Section 9 Chat (II)
I don't know if you've ever experienced such a situation, when chatting with people, especially with the opposite sex, even if the opposite sex is your sister who you haven't seen for a few years, you will still sit upright, like a primary school student listening to a teacher's lecture. If so, then it means that you are a simple person......
Li Jiangnan's situation at this time was like this.
Although he is usually a very casual person, when he is home alone, he is lying on the sofa watching TV. However, I don't know why, tonight, my legs were in a trance as if they were injected with lead, and I couldn't lift them on the sofa at all, and my back was as straight as if I had a "good back".
Li Jiangnan's appearance made HaNi a little unacceptable.
"I've never seen a brother like you...... HaNi said with some hatred for iron and steel: "People's brothers are kind and kind to listen to their sisters, you are good now, am I a big tiger?" ”
"That's because I'm afraid......" This was Li Jiangnan's inner roar, and at this time he could only laugh awkwardly, because the person in front of him was more feared than his math teacher.
"Cut ......," HaNi pouted and was angry alone.
Originally, on the way back from the supermarket, HaNi listened to Li Jiangnan take the initiative to talk to him, although it was all trivial things, but he was also very moved, because before, Li Jiangnan would never talk to himself like this. However, now, Li Jiangnan has returned to the appearance of having nothing to say in front of him, which makes him very disappointed.
But in Li Jiangnan's elm head, the only thing that is now is that HaNi doesn't seem to be a person who is too good at drinking. Because at this time, HaNi in front of him only took a sip of beer, and his face was slightly red under the dim light. This may be because of the lighting, Li Jiangnan still deliberately listened to Hong Zongxuan's opinion when he was decorating, in order to find a feeling of a bar when drinking here with friends, but he didn't expect that he hadn't drunk with them yet, so he experienced it with his sister HaNi first.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" HaNi felt a little awkward, so he put the beer on the coffee table and asked Li Jiangnan, "Is there anything on my face?" ”
"No, no, no......" Li Jiangnan waved his hand and said three nos in a row, and then explained: "The main thing is that I don't know where to look, I haven't drunk with women since college." ”
After listening to Li Jiangnan's words, HaNi smiled bitterly: "Do you treat me as a woman or a sister?" ”
"Uh......"
When the words fell, Li Jiangnan was speechless for a while.
HaNi took a sip of beer alone and continued, "I have treated you as an older brother since I was a child, and you have treated me as a woman, is it a bit of an outreach, but we have lived together for a long time, if so, I would like to know how you came to be at that time." ”
"What the hell do you want to say......" Li Jiangnan's face was a little ugly, and the situation was a little embarrassing.
"Huh......" HaNi breathed a long sigh of relief and said, "On the way back today, you talked to me a lot about yourself, I thought you had accepted me in your heart, it seems that I was wrong, we are still the same as before." ”
"What are you doing?" Li Jiangnan asked with a smile: "I didn't bomb you away, you just live here, why do you talk and sound like you are finding a reason for yourself to leave." ”
"I just want to ask if you want to see me as your sister." HaNi's eyes began to sharpen, staring at Li Jiangnan, as if he could see through Li Jiangnan from the inside out.
After Li Jiangnan heard HaNi's question, he felt that she seemed to be making trouble unreasonably at first, but after thinking about it for a few seconds, he suddenly felt that she didn't seem to have the need to be unreasonable with herself, and then looked up at HaNi's eyes, and there seemed to be a trace of sadness in her sincerity.
"Did you call me to chat to ask this question?"
Suddenly, Li Jiangnan, who was looking into HaNi's eyes, laughed.
HaNi frowned and asked, "What are you laughing at?" ”
Li Jiangnan stopped smiling, pursed his lips and said, "If you don't move my mother out this time to scare me?" ”
"Cut ......," HaNi said unconvinced, "When did I really move my mother out?" I didn't expect you to be such a cautious person, and I still remember things when I was a child so clearly. ”
"I remember when we were kids, shouldn't you be glad?" Li Jiangnan said, took a sip of beer, and then continued: "The reason why I didn't talk to you much when I was a child is because your father once told me not to make you like me, and my mother didn't know ...... this sentence."
The next second the words fell, HaNi, like Li Jiangnan just now, couldn't say anything for a moment.
"I don't like you very much, but I don't hate you very much, although you always hide my position in the family, but now that I'm liberated, I don't care about it at all."
After speaking, Li Jiangnan drank all the cans of wine in one gulp, and ran to get a few more cans back.
After Li Jiangnan came back, HaNi suddenly pursed his lips and asked softly, "Then, if I have been living with you......"
Before he finished speaking, Li Jiangnan hurriedly waved his hand and said, "No way!" ”
"Why?" HaNi was puzzled.
In her opinion, the purpose of Li Jiangnan's words just now was to explain to herself that he didn't hate himself, and it wasn't that he couldn't live a life with his brother and sister. But Li Jiangnan's reaction in this second made HaNi incomprehensible.
"I like to live by myself." Li Jiangnan said.
"But I can cook, I can also do housework, I can chat with you when you're bored, and you can let me do my duty as a sister." HaNi said: "For so many years, you, who have been an elder brother, have always been an ornament in the family, and we finally met again, since you don't hate me either, why don't you agree?" ”
"Didn't you buy a house?" Li Jiangnan said: "Why do you want to live with me after buying a house? ”
"I ......" For a while, HaNi couldn't find a reason to explain, but she didn't know why, all she was thinking about at this time was that she didn't want to leave here.
This is probably attachment, the attachment of the younger sister to the older brother.
Just imagine, since childhood, there is a boy about your age, watching you grow up and have been with you since the beginning of your life, such a feeling is not something that anyone will have.
So, for the sake of this feeling, HaNi did not hesitate to start another topic.
"By the way, you still went to college, and I didn't even have ......" HaNi sighed as he drank his drink, "University...... All right? ”
Li Jiangnan shook his head and said, "Divide people, different people don't feel the same." ”
"How?" HaNi was really curious about what college was really like.
"How can I say it......"
Li Jiangnan pieced together rhetoric in his head, but no matter how he looked at it, it was more like answering the teacher's questions.
HaNi, on the other hand, sipped the cans and drank the wine in small sips.
After thinking for a while, Li Jiangnan finally clarified his thoughts and said, "University...... For example, a university is like a supermarket, a good university is like a bad university, just like Lotte Department Store and a street supermarket, you can buy what you want, and the quality can be guaranteed, but you always feel that the quality of the things you buy from Lotte Department Store will be very good, in fact, everyone is a supplier, and people who come here are like going into the supermarket to buy what they want, the goal is different, the things you buy are different, some people want this, they choose this, some people need that, they choose that, There are also choices for those who want to fall in love, there are choices for those who want to play, and there are choices for those who want to learn, and then after buying the goods, they either pull them out after cooking and eating, or they will throw them away after a long time, what do I mean, in general, what you can buy from the supermarket is not how long you can use it. ”
"Why do I think you hate Seoul so much?" HaNi understood what Li Jiangnan meant and smiled.
"That's it, as soon as I graduated from college, I broke up in love, I don't need anything to tell you about my work, I rely on self-study, and my interpersonal relationships are also a little bit mixed up by myself, and many college students still envy you for being a star."
Li Jiangnan took a sip of wine, and his tense spirit began to relax a little bit.
"Why?" HaNi was puzzled.
"Because you earn more than them, you earn more than me, and I can't afford to buy a house now." Li Jiangnan said.
"But we're much more tired than they are." HaNi also began to get involved in the topic, took a sip of beer, and argued with Li Jiangnan.
"I know, it's because they can't see what you look like offstage, but on the other hand, you envy those college students because you don't know what a university is like."
"You're so pessimistic......" HaNi shook his head.
"It's not like you made me the ...... I am when I was a child," Li Jiangnan complained.
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