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The car drove over, Gu Xinran turned around again to make sure, the person was staring at her car with a sideways face, and she frowned. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

"What are you looking at?"

"That bum, I always thought it was a little strange." Gu Xinran said while thinking.

"What's so strange, it's not a madman, it's just a waste of indulgence." Zhu Xiaowei said his opinion disdainfully.

"Hmm." Gu Xinran stopped talking, and she didn't want to argue with Zhu Xiaowei about any topic that Zhu Xiaowei wasn't interested in.

Although she has no memory of the past, this does not mean that Gu Xinran has no hatred, she hates the man who forced her and made her **, he not only made her unable to raise her head in front of her in-laws, but also lost the memory she originally had.

Because of the disgrace and history, Gu Xinran had to be careful in everything she did, although she tried not to think about it, in fact, she didn't have any memory, but she was sure that this thing existed, and she always felt inferior in her heart. Gu Xinran, who has no memory, always feels like duckweed floating, and feels that there is a bottomless abyss behind him.

In order to protect her from harm, Zhu Xiaowei lightly swept away the past and the sinner. Zhu Xiaowei said that the man had received the punishment he deserved, and God had eyes, even if he was in prison, he couldn't escape retribution, and he actually died in an accident.

"Really dead?"

Seeing the disappointed and complicated look in Gu Xinran's eyes, Zhu Xiaowei was surprised: "What's wrong?" Do you still want this kind of bad guy to live forever? ”

Gu Xinran waved his hand again and again: "No, no, I think, I think this person should suffer more, right?" ”

Zhu Xiaowei glanced at his wife appreciatively: "Okay, right and wrong are clear enough!" Love and hate! ”

I wish her husband such a boast, Gu Xinran felt a little embarrassed.

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Gu Xinran felt that sometimes someone was watching her from behind, probably because the two homeless men always stayed there and would look at her from time to time, which made her nerves a little sensitive.

Gu Xinran could notice the face-to-face gaze on the street, but she couldn't feel that under the curtains on the opposite side of the building, there were also a pair of eyes, often looking at the curtains and balconies of her house. When she was watering the flowers, when she was looking out, when she was reading in the study, when she was drying her clothes, when she was admiring the moon and stars, when she was thinking nonsense on the balcony, there was a pair of eyes quietly watching her......

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Gu Xinran is deeply sorry for her husband, the two of them live like an old husband and wife, if he is too close to her, she will be flustered if she doesn't scream, even if she desperately bites her lip and doesn't let herself scream, the whole person is stiff like wood and trembling like fallen leaves, which often makes Zhu Xiaowei annoyed, either boring or unwilling.

"Did you mean it? Do you still think about others? Zhu Xiaowei finally couldn't help complaining.

"Huh? Others? How can it be? Gu Xinran looked at Zhu Xiaowei very embarrassed, her eyes lowered to the ground again, she was sorry, from head to toe. She whispered, "Not really! I don't know what's going on? Didn't the doctor say that? I'm sick! ”

Zhu Xiaowei lifted her chin and looked at her angrily: "What disease?" Specifically reject me? Is my illness tormenting? Don't blame me for not reminding you, if you keep doing this, I'll do anything! ”

"Don't!" Gu Xinran looked at him with some fear, for fear that he would pounce at any time.

Seeing Gu Xinran's scared look, Zhu Xiaowei let out a long sigh: "In which life do I owe you?" ”

"I'm sorry!" Gu Xinran apologized very sincerely!

"Dao...... Forget it, go to sleep! I have to go to work tomorrow! By the way, I'm going on a business trip tomorrow, maybe two or three days. ”

"Oh, got it, I'm going to get ready for the salute." Gu Xinran was about to get up and prepare things.

"No, you don't! I'll clean up after myself tomorrow! ”

"How's that going to work?" I'm sorry in the first place, how can I let him work? Besides, he's never cleaned up his own salute.

"It's okay, go to sleep, I'll just grab a shirt! Maybe I'll be home the day after tomorrow! Zhu Xiaowei turned off the bedside lamp: "Sleep!" I'm going to wake up early tomorrow! ”

"Okay!" Gu Xinran said two words with some hesitation.

Zhu Xiaowei is still tolerant of her a lot of the time, and he doesn't dislike her, but why can't she fully accept him? Why couldn't she recover physically and mentally for so long? Gu Xinran pressed his temples and thought hard. The more I think about it, the more bottomless I feel, and the sadder I feel!

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Sometimes Gu Xinran is very glad again, fortunately she has no memory of the past, otherwise she will be even more entangled. Whether she has a good memory or not, she can't figure it out herself, but she changes her thoughts from time to time.

Gu Xinran suddenly remembered that when she was sick, there were two nurses, and the two middle-aged people she called their uncle and aunt had been taking good care of her, but she had never seen them again, and Gu Xinran really wanted to repay them if she was kind to her. It's been a long time, and I don't know how they're doing?

While sleeping, Gu Xinran asked Zhu Xiaowei: "That's the uncle and aunt who took care of me when I was sick, have you seen it later?" ”

Zhu Xiaowei looked at Gu Xinran vigilantly: "Why are you asking them?" ”

"Today I suddenly remembered that they took good care of me when I was in the hospital, and if I have the opportunity, I would like to thank them in person." Gu Xinran explained calmly.

"Oh!" Zhu Xiaowei turned around, picked up the cup and took a sip of water: "They are living very well, I saw them the year before last and said that they were going to move." ”

"Oh!" Gu Xinran responded thoughtfully.

"I heard that I went to his son to see his grandson, but I haven't been in touch since then. Are you looking for something with them? Zhu Xiaowei looked at Gu Xinran's eyes and expression vigilantly.

"No, I suddenly remembered, so I asked."

Zhu Xiaowei turned off the bedside lamp: "One side, don't be too affectionate, people have long forgotten us." There are more patients they have cared for! Go to sleep. ”

The sensitive Gu Xinran didn't say anything, and turned off the bedside lamp, but she felt that Zhu Xiaowei didn't like these two people, and she didn't like her mentioning them, why was this? Did something unpleasant happen when you were in the hospital? When she first recovered, Gu Xinran felt a headache as long as she thought hard, and after a long time, she didn't dare to think about it, and she couldn't think of a reason anyway.

Gu Xinran turned over lightly again, still not feeling the slightest sleep. She has watched a TV series, and the heroine also has amnesia, and her relatives and friends are constantly helping her recall, which helps to recover her memory. But Zhu family, as if they are all secretive about old things, will interrupt her to any topic in the past, except for things that have been insulted.

Anyway, I can't fall asleep after tossing and turning, so it's better to just get up and go to the balcony to watch the moon. Gu Xinran walked lightly to the balcony and tilted his head to look at the night sky. Tonight's night is clear, Gu Xinran calculated, the day after tomorrow will be fifteen, and the fifteenth moon will be round again. Because the light of the moon overshadowed the surrounding stars, the stars also seemed to be faint, and if they did not distinguish carefully, they could not even detect the existence of the stars.

Does this look like her chaotic and vague memories? Now Gu Xinran doesn't treat dreams as dreams, she feels that maybe those are her past, past life and present life. Gu Xinran couldn't help sighing, Zhu Xiaowei was not interested in her past, but now she was even more sensitive, and she didn't even want to say a word, maybe he still minded Gu Xinran's unbearable nightmare?

Gu Xinran sat on the rattan chair and sat in a daze for a long time, watching the night getting darker, she couldn't help crying, she often felt lonely, why was she alone? Foundling? How could her biological parents abandon her? Is it because she is poor, or is it because she has something ominous? If you look for it, you may only be able to add trouble to them, and if it is not a last resort, you should not throw away your own flesh and blood.

Regarding the past and life experience, Gu Xinran actually can't let go. She didn't mention it or ask because Zhu Xiaowei didn't like it, and she was afraid that it would be embarrassing herself, although she was innocent, but after all, she had such an unbearable history.

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On this day, Zhu Xiaowei went to work again, and Gu Xinran called Zhuang Xiaojing: "Xiaojing, I dreamed of a little boy last night, very cute"

"Heh, you're growing upside down? The person in the dream suddenly became smaller? Xinran, don't you think it's strange that we call him the man of your dreams? ”

Gu Xinran flashed his long eyelashes a few times: "Strange? Dream man? ”

"It's kind of like a dream girl, isn't it?" Zhuang Xiaojing laughed: "As soon as you talk about the person in your dream, I feel a little inappropriate, look, you dug a trap for yourself, right?" ”

"Dream lover? How dare you think about it? Okay, I'm dreaming of you too, the three of us have a love triangle, how's that? ”

"Hah! Forget it, I'll leave it to you, I'm a dreamless person. ”

After making the phone call with Zhuang Xiaojing, Gu Xinran looked happy, it's good to have friends, chatting and meeting, you can pass the boring time, and you can also tolerate all your emotions, even closer than your husband.

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