Chapter 269: Forgive Me
The night was blurry, he stood with her in the harbor, watching her lie on the railing, the wind blowing her long hair and the corners of her clothes, very distressed, but there was nothing he could do, he knew that this helplessness and pain could not be comforted and enlightened by any language, only she walked out slowly. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
The wheels of the car suddenly stopped and made a screeching sound, and then, the footsteps got closer and closer, and when he turned around, Mo Enqiao was walking towards him.
But I haven't seen him for two days, and Mo Enqiao is a lot haggard.
"Thank you, Mr. Nan." Mo Enqiao looked at Eve's back and stretched out his hand.
Nan Ruoxun held his hand: "Let's talk, I'll wait for you on the other side." ”
Jaw head. Approaching Eve with mixed feelings.
Standing behind Eve, with her outstretched hands in the air, trembling slightly, she wanted to hug her tightly and tell her about her thoughts, her struggles and pain, and there were too many last resorts, but a thousand words were stuck in her throat, and she couldn't say a word, let alone have the courage to say it.
She knew he was coming, she didn't look back, she was waiting for him to speak first.
After hesitating for a moment, his voice was a little hoarse: "Eve, are you still angry with me?" I know it's me who is bad and you should hate me. ”
She turned around suddenly, staring at him with big eyes shining and her voice a little sharp: "No! I don't hate you, not at all, why should I hate you! And who has the right to hate you!? ”
repeatedly told herself that she couldn't cry, seeing Mo Enqiao's slightly bulging cheekbones, tears fell uncontrollably, she hated him, gritted her teeth with hatred, she loved him even more, because he used to be her hope and reason to survive, and because of the family affection that blood was thicker than water, she thought about it for fifteen years, and looked for her brother for fifteen years, but now it is in front of her, but she doesn't know whether to call him Mo Enqiao or the second brother.
Holding her tightly, tears fell on her long hair, choked up: "Eve, my good sister, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, forgive me, okay?" Is it okay to forgive my brother? ”
Immersed in his confession, the humiliation suffered by herself and Xia Xi in her childhood appeared in front of her eyes, her eyes fell on the trash can not far away, she struggled to push Mo Enqiao away, smiled, shook her head gently, tears fell, and her voice was fluttering: "How can I forgive a person who abandoned us?" Forgive you, how can I be worthy of Xia Xi? Do you know? When you were enjoying the life of the young master with big fish and meat, Xia Xi had to pick up food in the garbage bin in order to feed me........"
The past was unbearable, she couldn't go on anymore, and tears fell.
didn't want Mo Enqiao to see his sadness, turned around, landed his hand on the railing, and grabbed the lever with all his strength, for fear that he would fall and cry.
Mo Enqiao's heart hurt as if he had been cut by a knife, he asked Xia Xi how they came to the East China Sea, and also asked him why he didn't go to school, Xia Xi didn't want to say anything, just asked him not to disturb Eve, let alone tell Eve the fact that he was Xia Nan, it turned out that his younger brothers and sisters suffered so much and suffered so much.
The sea breeze was salty, like her gurgling tears.
The brother and sister stood on the beach in silence.
After a long time, Eve stopped crying, and still turned her back to him: "Mo Enqiao, just if we have never met, I will resign tomorrow." ”
The sudden depression made her no longer believe that there was still true love in this world, or she didn't want to trust anyone anymore, in the past, she thought that even if the whole world deceived herself, Mo Enqiao wouldn't, but now, it was Mo Enqiao who gave her the biggest deception.
Turn around and leave.
Mo Enqiao silently followed behind her, not knowing how to comfort the girl she once liked and her current sister.
"Don't follow me, don't worry, Nan Ruoxun will take care of me." She moved out of Nam Ruoxun.
Mo Enqiao stopped and looked at her thin back: "Do you love him?" ”
Love? She smiled bitterly, what right did she have to love? The hard work of love and the humility of love, and now the luxury of love, she doesn't want to be a barrier between Jian Luo and Nan Ruoxun, but she has to use Nan Ruoxun to ask the person in front of her who doesn't know whether to call her brother or a friend.
"Yes, I love Nan Ruoxun, and whether he loves Jian Luo or not, I love him very much." One sentence told Mo Enqiao not to try to convince herself with Jian Luo, she had always known about Jian Luo's existence and their relationship.
Mo Enqiao was stunned.
"If I could turn back time, I'd rather I fell in love with you in the first place, Eve." Turning around, Nan Ruoxun put his hands in his trouser pockets and stared at her with black eyes.
couldn't help blushing, she had never confessed so boldly.
Nan Ruoxun walked over, put his hand on her shoulder, and stared at Mo Enqiao: "Mr. Mo, no, from now on, I should call you Second Brother, Second Brother, I will definitely take care of Eve, and Jian Luo's matter will definitely give her a reasonable explanation, please rest assured." Leave. “
Embraced her and walked to Aston Martin next to her.
Her back was straight and a little stiff, and in order to make Mo Enqiao die, she had to let Nan Ruoxun hug her.
whispered in my heart: I'm sorry, second brother, I don't hate you, I really don't hate, but please don't let down the Mo family again.
After getting into the car, she leaned softly on the seat and whispered, "Don't go to the South Mansion, okay?" ”
She really didn't have the strength to face Nan Yunqing's nagging and Jian Luo's ridicule again, today, she just wanted to lock herself up in a place where no one was there and get drunk.
"Okay." Nan Ruoxun knew her very well, didn't ask anything, and drove into the villa in the suburbs.
"Go take a shower, I'll make you something to eat." When she is angry and sad, she likes to fill her stomach with food, as if she feels safe by doing so.
Neither he nor Mo Enqiao knew that this problem was left by the fact that he often starved when he was a child.
She nodded gratefully.
Standing under the shower, thinking back to the events of the past few days, as if in a dream, tears finally fell without any scruples, and she crouched under the faucet and whimpered, like a wounded fox.
I've cried enough, and I'm much more comfortable.
She was wearing Nan Ruoxun's blue shirt, and when she walked out of the bathroom, Nan Ruoxun was carrying a small table to the bedroom on the second floor, and when she saw her, she smiled slightly: "It's just right, the dishes are ready." ”
Four or five delicate side dishes, all of which were her favorite spicy, and a case of beer.
She is very grateful to Nam Ruoxun, because he doesn't like spicy food, and he doesn't like beer, I don't know when he learned this, but she is sure that it is for her.
The two of them looked at each other and smiled, didn't say anything, sat on the ground, and the two of them drank one cup after another, unconsciously she was a little drunk, pointed at Nan Ruoxun and asked with a smile: "Do you know, sometimes I really hate you, you always look self-righteous." ”
Wrap a cardigan over him: "Of course I know, and many times I know that you will do whatever you hate, who let you get too close to that person." ”
He knew he had said the wrong thing, but he couldn't take it back.
(To be continued.) )