"Did you notice that there is only one bed in this room?" Qi Yan glanced around and said.

The atmosphere is a little weird.

"You go sleep on the floor, no negotiation!" I nudged him.

"I'm mentally exhausted now, and I need a bed more than you." Qi Yanlai couldn't stand on the bed, but he didn't expect him to look thin, but he was so heavy that he couldn't push it.

"What do you want to do! Are you going to let me sleep on the floor? I glared at him.

"How come," Qi Yan smiled evilly, "This is obviously a double bed." ”

My face instantly caught fire, and it looked like a roasted sweet potato.

"Why are you blushing? You can't think of something nasty, do you? I just said sharing a bed, are you thinking too much. Qi Yan raised his eyebrows.

"You're thinking too much! Share is share! I moved from the middle of the bed to the edge of the bed, hugged the quilt and closed my eyes, resolutely ignoring him.

Qi Yan suddenly quieted down, lying flat on the other side of the bed, tilting his head to look at the night sky outside the window, as if he was thinking about something.

"What do you think! So fascinating. After peeking at him many times, I finally couldn't help but speak.

"I'm wondering where this carriage is going to take us."

I laughed, "The edge of the Dead Sea, that little man said it before. ”

"I don't mean that." Qi Yan's hand gestured in mid-air, like a child.

I also quieted down, looking out the window with Qi Yan at the unfathomable night sky.

Have you ever felt that sitting on a bus or train, or even an airplane, you look out the window and suddenly panick, not knowing where you are ahead and where you will stop? In fact, we never knew what lay ahead. Establishing so many geographical coordinates and downloading so many navigation on your phone is just to keep yourself from getting lost geographically and to comfort yourself that you are always on the right and clear path.

Are you on a street corner, on a platform, on a crowded subway station, on an overpass, watching people come and go, and a fear sweeps through your body, and you ask like crazy, where is this? No one answers you, and no one is able to give you the answer you want.

Where the hell is this? Where are we going? You look at everything around you and want to shout, but in the end you choose to be silent. Yes, people will only think you're a lunatic.

"Where the hell is this?" I muttered almost to myself.

"Do you think it's all a dream?"

"You think, if I tell people about this experience, they will probably think I'm crazy and put me in a mental hospital. Is all this true? I'm a little unsure now, too. ”

Qi Yan turned around and hugged me tightly into his arms: "Now do you think all this is true?" ”

I don't know why a warm current came from the bottom of my heart to my eyes, and my nose was sour and I wanted to cry. Every time Qi Yan hugs me, I always feel this way, maybe I'm too afraid of losing him. I really have nothing left.

"In fact, sometimes, I am constantly determining whether I am really alive and whether all this is a dream. However, when I see you, all kinds of emotions are churning in my heart, and I can tell myself with certainty that I am still alive. Qi Yan said.

"Why do you like me?" I couldn't help but laugh, I once swore that I would never ask a boy this question, but I asked it anyway. Wondering, why.

"I can't tell, I really can't say, I just know that my joys and sorrows are always related to you. Sometimes, I also ask myself, how can I like you? You're stupid and have no conscience. I should hate you. Qi Yan laughed.

"Then what do you like now, me or Qiu Mu Hibiscus or Lin Xuejing?" I then asked, I once asked An Yin if I liked Qiu Mu Hibiscus, and An Yin finally chose Qiu Mu Hibiscus. What about Qi Yan? Did he just see me as a shadow?

"When you were Qiu Mu Hibiscus, I fell in love with Qiu Mu Hibiscus, when you were Lin Xuejing, I fell in love with Lin Xuejing, and now you are Meng Yishi, and I am in love with Meng Yishi again. It's simply a fate that can't be escaped, and eternal life and eternity are entangled with you. Maybe this is fate, after meeting you, I actually believe in fate a little. Qi Yan looked at me, his eyes shining like stars, lighting up the entire night sky.

"I'm not Qiu Mu Hibiscus, I'm not Lin Xuejing, I'm Meng Yishi, I love you, Qi Yan," I stretched out my hand and hugged him tighter, "I don't know how to tell you, it's just that I'm special, very afraid of losing you." Really scared. ”

"I'll never leave you again, I was too childish last time," Qi Yan wiped the tears from my face and said, "By the way, I've always wanted to ask you, after I left, you lost your spiritual power and vision, how did you get over during that time?" ”

I told him little by little, in a very calm tone, as if I was telling someone else's story. From when I met Lu Qiran in the studio, and then returned home to calm down from the irritability, to when I slowly learned to get used to the darkness and was able to do some things on my own. I talked about Lao Mi, Yaya, He An, Chen Yuan, and Xiaoshu. Looking back on these days, I really feel like I've grown up. During the whole narration process, Qi Yan kept holding my hand, and when it came to the critical moment, I could feel the sweat in Qi Yan's palms. He listened without saying a word, and I had a vague feeling that he was blaming himself.

"What the hell is that agreement all about?" I deliberately diverted his attention.

"Don't worry, you just have to fulfill the agreement, I'm here for the rest. Don't think about it so much, or you'll get old. Qi Yan smiled, but I thought the smile was very heavy. There was so much responsibility and pressure on him that it almost crushed him.

I pretended to smile lightly: "Where am I worried!" I must fulfill my promise, I have to go out to find my maid, it is still waiting for me! And Chen Yuan, I also want to make sure he's okay. I must also listen to Lao Mi's class. And how ...... An"

I stopped suddenly.

"I know, I'll do my best to find a way to let Chen Zhi have a physical entity. Maybe the one we're looking for will help us. Don't worry, everything will work out. Didn't you survive those days? What's more, now you still have me, and I'm by your side. ”

I nodded vigorously and pressed my face against his chest, feeling his body temperature: "Really happy, you are by my side." ”

I really wish that time would stand still at this moment, that we wouldn't have to go to the edge of the Dead Sea, that we wouldn't have to find any treasures, that there wouldn't be so many things to deal with, that we would just have each other, just this moment, and so on until the end of time.