Chapter 314: A person's life is helpless
In this world, the person who wants you to live a good life is undoubtedly the person closest to you, or your parents, or your lover, or maybe your good friend or brother. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
When you are young, you may have understood this caring emotion as a constraint or a verbose because you were young and vigorous, and you may have done things that you will regret when you really grow up.
Han Feng really understood this when he was 20 years old.
Carrying the expectations of his parents, Han Feng began to plan his own work in the entertainment industry, step by step, step by step, and even chose to break up with his girlfriend for the benefit of his future, although he was sorry for Cheng Yao, but Han Feng had no regrets.
Because he knew very well that since the moment he made up his mind, there had been an insurmountable gap between himself and Cheng Yao.
Han Feng, who values his parents more than anyone else, can never forget what his mother said to him before she died,
"Cheng Yao, this daughter-in-law, even if I die, I won't admit it."
Before she could tell Han Feng why she hated Cheng Yao so much, Han's mother had already swallowed her last breath.
Since then, Han Feng began to deliberately alienate Cheng Yao, because every time he saw Cheng Yao, his mother's face before death always appeared in his mind, and the words of dying, this strange state supported for a few months or so, and Han Feng finally made up his mind to break up with Cheng Yao, long pain is better than short pain, and quick knife to cut through the mess, this is the principle that Han Feng has always pursued.
Since there is already a gap between the two, why continue to drag, since there is no way to convince themselves to cross this hurdle, why insist on it senselessly, consuming each other's years?
ended this doomed relationship with Cheng Yao, Han Feng put his whole heart into work for the first time.
At the beginning, he insisted on plunging into the big dye vat of the entertainment industry despite the opposition of his family, in order to step into this circle, Han Feng almost fell out with his family, but in the end. It still ended this battle without gunpowder with Han Feng's victory, and now, after the death of his parents, Han Feng has an extra boulder called Expectation on his body. Carrying a boulder on his back, suppressing the sadness and pain of the breakup, Han Feng chose to numb himself with busy work, and the result naturally made Han Feng feel happy.
Opportunities are always reserved for those who are strong and prepared, and it just so happens that Han Feng is not lacking in both. By chance, Han Feng, who was still free, chose to join a newly established company, Tang Ren, and took his first step in the entertainment industry.
Choosing a new company with a background and ambition is undoubtedly one of the few right decisions Han Feng has made in his life, as the first male artist signed by Tang since its establishment, Han Feng received the role of the first drama in his life when no one in the company could compete with him at all.
Although it is only an insignificant supporting role, Han Feng still tries his best to interpret and dig out the deep connotation behind this inconspicuous supporting role, Han Feng's efforts and struggles have undoubtedly paid off, with his screen debut. Han Feng has been favored by some producers,
has a bit of strength, is long and handsome, I don't know how many girls will be fascinated when I laugh, such a lively idol template is placed here, and a large number of idol drama films suddenly poured into the hands of Han Feng's agent like snowflakes.
I have to say that even if he is a Tang person, his positioning as Han Feng is just an idol, but his outstanding performance in several dramas in succession made the helmsman Qiu Yiqing's heart move. Since I can't find a big name to become a big brother, why can't I cultivate it myself?
To have good looks and acting skills, Han Feng undoubtedly meets the requirements of today's public for an actor.
Qiu Yiqing's attention naturally represents the attention of the Tang people. Now that it has been determined that he will go to the route of a brother in the future, idol dramas naturally can't take too much, now is not the time when idol dramas were popular in the eighties and nineties, it is okay to rely on this hard work to become famous, but if you want to grow into the appearance in Qiu Yiqing's mind, you still need to polish the main drama. And "Smoke and Rain in the Rivers and Lakes" is undoubtedly such a drama that can make Han Feng become a popular young acting school in Qiu Yiqing's heart.
Qiu Yiqing planned very well, giving up some interests in exchange for Nian Lin's help, and then sending the two newcomers he was most optimistic about to the male and female protagonists, looking forward to the success of this drama, with capital in hand, Qiu Yiqing dared to stand tall and stand in front of the giants and look up and speak, rather than a small department minister who could speak and threaten himself.
It's a pity that this plan was completely shattered by Ning Xin this morning, and the choice of one of the two choices, in fact, Qiu Yiqing had already made a decision in his heart the moment Ning Xin gave the ultimatum.
Agree to the conditions put forward by Nian Lin.
It's just that since you want to agree to the conditions put forward by Nian Lin, a very realistic problem is placed in front of Qiu Yiqing,
Do you choose to give up the male protagonist Han Feng, or choose to give up the heroine Gao Xue?
For the male and female protagonists, Qiu Yiqing has to hand over at least one, but which one to give up, Qiu Yiqing still has no decision in his heart.
In terms of effort, Han Feng works hard, Gao Xue is not bad, in terms of appearance, Han Feng is not bad with Gao Xue, in terms of acting skills, Han Feng is slightly higher than Gao Xue, after such a careful comparison, the balance in Qiu Yiqing's heart has gradually begun to tilt,
In order to completely determine what he was thinking, Qiu Yiqing decided to make a phone call and ask Han Feng, as for what he was asking and what was the use of the questions asked,
Who knows, maybe it's just because Qiu Yiqing just wants to find a reason for the past that can be said for the thoughts in his heart.
So, is this going to make me the hero of "Smoke and Rain"?
Looking at the mobile phone that he threw on the sofa at will, Han Feng's deep eyes gradually closed, and the scenes of his own year in his mind appeared in his mind like a movie.
Unlike ordinary people in small companies, Han Feng happened to know a few very good friends who could help him get the information he wanted.
What's more, the nearly one-month dispute between Nian Lin and the Tang family couldn't hide it from Han Feng, thinking of Lin Jie, who said to him with a cold face at Cheng Yao's birthday banquet, "With me, you never want to climb to the highest peak", a nameless karmic fire will emerge in Han Feng's heart.
Nian Lin, Nian Lin, it's really human nature for the big shop to bully customers, you are a director, I am an actor, I want to see how you can stop me if you are majoring in a university and are still on campus, what do you do to stop me,
Will you use your father's power against me?
and Cheng Yao, it seems that my mother is really not wrong, it has only been a long time since she broke up with me, and she has already quickly caught up with Lin Jie.
You, really disappointed me.
The sweet memories in his memory were torn apart by the smiling Lin Jie, remembering that night he was really unable to suppress the thoughts in his heart, and the appearance of competing with Lin Jie after Cheng Yao's birthday party was uninvited, there was remorse and disbelief in his heart At the same time, there was also a faint sense of relief.
For a long time, Han Feng, who thought that he had dumped Cheng Yao, finally found a reason to jump out of the ocean of self-blame - empathy and love.
Yes, empathy.
You may say that this is just Han Feng's own wishful thinking, you may say that this is just Han Feng's own brain supplement,
But what you can't deny is that on that night, Lin Jie really stood up for Cheng Yaoqiang, and Cheng Yao didn't stop the slightest action, Cheng Yao's indifferent attitude that night was the basis for Han Feng's brain to make up for all this, if Cheng Yao's attitude was not so indifferent that night, maybe Han Feng would not have walked out of the desert of self-blame so far, to some extent, Cheng Yao, who had broken up with Han Feng, gave Han Feng his last gift.
Whether it was a misunderstanding or not, Han Feng had already found a reason in his heart to make his heart no longer so uncomfortable, even if this reason was far-fetched, even if this reason was full of loopholes, but, who cares?
Anyway, all that is needed is a reason.
Some things, justified and unjustified, are completely different skies.
ps: The title of the previous chapter was mistyped.。。。 It's three hundred and thirteen chapters, not two hundred... I don't need the new version of the background at the starting point.。。 I don't know where to change the title... (To be continued.) )