The elevator opened on the 25th floor, and the first thing I saw was Pan Zhen's door wide open, and I rushed into the house while shouting their names.

"Pan Zhen!! Photos!! - No matter how much I shout, the answer to me is just an empty echo. I ran up to the second floor and saw the same chaos in the room as when I left, the bookcase was stumbling and full of debris, and I pushed open the door of the guest room in the back room, hoping that Pan Zhen was still lying on the bed, and Lian Ying was sitting next to him to take care of him. But it's gone, it's all gone, and it's long been empty.

I walked slowly to the side of the bed like a deflated ball, and the blood under the corner of the quilt was so burning that I was startled and lifted the quilt.

Blood... It's all blood, it must be vomiting blood.

I couldn't understand what I was thinking, I just felt like crazy, howling desperately.

Maybe he was really tired, maybe he was disheartened by the ending, so he fell asleep on the edge of the bed where he had been lying.

When I woke up again, it was almost noon, so I found a backpack and packed a few clothes I usually wore to say goodbye to Pan Zhen's home.

Cars and pedestrians passed me left and right, and I felt like I had lost my soul and walked towards the school.

Standing at the door of the bedroom, staring blankly at the door, familiar and unfamiliar, I don't know if I can still be the Zhang Yao I used to be.

Slowly pushed open the door, and at first glance, I saw the Buddha treasure guy sitting in front of the computer frantically clicking the mouse, and Qiming was sitting behind him with tea and watching.

They seemed to notice that someone had come in, and subconsciously glanced back.

"Zhang, Zhang Yao?"

"Holy! How did you get back? Didn't you call in sick? Good for it? Buddha Bao threw down the mouse in his hand and hurriedly ran in front of me.

"Uh-huh, well-heeded." I just stood a little embarrassed, overwhelmed by his enthusiasm.

Buddha Bao patted me on the shoulder with his hand and said with a reassuring expression, "Okay! Brother, as long as you get better, it's not a big deal. When you just asked for leave, I still wanted to go to your house to see you, but Dongyang stopped me and said that he wouldn't let us call, and now we are relieved to see that you are good. ”

"yes, put everything away." Qiming said as he untied the backpack on my back.

I was pressed into my chair by them, and these two people asked me about my illness.

Although I wanted to talk to them like a nobody, I couldn't get through that hurdle in my heart.

"It's okay, it's okay, it's all good..." subconsciously perfunctory, they may have found out.

"Okay, okay, Zhang Yao is still quite tired, let him rest again." Qiming pulled the Buddha treasure who was still talking out of the bedroom.

The sudden silence brought my mind back to Pan Zhen's home, and did those familiar faces really disappear from my world forever? No way! I can't think about it, I don't dare to think about it, I can't calm myself down! I sat in my chair and pulled my hair with my hands.

In a small restaurant near the school, the environment is very poor and the food is not delicious, but fortunately, the wine is real. This is the fourth bottle of beer I've opened, and I don't know why I used to feel like I used to get drunk with a little bit, but now it's so hard to get myself drunk.

The proprietress glanced at the plate of fried peanuts and cauliflower on my table, perhaps she was also speculating about what was going on with this young man who was drinking alone.

Actually, I also want to know what's wrong with myself.,The people I hate.,The things that I hate seem to have been solved.,I'm Zhang Yao still alive now, isn't that a good thing.,Now it's nothing more than multiple tattoos on the back.,It's nothing.,Young people nowadays who don't have their own personality.,It's a big deal not to take a bath in a public bathhouse in the future.,Don't play basketball in the summer.,Don't be shirtless in the bedroom... What a hassle!

I slammed my head on the table a few times, and the proprietress was so frightened that she hid in the counter and poked out half of her face to look at me.

"Look at what! Checkout! "Throwing a 50, I staggered to my feet. Now my brain is still good, but my body is a little disobedient to commands, and my feet are like stepping on cotton.

"Zhang Yao! - "Who?" Who called me? I looked around, oh~~ It turned out that there was a person standing at the door of the small restaurant.

"East! Yang! ~~ Xu Dongyang! ~~~" I stumbled over to his side: "You... Why are you still alive... Aren't you dead?" "I know my mind is a little messy, and I don't know what I'm talking about.

"What do you say? Zhang Yao! Be sober! With that, he lifted me up.

"Where have you been running for so long! I've been looking for you since last night, and if I hadn't gone back to the dormitory and told me that you were back, I wouldn't know where I was going to find you?! What's wrong with you? Why drink alcohol? ”

His words were like flies swirling in my ears, and I felt like I was going to vomit and my stomach was churning.

Out of the door of the small restaurant, I hurriedly found a big tree, held on to the tree and began to pour the yellow soup in my stomach out: "vomit~~~vomit~~~~"

Dongyang kept beating my back in the back, and kept complaining: "Why are you drinking so much, you can't drink it in the first place, you hurt your body so much!" ”

I vomited it clean, and my heart was relaxed, as if the things that I couldn't let go of were also excreted from my body.

"It's okay, I'm much better..." I said as I straightened up and wiped the stains from my face.

Maybe it was because I was more sober, Dongyang was no longer so nervous, and his tone was much calmer: "Can you tell me what happened?" ”

"Heh, hehe, it's nothing, I saw it, I hurt him, I guess they won't come to me again in the future." I replied to him with a wry smile.

"Really?" Dongyang was surprised by my answer, he probably didn't expect me to escape.

I just nodded and didn't say anything more.

"Great!" Dongyang was a little overwhelmed with excitement: "We... we should find a place to celebrate!" That's right, Zhang Yao! Where do you want to go? ”

I don't know why he's so happy, it's my business after all, but now it looks like I saved his life.

"You want to drink? It's okay, I'll drink with you, let's find a good place..." Dongyang muttered as he dragged me away.

"I don't want to drink anymore, so why don't you take me for a ride."

Dongyang turned his head to look at me who had no expression: "Okay, you have the final say." ”

The white Cruze shuttled through the streets of the city, not very fast, and I sat in the passenger seat and watched the scenery out the window.

"Zhang Yao, what's wrong with you? Is there something wrong? Dongyang asked me while driving.

Silence is the only thing I want to do now, I don't want to say or listen at the moment, I want to forget everything, it turns out that it's best to really don't know anything.

The car drove through a busy section of the road, and inadvertently flashed the three-story dark red building in front of me.

"Sister in law..."

Looking at the dark window eaves, I knew there should be no one inside.

"Toyo..."

"Huh?"

"How long did you say they lived?"

"Earthquake?"

"Yes."

"It seems like it's been more than 2,000 years..."

"It's been so long~~" I didn't expect people who have lived so long to fold in my hands, am I too powerful, or have they lived enough.

"Let's go back to school, I'm tired."

"Good"

I was depressed for a week, and as soon as it was dawning, I put on my tracksuit and went downstairs for a morning run. There were very few people in the playground at this time, and occasionally a few students passing by for morning reading.

After two laps, I felt uncomfortable when I noticed that someone from the sidelines seemed to be watching me all the time. I ran towards the man, and it wasn't that far away that I recognized who she was.

"Xu Xiaoli?" I hurried a few steps to her side.

"Zhang Yao, it's been a long time, how is your injury?" As she spoke, she handed me a bottle of water.

"It's all right, it's all right, how are you?"

"Well, I took care of my dad's affairs, and I couldn't find you since you were injured, so why did the explosion happen that day?" She looked at me with a puzzled expression.

"I can't say either, why that stone statue can be blown up, it's all over, don't think about it anymore."

Hearing me say this, she nodded knowingly: "Seeing that you are so badly injured, I have also been worried for a long time, especially Professor Pan, who ran out with you on his back all the way, and he fell several times." ”

"Really? I don't quite remember. "Now I don't want to hear anything about him anymore because I want to quickly forget all the memories about him. Am I being too ruthless? Why did I become so cold-blooded? I hate myself and I hate who I am.

The two of us walked very slowly, chatting casually around the playground, and in the distance from the school gate, 7 or 8 people in black appeared to run into the school. I can't look at people who pretend to be black anymore, and subconsciously they're not good people, or they're not kind to me.

"Who is this? The school doesn't stop the point? Do you feel a little safe going to school here? I grumbled and watched with disdain as they ran in the direction of the dormitory.

"Yes! What are they doing here? Xu Xiaoli was also curious about the actions of these people.

Not long after, there was a noise in the dormitory building in the distance, and it seemed that someone was fighting.

Xu Xiaoli and I looked at each other and walked towards the source of the chaos, ready to see the excitement.

"Zhang Yao!! Zhang Yao!! ――――"A man rushed towards me from far and near.

I saw clearly that it was Dongyang, what happened to him?

All I heard was a roar from him: "Quick! - Run! ――――”

Well, it seems that these people are running for me, I understood what Dongyang meant, turned my head and ran away.

I found out that I was really unfavorable for the past year, how could I come to another stubble just after escaping, run, I have to fight for my life!

Dongyang ran much faster than me and quickly caught me up.

I scolded him and asked him as I ran, "What's wrong with this..." ”

"Run, run, they, they're coming for you..."

"Where are you going? ・・・”

We had already run to the school gate as we spoke, and four black Mercedes Benzes were parked outside to block the gate tightly.

"Mr. Xu and Mr. Zhang, Mr. Xu invited the two of you to come over and have something to discuss." A man with sunglasses and a black body blocked our way.

I pouted and whispered to Dongyang, "Fight?" ”

He glanced at me and squeezed out a few words from between his mouth: "You can't beat it." ”

The 7 or 8 people behind this kung fu also caught up, and it seems that this time I can't dodge again, and I don't know what else is waiting for me in front of me.