more exciting! ”

"Well, I'll try to change." Wen Run finally didn't say the words that came to his mouth. He was mentally comforting himself, perhaps, it would be better if she didn't know the truth, right? She is still the person she trusts and trusts the most.

Tired during the day, Su Nianzhen finished what she wanted to say, she was in a good mood, and soon fell asleep. Wen Run turned off the dim bedside lamp, looked at her in the dark for a long, long time, and finally sighed and closed his eyes.

The next day, when Su Nianzhen woke up, there was no one around her, and even the quilt was put into the space early. Wen Run installed an air purifier in the room, even if the doors and windows of the room are closed and the air conditioner is turned on, she will not feel stuffy and uncomfortable, she will wake up naturally from sleep, and most of the soreness on her body has disappeared, plus she said what she wanted to say for a long time last night, she felt comfortable and in good spirits.

She washed up and packed up and went out, just in time to meet Pan Xueni, who had also just left the room. She is a shopping expert, and it is not a big deal to walk around in high-heeled shoes of more than ten inches for a day, but yesterday was a piece of cake and did not affect her much at all.

The two talked and laughed and went downstairs, and Cong Xi was twisting his waist and stretching his arms and kicking his legs.

"It's so early?" This guy doesn't sleep until he eats breakfast and doesn't get up at Jiang's house, even if he gets up for breakfast, he looks sleepwalking, dizzy, how can he be so energetic as this morning?

"Hey, Ding He got up early in the morning, I can't sleep." Cong Xi said cautiously. At Jiang's house, Ding He also got up early, and he didn't see him sleeping like a dead pig. In fact, he was a little excited because he had a goal in life to strive for. He knew why, but he was too embarrassed to say it.

Of course, Su Nianzhen also thought of the reason, afraid that Cong Xi would be annoyed and angry, so she smiled and passed, and did not continue to ask. The silly white sweet young master is rare to be serious and motivated, she can't just hit it.

The three of them were chatting, and when they heard a noise at the gate, they hurriedly got up to greet them.

Sure enough, it was Wen Run and Cong Xi who went out to buy breakfast. The two of them were not afraid of trouble, so they directly took their own bowls and basins and bought a lot of them. Ding He was still carrying a bag of fresh meat, vegetables, oil, salt, sauce and vinegar in his hand, and it was estimated that these two handsome guys also went to the vegetable market for a while.

Helping to put the fresh meat and vegetables in the refrigerator, a few people sat around the long dining table in the dining room for breakfast. Not to mention, they really bought quite a few varieties. Wonton stew, xiao long bao, fried dough sticks, oil cakes, meat sandwich buns...... The amount of each is not very much, but five people can still taste a few bites, and when the dishes and basins on the table are empty, the stomachs of several people are also bulging unconsciously.

"We really fell into the nest of blessings, there are so many delicious foods around here!"

"It's really good here, the environment is good, and the nearby residents are also kind, and when I went to the vegetable market with Arun to buy vegetables, those aunts were very enthusiastic."

"Haha, do you want to recruit you two as sons-in-law? It's not easy to meet handsome guys in the vegetable market early in the morning, and when you touch them, it's two ......" (to be continued......