Chapter 137: The Story of Half a Life (I)

Xia Mei had no opinion, she got off the bicycle and obediently followed behind Liu Xiang, and the parallel figures became one after the other.

"Actually, Xu Wuxing and I don't have the kind of relationship you think."

The two walked silently for a long time, and Xia Mei behind her finally spoke, her face flushed slightly, thinking about how to explain things to Liu Counter.

"I know." Liu Zhao stopped the car and waited for Xia Mei to catch up with him.

He turned his head and looked at Xia Mei, Xia Mei raised her head, her face was even redder, and she saw a smile in Liu Zhi's eyes.

"Actually"

Xia Mei continued to hesitate, carefully organizing her words, for fear that saying something particularly blunt would hurt the boy's self-esteem.

"Not only do I not think anything else about him, but I don't think I will pay much attention to other things throughout my studies."

Xia Mei finally stopped, and she began to talk seriously to Liu Zheng about her thoughts, Liu Yuan propped up the bicycle ladder, walked to the side, and listened carefully to her story.

"Liu Relative, you are a very good person, I admire your versatility, but I think it's still a little early to touch these things at our age"

She turned her head to look at the road in the distance, the road was straight, and as the terrain winded and undulated, Xia Mei sighed.

"Besides, you will meet a lot of people you think are worth liking in the coming days, and there is still a long way to go, and no one can say in the future."

Xia Mei didn't pretend to be serious when she said these words, maybe this is the truest thought in her heart now, just like when she rejected Liu Relative for the first time.

Liu Zhao rubbed his nose with his hand, and wanted to laugh a little, so fit, so consistent, but the scene shifted from the second floor of the teaching building to this way home.

"I like you, it's my business, you don't have to care."

Liu Zhao remembered his answer back then, so he couldn't help but say it, and his movements and expressions were the same as back then.

But he forgot that when he was young, his mentality was different from now, at that time he was just expressing a kind of kindness that could wait, but now that he said it, it contained an undoubted domineering, although Liu Relative wanted to express the former meaning.

Xia Mei was stunned.

She looked at Liu Relative who was looking away, thinking carefully about this very interesting sentence, whether he was expressing whether he could not mind his liking, or whether he was telling himself that he could accept everything he had done for himself with peace of mind.

Xia Mei understood Liu Relative's feelings for herself, and in her mind, this boy was the same as the boys in Tieshiling Middle School who liked her, and he was different everywhere, whether it was him looking for himself inexplicably, saying some inexplicable words, or stuffing himself into No. 1 Middle School for no reason, or even fighting with Xu Wuxing to express his liking for this feeling.

So she didn't like it.

Of course, this dislike is not only because of the above-mentioned actions made by Yoo Relative, but also because of some other things.

She is sixteen years old, no longer the little girl who doesn't know anything about feelings, she knows that the so-called love and hate in the world are all justified, boys like themselves, appearance is part of the reason, and part of the reason is because of their character and grades, great grades, gentle personality, this is an important reason to attract boys, of course, the most important reason is because some people know that there are many people who like themselves, and they are the so-called class flowers and school flowers and blindly like them, there is no reason.

Comparatively, there is no reason for the majority.

The last reason does sound a bit awkward, but Xia Mei has her most popular understanding, that is, because so many people like it, so I like it, and if that girl likes me too, doesn't that make me seem amazing?

They just regard liking as a kind of ostentatious capital and talking point, so as not to be excluded in vulgar circles.

They just silently express their like, or use expressions, or words, grow so big, meet so many boys, except for that Xu Wuxing really paid for himself and fought, the most daring expression of the other boys is at best to secretly stuff a few love letters into their table, or find excuses to ask themselves a few questions, for love letters, Xia Mei laughed at them, and for the questions asked, Xia Mei will also answer them seriously, she will never take it seriously, I don't think I'll meet the boy I really like at this young age.

But Liu is relatively different, he doesn't even have a reason to have no reason.

said that his appearance was outstanding, Yan Wushuang was obviously a step ahead of him, but Liu turned a blind eye; said that he had outstanding academic performance, but it seems that Liu is still a positive student, and his grades are not good; If she wants to show off, she doesn't have any intersecting circle of friends with herself, so she can't show off, if she insists on falling in love at first sight, she can definitely say that she never knows this boy, and this boy should never have seen himself before he met him at the police station.

This is a relationship for no reason, in Xia Mei's opinion, this relationship is a little too unreasonable, but there are many unreasonable things, she can ignore it, but Liu Relative's actions are a little worrying.

Crazy looking for herself, talking inexplicable things to herself, desperately stuffing herself into a middle school, beyond ordinary care, fighting with Xu Wuxing for herself, all of this made Xia Mei feel at a loss.

In particular, the boy often behaved as a matter of course and without scruples, which made her a little scared in the panic of being at a loss.

So her eyebrows furrowed when she heard Liu's answer, and she felt the need to be a little more clear with her.

"Liu Relative, I really don't know why you feel this way about me, but I can't accept it."

Xia Mei looked directly at the boy opposite, she had forgotten to speak tactfully.

Such a direct refusal was also something that Liu Relative did not expect, he didn't react for a while, and immediately asked, "Why?" ”

"There's no reason why you like me, so there's no reason for me to refuse."

Xia Mei pushed the bicycle and walked forward alone, and Liu's answer made her realize the boy's domineering and strong against.

Liu Zhao stepped forward and grabbed the handlebars of Xia Mei's bicycle, the stubbornness in his eyes suddenly disappeared little by little in Xia Mei's untimid gaze, he let go of the handlebars with some loss, and bowed his head to himself and said, "I'm sorry, but I just love you"

"Wait!"

Xia Mei's face suddenly turned red.

If the word 'like' is spoken, Xia Mei can accept it, she thinks that this word expresses the kind of emotion as warm as water, but when it comes to the word 'love', she feels that it is too hot, so blazing that she is a little suffocated.

"You let go!"

Xia Mei's voice was very high, she was a little overwhelmed by the word love, and correspondingly, she was a little panicked, and even forgot to speak softly.

Liu Xiang let go of his hand abruptly, took a step back in panic, and was full of panic.

He had realized his gaffe, Xia Mei's expression was something he had never seen in his previous life, at least Xia Mei had not shown to him, so he was silent and at a loss.

He was called back to reality by this exclamation, and suddenly realized that the life of each other was only in that life

"Can you give me a reason?"

Xia Mei slowed down for a long time before she came back to her senses, and she suddenly wanted to hear the reason Liu Zhao gave herself, because she saw the bitter sadness in his eyes, and her heart suddenly hurt for no reason.

Ryu was relatively silent, he continued to stand in silence, and then he turned around and turned his back to Xia Mei.

After a longer silence, Liu spoke slowly, his voice already gloomy as if it was late autumn.

"Want to hear a story"

Xia Mei didn't speak, and Liu knew she was listening, listening to the explanation he had to give her in this story

"For a long time, I had a dream that was so long, so long that every time I woke up, I couldn't tell whether it was in a dream or in reality."

"This dream began when I was born and lasted until I was thirty-five years old, a whole half of my life."

Liu looked at the people who had already packed up their farm tools and were ready to go home, and rubbed his face vigorously to make his memory clearer.

Xia Mei was behind him, a meter away, and she was quietly listening to Liu tell about his dream.

"The me in my dreams is not the current me, when I was seventeen years old, I was full of longing for the future and knew nothing, so I was full of passion and happy like a fool."

"It was also in that year that I met a girl whose beautiful side face attracted me and made me fall in love with her uncontrollably, and I don't know why I liked her so much, maybe because she looked like my favorite, or maybe because of something else."

"It was hard to chase that girl, and in order to spend more time with her, I bribed the labor councilor in the class to assign us to a duty group."

Liu Zhao laughed, he seemed to see the careful tricks he played in order to catch up with the girl he liked that year, and the faint heartbeat and warmth were really nostalgic.