CHAPTER XXXII

"Let's go to the studio and find the answers you're looking for." An Yin said suddenly.

I looked up at him in amazement, he had always objected to my recklessness, and had been against it on my way to school.

"Since you can't escape, it's better to face it. Don't stay in that room like I did, it's more painful. What should come will come back after all, and it is better for us to have more initiative ourselves. He looked at me with layers of tenderness in his eyes, as if he wanted to touch my hair.

I nodded, then shook his hand. As long as he's by my side, I'm not afraid of anything.

We went to the studio on the top floor, a familiar studio that I could find with my eyes closed. I put my hand on the door, but I felt that the door weighed a thousand pounds and could not be pushed open.

What will be behind the door? Death, or new life; Hate, or forgive......

"Don't run away." Faintly, I heard Chen Zhi's voice.

Don't worry, I won't run away again.

I slammed the door and walked in. Qi Yan, Xia Xiaoya, Xiao Xun, and many other soul tamers and lonely spirits I didn't know were standing there, and it seemed that they had been waiting for a long time.

I smiled, and countless sunshines flew and bloomed in my smile. I walked over to Ann and looked at them with unusual calm. They saw me walking forward step by step, nervously backing back.

"You're here." Qi Yan said expressionlessly.

"Yes, you've been waiting for a long time, I'm finally here." I say.

"I advise you to be obedient, no matter how powerful you are, it will be difficult for you to defeat so many of us." Xia Xiaoya glared angrily, and the hand holding the chain became even heavier.

"I want to know, what exactly is written in the letter that Chen Zhi left in your turtle slow delivery?" I looked at her and asked unusually calmly.

"Haha! Do you want to know? Xia Xiaoya smiled hideously.

The flame of anger that had just been extinguished began to burn again, and the tables and chairs around me were already levitating. The chains in her hands turned into powder in an instant, her face changed drastically, and her pupils continued to dilate, but she always protected the child-like Kaoru behind her. My heart softened. Kaoru should be the reason why she is willing to stay by the Lord's side as a cow and a horse, she wants to protect her most important person, but she has no ability, so she can only seek refuge elsewhere, which should be sad.

All the tables and chairs fell down in an instant. An Yin gently held my shoulder, and I could feel the temperature coming from his fingertips.

"Don't," Xiao Xun, who had been silent, suddenly grabbed Xia Xiaoya and said, "Let's not do this anymore, okay?" ”

Xia Xiaoya turned around and hugged Xiao Xun, tears streaming down her face: "But I have no way to turn back......

"There's always a way, don't make the same mistakes again. Let's go, get out of here, even if it's a few days," Xiao Xun raised her little hand to wipe the tears from Xia Xiaoya's face, "Mom, let's get out of here." ”

Xiao Xun's appearance and the innocent appearance of Concubine Ying's daughter constantly coincide, yes, she is the poor princess, who loves her mother until death and wants to protect her mother's thoughtful child.

I remember that Concubine Ying said to Akiki Hibiscus after the princess died, you forced me to do all this. If you hadn't appeared, I would still be the emperor's favorite concubine, and Xun'er would still be the emperor's favorite princess, how could our mother and daughter have fallen to such a point. Akiki Hibiscus just said lightly, don't make excuses for your greed and cruelty, it was you who killed your daughter with your own hands. In fact, Qiu Mu Hibiscus always knew that Concubine Ying deliberately let the princess contract smallpox in order to compete for favor, and she also deliberately pretended to be sick and left the imperial doctors in the palace in her palace and did not allow her to leave, and she indirectly killed the princess. It's just because Concubine Ying knows that the relationship between Qiu Mu Hibiscus and General An Yin is extraordinary, and she continues to collect all kinds of information about them. Akiki wants to teach her a lesson, but unexpectedly makes an innocent child a victim of this war. Soon after, the news came that Concubine Ying had hanged herself. Akiki Hibiscus also fell seriously ill because of this, and fell into a strange illness of not being able to listen to the cry of children. And this cry has been haunting Akiki Hibiscus until the last moment of his life. In this palace, Akiki Hibiscus learns to be ruthless and cruel, but repaying evil with evil will only bring more harm in the end. Qiu Mu Hibiscus understands, but what about Xia Xiaoya, can she understand?

"Okay." Xia Xiaoya glanced at Qi Yan and turned to me again, "Do you know how much I hate you, Qiu Mu Hibiscus?" ”

"I can guess." I gently pulled out the hairpin, and it trembled slightly in my palm.

"But now I don't hate it, for Kaoru."

"I apologize to you on behalf of Akiki, although I know that apologies for many things are useless. But forgiveness can be liberating. ”

Xia Xiaoya shook her head, not knowing whether she was saying forgiveness or unforgiveness, but hugged Xiao Xun more and more tightly. Perhaps, Xia Xiaoya has achieved her goal of wanting revenge. Akiki Hibiscus has tasted the most ruthless revenge, that is, with guilt until death. The cry of that innocent child is a nightmare that Akiki can't get rid of until he dies.

Hate can't end hate, only by letting go can we move forward.

"Do you want to talk to her?" I said to the hairpin.

Xia Xiaoya looked at me in surprise: "Could it be ......?"

"Yes, there's akiki hibiscus here." I replied calmly.

"You can use my body to say something to Xia Xiaoya and Xiao Xun." I said to Akiki.

"Aren't you afraid that I won't be able to return the body to you after I use it up?"

"Don't be afraid."

I violently poured spiritual power into the hairpin, such power Akiki Hibiscus could not fully bear, and I could feel the pain in her body.

"I can hold on." Akiki said.

"Okay." I forcibly moved the akiki hibiscus from the hairpin to my body.

"Concubine Ying, I didn't expect us to have such a conversation again." Qiu Mu Hibiscus said to Xia Xiaoya.

"Which of us won that fight?" Xia Xiaoya looked at Qiu Mu Hibiscus, her eyes a little dilated.

"From the moment we started fighting, we all lost. Only later did I understand what really mattered. Akiki approached Kaoru and gently stroked her long hair.

Xiao Kaoru raised her head and smiled innocently: "Hibiscus Niangniang, I never hated you, you forgot that you taught me to dance." At that time, my mother fell out of favor, and only you were willing to ignore me and accompany me. ”

Akiki Hibiscus smiled, but the tears couldn't stop flowing: "I actually forgot, I'm still dancing with you." How could I have forgotten about this? How I did it to an innocent child! ”

An Yin stepped forward and gently hugged Akiki Hibiscus.

"E-niang is also sorry for you, how could I use you to win the mercy of the saints......" Xia Xiaoya looked at Xiao Xun's appearance and cried bitterly.

"I've never blamed Eniang, I've never blamed anyone, I don't want to remember only hatred and sadness. But I'm afraid, I'm afraid of that kind of Eniang, I'm afraid of that kind of hibiscus Niangniang. Kaoru-chan's clear eyes also began to flash with tears.

The biggest victim of this struggle is actually this child, but she freed herself from that pain in her own way. Relief, maybe only a child can do it so easily.

Xia Xiaoya looked up at Qiu Muhibiscus and said, "There is no sorry or forgiveness between us, we were wrong before, and we can't be wrong now." I'm going to get out of here, with Kaoru-chan. ”

After that, Xia Xiaoya and Xiao Xun turned into a light and left.