Chapter 81: Memories on the Way Home
Ruyan looked at the scenery of M City all the way, and her mind was already full of thoughts, Ouyang Xu, are you okay? I'm back!
The past is crossed in my mind one by one, and my heart like smoke also rises and falls with the walking of the car. If you say that you have any regrets in this life, it may be because you didn't give Lei Lei a complete home, thinking of Lei Lei's cautious appearance, Ruyan can't help but laugh at himself, it seems that he is not so successful as a mother, at least, his own son, is too precocious.
Other people's children, often at this time, are still ignorant, often because of a matter of entanglement, crying, but his own Lei Lei, from birth to the present, seems to have never been entangled with himself because of a certain thing, including his father.
Think about it, Ouyang Xu's handsome and bewitching appearance is like smoke and a little distracted, for so many years, how can he not be moved.
But because of the events of the previous life, I was always cautious, afraid of ending up in the previous life without returning, so I would rather restrain my heart and feelings, and maintain a superficial tranquility, but is it really peaceful inside? Ruyan himself doesn't believe it.
Looking down at the baby son who was interacting with his brother enthusiastically in his arms, Ruyan felt a little comforted in his heart. Five years ago, when I learned that I was pregnant, I was pleasantly surprised, but unfortunately, there was no way to share this surprise with Ouyang Xu after all. thought that he would return from country N in a short time to get engaged and remarry, but what he didn't expect was his father's sarcasm for his eviction order. Ruyan has always felt that marriage is not a matter of two people, since his family does not recognize him, even if he and Ouyang Xu are reluctantly together, they may not necessarily be happy. may be this preconceived perception, such as Yan after meeting Chen Yuerong's calculations, he finally chose not to say goodbye without hesitation.
Even if they are together, their father-in-law doesn't like their in-laws or don't love them, and they may not be as happy as they are now. Have everything of your own, be free, and most importantly, your son and yourself are safe, and you don't have to think about whether you will be calculated every day. Fortunately, in my last life, I had thoroughly studied stocks, so that I could easily seize the opportunity in this life, make a lot of money, and never let my family suffer from poverty financially.
Think about your marriage in your last life, Ruyan is a little self-deprecating, obviously the original self, even if he didn't want that marriage, he was also conscientious in marriage, and tried his best to learn how to be a graceful wife, a qualified mother, doing everything for that family, and considering that Zheng Zihao already had a daughter, he tried to persuade him that he could no longer have children, but unfortunately, people are not as good as heaven, and before he nodded, he unexpectedly had a child. After that, he was forced to quit his original job and become a full-time housewife at home in peace of mind according to his family's requirements. If it is said that before giving birth to a daughter, Zheng Zihao and his family still have a pity for themselves, and everything has changed after giving birth to a daughter. I still remember that I had just given birth to my daughter, lying weakly on the hospital bed in the delivery room, my mother-in-law came to the delivery room, did not say hello, and did not look at herself, but squinted her eyes, frowned, looked at the little baby girl who was still in the swaddling clothes, and said to her who had just given birth to her daughter, "Look who this child looks like?" ”
Like whom? Hearing the vicious voice and evil language of Ruyan's mother-in-law, as well as the appearance of horizontal eyebrows, the mothers in the room, including their families, were a little stunned, why did Ruyan's mother-in-law not look like a good class?
It's not like the good class, before Ruyan thought it was because people misunderstood their mother-in-law, but after that? When her daughter was born, her mother-in-law didn't even cook, and during the confinement, her father-in-law who only knew two of the seven tricks of cooking was the retired father-in-law? Ruyan was a little puzzled, but looking at her mother-in-law's smiling face, she didn't forget it, she endured all kinds of unpleasant food, and reluctantly ate it for her daughter to have milk, but to be honest, is my father-in-law sincere in cooking? Ruyan still doesn't know that the fish he cooked, the bitter gall is still in the soup, can you eat it? Can't eat, since you don't eat, then don't cook, people will replace it with boiled chicken, the chicken is also clear soup and water, fishy like smoke and almost vomited, but don't eat, obviously the daughter doesn't want to eat a full meal, at that time, there was no habit of babies eating milk powder, and the melamine incident happened, which also became the reason why the family did not let the child eat milk powder. In fact, they were obviously trying to save expenses, Zheng Zihao at that time, it was only three or five hundred yuan a month for living expenses, and it was already good to get this salary, but it was still a small leader within the bank, but compared to living expenses, these were obviously not enough.
Thinking of the first day of the full moon, the yin and yang strange shout of the mother-in-law at six o'clock, such as smoke, I still feel numb all over my body, "I got up, I still pouted and slept with my buttocks, I want to go back to the door today, I don't get up early to wash the child's diapers, wash the clothes, today is the full moon, from now on, you will do your own things, I will not wait for you like in the confinement!" ”
Waiting for me? Ruyan was stunned for a moment, when did she wait for herself, did she say that she washed diapers? She didn't make herself a delicious meal during her confinement, even if it was Ma Ma Huhu. But no, except that, there was nothing to do in her confinement, she woke up her daughter who was sleeping sweetly, and swayed left and right in the living room, at that time, she was still grateful to her in her heart, at least she was not tired of her daughter. Who would have thought that she had ulterior motives! In fact, at that time, I didn't want my mother-in-law to wake up my daughter in confinement, but there was no way to stop it, my mother-in-law's reason was very simple, what to sleep, children, where did I get so sleepy, wake up more, grow up smart! Is it? Ruyan, who has studied in a junior college, doesn't believe it, but what if she doesn't believe it, she can't snatch the child from her hands, and she can only lie on the bed and watch her wake up her daughter every day.
Ruyan smiled bitterly, glanced at his brother who was fighting with his precious son in front of him, and Si Xu was still slowly recalling the plot of the previous life.
From that day on, the in-laws have become hands-off shopkeepers, and there is no longer even a bowl of soup for themselves, even if the child's milk is not enough to eat, what she bought for her is only a box of rice noodles of more than ten or twenty yuan, and she also yells that the milk powder has melamine, so that the child eats less, and does not care about the cry of the child's hunger every day. And he was exhausted all day long, staying at home every day, holding his crying daughter, unable to go anywhere, coaxing the child to sleep, and then he had to wash diapers and wash clothes, and his mother-in-law never hugged her daughter again, even if she hugged her, she was only forced to do so. That's just because the smoke is going to the toilet and the child is crying, but even then, it's only a matter of minutes. Thinking of her husband in her previous life, Ruyan smiled inwardly
Can that person still be considered a husband? In addition to getting drunk outside every day, how can I care about my family, how much about my daughter, not to mention myself. For most of his life, he turned the clock late at night to avoid all the troubles at home. And the one who used to be the drag oil bottle of his own daughter, but also because he guarded his daughter every day, and resentful, blamed himself for partiality, and slowly picked his nose and eyes with the attitude of his in-laws. Actually, now that I think about it, there is another reason, that is, her mother, that Chen Yuerong, heh, she should be called Chen Yunbei, she still underestimated her, and she also used a lot of means behind her back. I was too innocent at the beginning......
But these are all fleeting, the most important thing is that in this life, you will no longer be at the mercy of others, and you can be yourself freely