Chapter Eighty-Three: The Child's Self-Lost Love
No phone calls, no text messages, not even SNS! No news at all...
Kim So-hyun, who has been guarding his phone since he opened his eyes in the morning, huddled at the head of the bed, thinking sadly. She stared at the screen, her fingers swiping across the address book, then clicked, dialed, she whispered a few words to the other party, then hung up, lowered her head and was silent for a while, her fingers quickly pressed a few times on the on-screen keyboard, and the text message was sent.
Maybe she was worried that the longer she waited, the greater the disappointment, the text message sent a moment, and there was a reply: I just ended a mobile game and saw your text message, well, is there something wrong?
She stared at this text message for a long time, and a self-deprecating smile suddenly appeared on the corner of her mouth, sure enough, for people who care about and like you, no matter how busy they are, they will find time to pay attention to you, or wait for a long time in their free time, and pretend to reply to you casually.
Just ended a mobile game, is it really such a coincidence?
She didn't believe it. She knew the other person's thoughts, she knew it a long time ago, but she didn't like him, she didn't like it all along. But this time, she suddenly felt a little sympathetic to the other party, and the feeling of being ignored by the people she liked and cared about was really bad!
Perhaps, on a whim, the bad guy who cares about himself but doesn't care about himself, there will also be someone he cares about and doesn't care about him? Thinking of this, she was very jealous of that imaginary woman, it must feel good, right? You bad woman who took the teacher's heart!
She clutched the pillow tightly and irrepressibly fell into self-conjecture, and even became more and more suspicious, and the reason why her teacher was absent from school for two days in a row and made her unable to see her teacher may be that woman?
Really, really, she gritted her teeth, grabbed her hair, rolled around on the bed a little manic and couldn't settle down, staring at the mobile phone placed next to the pillow, and tried to pick up the mobile phone several times to call Jiang Zhican, so that she could question and stir up nonsense, crying and forcing Jiang Zhican to rush to her house immediately.
But she didn't succeed in the end. She couldn't help it, remembering that Jiang Zhichan knocked her head with a casual look, that was completely treating her as a little girl, if it was exposed now-what if she was rejected?
No, she must not be denied!
If the dignified beautiful girl and powerful actor Kim So-hyun is rejected, can she still muster up the courage to continue pursuing? It's so embarrassing, I won't be able to raise my head in front of Jiang Zhican for the rest of my life!
She bit her thumb and looked at the phone in front of her, her mind continuing to think nonsense.
Compared with Jiang Zhican, she is indeed a little small, and the girls around Jiang Zhican should all look like college students, right? Convex and backward, sexy and charming, or pure and sweet?
She looked down at her body under her pajamas, and it seemed, as if, it was really a little green...
She couldn't help but sigh in frustration, but soon rekindled a new fighting spirit. Yes, she's a little younger now, but she's still growing! One day, she firmly believes that she will also become sexy, charming, mature and beautiful, become the most beautiful girl in Jiang Zhican's eyes, and then shoot all those seniors and elders to death on the beach!
Because, she is growing up day by day, and those women are getting older day by day!
There are two sides to everything, and contradictions have always been opposites and unified!
At this moment, she suddenly realized how reasonable what Jiang Zhican told her in class at the beginning, and it was in this kind of intrigue that she figured out a ball of twisted knowledge. I have to say that women in jealousy are really terrible, regardless of age and size.
After a while, she felt hungry and walked to the kitchen with her slippers, slowly cooked herself a bowl of ramen, and then sat in the living room, focusing on three purposes, watching TV and playing with the computer while eating, so immersed in it, and when she was hungry again, the sky outside the window was completely dark.
She rubbed her arms and stood up with shaky legs, and when she saw that the clock hanging on the wall had reached seven o'clock in the evening, she could not help but be startled, and instinctively turned her head to look in the direction of the entrance - no one knocked on the door, it was very quiet - she was in a trance for a moment, and finally remembered that it was Saturday, and there was no tutoring.
Strange, I still remember it in the morning, why did I forget it just now?
She whispered to herself, her face was lonely and lonely, the day that made her excited and inspired in the past no longer had the original magic, only a feeling of emptiness that cooled her heart and lungs, which made her feel very depressed.
She went back to the room and picked up her mobile phone, without any surprise changes, and then opened the takeaway software and prepared to place an order, but after picking and choosing, she couldn't make a decision. She finally got bored, threw her phone on the bed, took two random clothes from the closet, put them on for herself, then put on her hat and sunglasses, picked up her phone and purse, and turned around and went out.
From deciding to go out to actually going out, it only took ten minutes before and after, and she didn't look like her neatly.
She walked aimlessly on the street for an unknown amount of time, but she never felt tired, like a legendary rampger, just by giving her a motorcycle, she could cross the Han River thousands of times.
But her stomach began to rebel first, so she stopped, looked left and right, and was surprised to find that she didn't know where this was! It seems that she has really been walking for a long time, or that her road dementia is slightly severe.
But whatever he did, she couldn't lose her where there was a taxi anyway, so she locked on to a pizzeria not far away, touched her belly, and walked briskly, and soon after she sat alone by the window and began to eat as if she were venting. The people around her looked at her from time to time, and some people whispered the word broken love, which made her more and more depressed, can she still eat well? I look like I'm going to be dumped, staring at you and seeing clearly, I, I'm Kim Soxuan! It's not as good as Jun Ji-hyun, but if I give me ten years, I'll definitely become that kind of person!
She stuffed her mouth bulging and spat out loudly in her heart about the prejudice of others. Later, after destroying all the food in front of her, she got up and paid and left, and went to the bubble tea shop not far away to ask for a cup of coffee, and sat on a bench by a nearby square to rest after dinner.
There were young men and women about her age, or a few years older than her, performing in the square, and she watched for a while with her coffee in hand, during which she was pulled up and danced a short time. Luckily, no one seems to recognize her, after all, it's not ten years later...
After leaving here, she didn't want to go home, so she continued to walk aimlessly, passing through places she knew and visited, but more than she was familiar with. She walked through the ground floor of the mall, a few more bags in her hand; She walked down the pavement covered with plane trees, and hung two bunches of fruit balls from her coat and hat; She climbed over the ivy-planted fence and startled a flock of white doves in the playground; She ran across the long, brightly lit bridge, and two blush appeared on her face; She turned an ordinary corner and saw a scene of piano and chirping.
So, the bag in her hand fell, the fruit ball in the hat tied her hair, the blush on her face receded, her little face was pale, her sunglasses were taken off, she really saw the scene in front of her, and in the suddenly strong light, a series of tears suddenly fell from her stinging eyes.
The girl who was holding a guitar in his arms and laughing, even if she was wearing sunglasses, she could recognize it, it was actually the singer she had always liked, the national sister IU?
It would be IU, how could the opponent she have to face be IU!
She lost, she lost, she lost miserably, she lost nothing—she had asked for guitar instruction so many times that she couldn't get from a coquette, and she taught it so easily and so easily. That's what she's always dreamed of! But it was so easily obtained, so what did she fight for?
It's over, it's really over.
With tears in her eyes, she stood in the shadow of the acacia tree beside her, and looked at the two people in front of her for a long time, watching them talk, watching them play, watching them smile at each other, and for the first time she clearly understood what it meant to feel heartache.
At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, through the hazy teary eyes, she saw this number on the screen of her mobile phone, which was the best time to cry sadly.
IU got up and left with his guitar in his arms, Jiang Zhican waved goodbye, and when he turned around to leave, he saw the small figure standing under the shadow of the tree.
"Sodazzle?" Surprised, he approached uncertainly.
"Inside." She said in a low voice.
"At this point, why are you here? Uh, you, crying? Jiang Zhican became more and more surprised, and reached out to help her wipe away her tears. It's just that it's okay if he doesn't wipe it, and as soon as his fingers touch Kim So-hyun's cheeks, Kim So-hyun's tears can't stop gushing out.
"What's wrong with you, what are you crying about, don't cry, listen to the teacher, okay?" Jiang Zhican was at a loss for what to do, so he could only comfort him as gently as possible.
"Teacher Nim, I, I'm like, really, really out of love! Woooooooooooo
But this can still be heard clearly, Jiang Zhican looked at Kim Sohyun silently, not understanding what she said about falling out of love, but it was naturally not okay to let her cry like this. He remembered the other party's words when he separated from An Xiyan during the day, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Don't cry, the teacher has a treat, take you to drink, okay?" ”
"Huh?"
For underage girls, wine and the place where they drink will always be a sensitive word that is novel enough to attract attention. Kim So-hyun's crying paused, and he looked up at him, his red eyes full of disbelief and imminent sprout.
"Really, as long as you don't cry, I'll take you there." Jiang Zhican repeated.
Kim So-hyun completely stopped crying, and then wiped his face with his hand, and his white face became like a cat, looking at Jiang Zhican with anticipation, as if he had forgotten the language, and only the instinct of nodding was left.
"Let's go!"
Kang Zhichan, who is just a rookie in a nightclub, pretended to be bland, put on his sunglasses for Kim So-hyun, straightened his hat, and then took her hand and walked to the nearest club nearby.